The blade swung down, and with intense pain, Zuo Zhe's left hand was detached from his limbs. This abrupt attack without the slightest warning came so abruptly that even the enemy in the shadows didn't know why Zuo Zhe did it. It stands to reason that the left hand is Zuo Zhe's strongest hole card and is impossible to give up. What's more, he gave up on his own, and secretly faked Rulai, and didn't think it was his own credit, which caused Zuo Zhe to choose Zibo like crazy, so what was the reason why Zuo Zhe made such an abrupt move?

These issues are no longer important. Giving up his left hand, Zuo Zhe looked like his strength had been sharply reduced, but he had given up a big burden. The strength of the left hand is like a heavy burden, weighing on Zuo Zhe's overwhelmed (shēn), and perhaps this miraculous left hand will bring great benefits to Zuo Zhe. But in the same way, this mysterious left hand, which cannot be controlled and understood, also greatly shares Zuo Zhe's attention and perception. This left hand is like the chakra that Kakashi Hachiki got from Uchiha Obito. It was the Sharingan that gave Kakashi the title of Copying Ninja to Kakashi, but it was also the Sharingan that deprived Kakashi of the opportunity to go further. At this time, does the Sharingan belong to "me" or "not me" to Kakashi Hagi?

For Zuo Zhe, this left hand was almost all of Zuo Zhe when he was young, and it was the only strength that Zuo Zhe could handle. At that time, my right hand was as weak as a muscle, and it was extremely difficult to write with my right hand. At that time, Zuo Zhe relied on his more powerful and flexible left hand to complete almost all of his movements. However, at that age, when the left hand was in control, Zuo Zhe had to give up the more powerful and convenient left hand under the strong constraints of the outside, and had to hand over the work of writing and using chopsticks to the weak right hand.

Because of the strong constraints of external forces, Zuo Zhe had no choice but to develop his right hand and focus on exercising the strength of his right hand. Under this deliberate focused exercise, the strength of the right hand is enhanced, and the flexibility of the right hand is also constantly enhanced. However, this kind of strength and flexibility are very insufficient for his peers, so that Zuo Zhe fell into a great disadvantage Zheng Zheng looked at the left hand, because of the strong constraints of external forces, although he had a good start, he had to be abandoned under the constraints, and was gradually caught up or even overtaken by his right hand in the waste. After waiting for a year, after Zuo Zhe got used to writing with his right hand and using chopsticks with his right hand, Zuo Zhe lost at the starting line, falling behind his peers Rao (shēn). In order to catch up with his peers in learning, Zuo Zhe had to adhere to the strategy of "the evil and stupid bird flies first", and used more diligent efforts to make up for the disadvantage of the weakness of the right hand muscles. In this way, Zuo Zhe's left hand is completely wasted, and the gap between sitting on the cold bench and his right hand in the huge effort of his right hand is getting bigger and bigger. When the external pressure on Zuo Zhe's shoulders gradually weakened as he grew older, the busy schedule made it impossible for Zuo Zhe to regain the advantage of his left hand. Or, at this stage, Zuo Zhe has already passed the time period of relying on Fu to eat. And the label of "mediocrity" has also been firmly attached to Zuo Zhe's (shēn).

The fragmented fragments recount the past memories to Zuo Zhe, and also tell the obsession and unwillingness in his heart. Therefore, at a certain characteristic moment, in a specific scene, Zuo Zhe, who triggered a certain condition, mastered this unimaginable power and possessed a left hand whose strength far exceeded Zuo Zhe's imagination. However, this unimaginable power gave Zuo Zhe great power at the same time, and separated the left hand that originally belonged to Zuo Zhe from Zuo Zhe's jurisdiction. It's like a time bomb tied to (shēn) that can explode at any moment. Perhaps this bomb can only explode under certain conditions (qíng), and if it is any other word, it will not detonate the bomb at all. Zuo Zhe, on the other hand, can even use this bomb that cannot be detonated by an existence other than a specific target in Ping (rì) to fend off attacks that hurt him.

However, a bomb is a bomb after all, and a burden is always a burden. Even though the burden can be used as a shield, it is always a heavy burden for Zuo Zhe.

People can have attachments, but this attachment should not conflict with the goal of self (shēn), let alone contradict itself. Birds with their wings locked cannot fly. If you want to fly, you have to throw away those heavy baggage, whether it is coveted wealth or not.

The left hand is separated from Zuozhe's (shēn) body, and the existence that secretly focused all its attention on Zuozhe (shēn) is instead looking at the left hand that has been stripped from Zuozhe's (shēn) body. As long as they acquire this left hand, their strength will increase by leaps and bounds, and they can even touch the threshold of a higher level.

