Chapter 259: Becoming a monk
Soon, Li Xi knew that her aunt had indeed accepted this matter, and she had accepted it beyond her imagination. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Xiangmei, how can you think like that? There are so many people in the house waiting for you to go back, and mom ......."
Speaking of this, Li Xi's heart sank, and he secretly screamed that it was not good, and sure enough, before his mother finished speaking, he was interrupted by his aunt in a deep voice, "Xingling, haven't you seen it clearly these days?" Mom has always had a problem with me, and I can't get out, so why don't you let me atone for my sins in the temple! ”
Mother won't persuade people, hearing Aunt Xiangmei say this, she was anxious, and said: "Where are the nuns in the temple, Xiangmei, don't talk nonsense, let's go back after packing up, right?" ”
Saying that he was going to pack up his things, he didn't think about where to play, so it was important to quickly pull Xiangmei back, if he came out, not only did he not distract himself, but he also made the daughter of the Li family out of the house, how can she live in Longcun in the future, how can she go back to see her mother?
"And, Xiangmei, don't say that your mother doesn't have you in her heart, I know that you are coming back this year, my mother has already started to prepare, if there is a body that can't do it, I will also explain that I have prepared it, I know that you like to eat bacon and like to eat plum cabbage button meat made by mother, then the plum cabbage will be dried first in the summer, although at that time I don't know if you will come back this year, so my mother is preparing every year, Mom maybe... Maybe I can't forget my father, but I won't have a problem with you, how uncomfortable my mother is when you say this! ”
"No, you don't understand, Xingling, too many things have happened at home recently, so my mother also remembered what happened back then, and remembered how much of a bastard I was back then, so even if I am still her daughter, she will not be as good to me as before, before, she forgot before, so she ......"
"Auntie, what are you talking about, is grandma such a person, in fact, you know in your heart, why do you say this about grandma, are you saying this grandma is such a person, can you escape with peace of mind by saying this?"
Li Xi frowned, but then she was relieved that her aunt finally broke out, and she couldn't pretend anymore.
Next, it is necessary to let my aunt pass, as long as I let my aunt pass this time, there will be nothing in the future.
"Auntie, in fact, you and I both know, it can't be right, right? Cousin Shizi and Bingyan can't come back, even if you stay up blind and copy scriptures all night, you can't get your cousin and cousin, you know how the pain of losing a child is, how do you let your grandmother bear the pain of losing you, first lost your husband, then lost her granddaughter, and in the end even lost her daughter, auntie, do you want grandma to accompany you? ”
"Walk with me? No... No... Mom will have a good old age, so many years have come, Mom will get through, and I'm not leaving, I will pray for Mom, it will be fine, I will go to the host now, let him introduce me to where the nunnery is better, I will pray for Mom, and I will pray for Shizi and Bingyan, pity, my aunt will also pray for you. ”
After speaking, he stumbled out, walked to the door, and straightened his clothes, looking like he was walking out as usual, but his eyes were blurred, his steps were slightly chaotic, and he was obviously unstable.
It's just that it seems that my aunt has made up her mind.
The mother chased after her while wiping her tears, and Li Xi stayed alone in the house and did not move.
The night was deeper, and after the sound of the bells and the sound of the masters chanting, the Lushan Temple became very quiet, so quiet that Li Xi remembered that he had forgotten to breathe after a long time.
My mother ran back once in the middle of crying, saying that there happened to be a nun master who came to visit the host, and she decided to take her back immediately, and she was already preparing to shave her head.
"It's a pity, Mom really has no choice, Mom pulled your aunt and almost knelt down, but your aunt didn't look at me, she just wanted to become a monk, how to explain to your grandma and your father when you go back!"
"Mom, let's go and persuade my aunt again!"
The last thing Li Xi wants to see is her mother crying.
walked all the way to the courtyard where her aunt was, and with her mother's low crying, Li Xi's heart suddenly calmed down.
In the courtyard, a man who was about the same age as the presiding officer was directing the waiting ceremony, and when he saw his mother coming, he looked at him indifferently, folded his hands, and said respectfully: "This benefactor, since she has decided to escape into the empty door, why do you keep pestering?" ”
"I ......" my mother was blocked by the teacher and couldn't speak, as if she was disturbing the quiet and unreasonable troubles of Buddhism.
"Master, what is an empty door?" Li Xi asked with a small face, and the master was about to answer, but when she saw Li Xi's face, there was no doubt, so she made a gesture and did not speak again.
Li Xi didn't care, and continued: "Mrs. Shi, let me ask you again, a person is obviously not in the dust, but he is going to be forcibly escaped into the empty door, you say, what is that person's intentions? Or does she not see that a person is not in the dust, the so-called Tao is profound, isn't it playing in shallow water? ”
Li Xi's words were vague, but even if they were vague, Mrs. Shi knew what she was talking about, not only Mrs. Shi, but also the little nuns around her heard it.
"Why do you little girl talk like that," after speaking, she looked at her mother again, her eyes were self-evident, and there was no tutor.
Li Xi suddenly smiled, "In the quiet place of Buddhism, since you can hear such mortal words from the disciples of Buddhism, it is really eye-opening." ”
After Li Xi finished speaking, Mrs. Shi finally looked over, and the little nun next to her had to say anything more, but Mrs. Shi had stopped her.
"Can the little benefactor understand that saving someone's life is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter? The benefactor had apparently lost all hope of life, and she had no way but to escape into the empty door. ”
Li Xi sneered, "How can it be proved that the empty door is the way?" ”
Mrs. Shi clasped her hands together again and swiped them to the end, her tone was still flat, not annoyed by the irony in Li Xi's words, "The choice in my heart is the road." ”
With that, he turned and left.
Li Xi's face turned pale, yes, yes, yes, it was the path chosen by my aunt, so what, either the path I chose was the right way, "You mistook people's children, you saw that people in the red dust were worried but did not break it, why did you call yourself a teacher, you let my aunt escape into the empty door, just to strengthen your disciples, you live in the red dust, how dare you say that you are not a person in the red dust?" is not a person in the red dust, why pretend to be a profound and escapist state, giving people false hopes. ”
Mrs. Shi was about to step into the threshold when she stopped, turned around and looked at her in amazement, she, she, her, she actually said the same thing as Master, of course?
Who is she?
How could a little girl say such a thing? (To be continued.) )