Under such a huge attraction, even the fake Rulai, who still had an indomitable will in his body, temporarily gave up his attack on Zuo Zhe. Without this powerful help from his left hand, although Zuo Zhe's strength has increased by a large margin, his unlimited potential has been lost.

(shēn) body is extremely light, and under Zuo Zhe's control, a white and tender palm regrows from the wound on his left wrist. It's just that this newly grown palm is no longer the palm it used to be, and it has lost the strength to make people feel frightened.

In the battle between the will of the world and the fake Rulai, Zuo Zhe left the underground of the ruins of Raccoon City alone. Wandering in the warm sunlight, Zuo Zhe seemed to be suspended between the ground as if he did not perceive the danger that had never been far away, feeling the beauty of this world.

Feeling like being unburdened is like having a new lease of life. Removing the burden that is still pressing on his heart like a stone although he is far away, in this comfortable feeling like "no heart and no lungs", Zuo Zhe feels the simple happiness that he has not seen for a long time. When he grew up, Zuo Zhe rarely had a smile on his face. The experience and obsession of the past made Zuo Zhe always remember to work hard and work hard, only hard work can make himself go further, and he can get out of the mediocre category faster and more hopefully, and become the existence of the elite class. However, this subtle obsession is like a brick pressed on his shoulders, making Zuo Zhe's steps on this road of carrying a heavy burden more and more solid and heavy.

Happiness is different from laughter, and it is not something that one or two funny jokes can bring. Happiness is more like a state of mind, a state of mind that makes people relaxed and positive. Jokes and other things that make people laugh (qíng) can indeed stimulate Rao's brain and make people laugh like happiness. However, after the brain-stimulating laughter, the burden of (shēn) remains the same, and life is still not happy. It's like a toothache, and the anesthetic injected (shè) into the toothache numbs the pain nerve of the tooth, making the pain seem to disappear. But when the effects of the anesthesia wear, the toothache returns, and the patient is unable to concentrate or even sleep as if he were tortured like endless torture.

The corners of his mouth do not raise the arc of pleasure, but Zuo Zhe's heart (qíng) is happy. Like a loser, he lost the most valuable left-handed wealth, and Zuo Zhe, who became a poor egg, was happy. This kind of happiness seems to be unreliable, and the price is high, which is extremely regrettable. However, today's Zuo Zhe is in a heartless happiness, just like the sentence "2B teenagers are happy".

No, it's not heartless.

It's like in a war, Zuo Zhe, who is the commander of one side, voluntarily abandons his capital and fights the enemy in the vast expanse of the wilderness. If he did not give up the capital, Zuo Zhe could indeed defend the city and rely on the strong city defense to resist the enemy head-on. However, this kind of hard resistance is not good for Zuo Zhe, who is on the inferior side (shēn). If he just defended the city step by step, in the absence of strong reinforcements (qíng), Zuo Zhe was very likely to be completely defeated. In that case, why not give up the seemingly inseparable but burden-like city and choose a more flexible path that suits you better? Is it just because the city is inherited from your father?

After all, Zuo Zhe did not choose to defend Beijing like Emperor Chongzhen of the Ming Dynasty, and finally hanged himself on the coal mountain. Only when you are alive can you have a chance to turn the tables, and when you die, you have nothing.

So, (shēn) Zuo Zhe, who is like a loser, actually feels happy after being defeated? Is this the reason for happiness?

A loser is not a reason to be happy, but a reason to be happy is to finally get a new life. The so-called "do not break and do not stand, break and then stand", is to break the shackles that should not exist and truly give full play to their own potential. Even if the road is blue, even if the road ahead is full of thorns, it is the path you have chosen, a path with hope and not so heavy a burden. Only by recognizing your own characteristics can you give full play to your strengths. The path arranged by the predecessors for the descendants may not be the roads that the descendants are good at, or even happen to be the areas that the descendants are not good at. If you blindly stick to the road that you are not good at and don't like, you will get twice the result with half the effort, and the burden on your heart will become heavier and heavier in the failure and loss, until you can't get up (shēn).

Like a happy elf between the earth, Zuo Zhe soars between the earth of the last days. Although it is the background of the end times, it has a fairytale-like color in Zuo Zhe's happy heart (qíng). The body is light and free, and Zuo Zhe sees a golden avenue spreading out in front of him.

There is giving, there is gaining.

Having lost his former position, Zuo Zhe, who has transformed into a free camp, is qualified to choose a camp again. And if you put aside the preconceptions of the past, you will find some things that have been ignored or can be ignored.