"I am your niece who is about to be admitted as a disciple, my name is Li Xi. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info" Li Xi said without humility or arrogance.

Mom had stopped crying behind her, and she didn't know why, as if she felt relieved as long as she had a pity.

She didn't understand the words just now, but then she understood, it turned out that this master was not a good person, so she had to quickly let Xiangmei see the true face of this person, so as not to avoid the reality for herself and enter a bigger circle.

"Mrs. Shi, our family doesn't agree with her becoming a monk, please let her come out!" Mom still said in a kind tone.

Mrs. Shi made a gesture before she began to say again: "I did not restrict her actions, it can be seen that she has made up her mind, and we Buddhists do not refuse disciples." ”

In other words, if my aunt doesn't come out by herself, Mrs. Shi won't drive her out.

Mom was anxious and panicked, and at this moment, she really felt that there was no way, and it was a certainty, what should I do? She has no way to face Dabao and her mother, what should she do?

Mom fell to the ground, the night fog soaked the ground, and the soft dirt stained Mom's pants and made a mess.

Li Xi helped her mother up and said to Mrs. Shi, "Let me see my aunt." ”

Maybe this meeting is the last time, my mother hurriedly wiped away her tears, stood up straight, and led Li Xi into the house, she wanted to persuade Xiangmei one last time.

The Shitai behind him looked at Li Xi's body, long and profound, like a Buddha statue in the hall, as if looking at all living beings, compassion and high above.

Inside the house, my aunt had already changed into a silk coat and was sitting in front of the window copying scriptures, when she saw Li Xi and her mother coming in, she didn't ask.

Xing Ling only felt that everything about the boat ride during the day today seemed like a dream, why did it suddenly become like this? Or it can't be said that suddenly, Xiangmei has been wrong for a long time, starting that night.

"Xiangmei, have you really thought about it? Don't want anything? Even Mom... Don't want it either? "Mom still wants to keep it, but my aunt still only cares about copying scriptures, and Xingling almost knelt down in order to beg her not to become a monk, but she can't get her aunt's eyes.

Even if you want to become a monk, do you have to be so ruthless?

"It's not ruthless, I just want to cut off the red dust." My aunt stood up, and before she shaved her head, she had already learned to look like a teacher.

Li Xi looked at her aunt's appearance, took a deep breath, turned to her mother and said, "Mom, you go out first, I want to talk to my aunt for a while." ”

Mother looked a little hesitant, but cherished her intelligence, maybe there was some way to persuade Xiangmei, Xing Ling thought so, holding the idea of a dead horse as a live horse doctor, and walked out with heavy steps.

"There is no need to say anything to persuade me, I have made up my mind." My aunt looked at Li Xi who was standing at the door and said.

Li Xi nodded, walked over and poured himself a cup of hot tea, he was also a little thirsty after saying so much just now.

"Yes, auntie, I won't persuade you anymore, you've made up your mind." Li Xi repeated what Xiangmei had just said and did not continue.

Li Xi drank the tea slowly and methodically, taking small sips, but in the end, Xiangmei couldn't hold her breath and asked first, "Then what do you want to say?" ”

Li Xi shook her head, "I just want to stay with my aunt for a while, you must know that it will be difficult to meet in the future, I heard the young lady outside just now that I can't go back to the house to see each other once for a long time!" ”

"Monks are originally home from all over the world, and where are there monks who come home all the time." Xiangmei only thinks she is a child.

"Yes, yes, I heard that I have to walk around for a year, and I rarely stop, listening to the words of the little master just now, I am similar to me when I speak, but I am afraid that you will have a hard time in the future, aunt."

"It doesn't matter if it's hard or not, if you can walk all over the mountains of China, and by the way, you can relieve the suffering of all sentient beings, it would be great."

"In the future, when you are old, you can't return to your homeland, and you can't return to your roots, just like Cousin Shizi and Cousin Bingyan, okay?" Li Xi sat on the cold wooden chair and looked at the figure of her aunt under the lamp and shook, but in the end she just made a gesture and chanted Buddha in her mouth.

Li Xi held the wooden chair tightly with both hands, gritted her teeth to prevent herself from yelling, and after a long time, she stood up and waved at her aunt, "Mrs. Shi, then don't live here." ”

After speaking, he turned around and left, and never stayed, from then on, the red dust was separated, the empty door looked at each other, and he never saw him again, and his aunt and nephew disappeared.

"Don't pass it."

Li Xi closed the door from behind him, tears flowed down, but he gritted his teeth without making a sound, and walked out with his back straight.

She knew from the beginning, from the moment her aunt said to stay, her aunt couldn't stay.

However, I was still delusional and wanted to give it a try, but it turned out that it still didn't work.

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When Li Xi walked out of the door, her mother had already greeted her, and when she saw Li Xi's expression, she muttered, "Sure enough, it's still not good?" I'm going to call home, it's such a big deal, I'm ...... I'm going to call. ”

Li Xi nodded and sat down on the spot, she really didn't have the strength, how could things have become like this, what was wrong, was their family really cursed?

No matter what, someone in the family will have an accident? Either dad or aunt? Does it have to be like this?

"Pity the donor, the ground is cold, get up?" The old host stood in front of Li Xi, although he was condescending, his tone was kind and kind, so that people could not feel a trace of pressure.

Li Xi nodded, but the person didn't move.

The old host sighed, and also followed Li Xi down, and pointed to the busy Shitai over there, "Although my junior sister has a relatively withdrawn personality, she is not a bad person, you don't have to worry about your aunt suffering after she goes." ”

Li Xi nodded again, but did not answer, and the old host continued: "Everyone has their own way to go, you don't have to feel about it, maybe it may not be so bad." ”

Li Xi smiled, "Then what is bad?" Is it bad to be cheated and betrayed by your boyfriend and girlfriend at the same time? Is it bad to be hit by a car? When I met a gambling father and a calculating grandmother, I finally held up the wall and didn't have a good life for a few days, and then my cousin and cousin were washed away by the water, is it bad? Is it bad for my aunt to become a monk now? Isn't it bad to find out that the ex-boyfriend who killed you is haunted every day? ”

"If none of this is bad, then standing here now, is it bad?"

Li Xi looked up to the sky and laughed, she had never laughed so crazy, she didn't even want to see how rich the expression on the old host's face should be after hearing what she said, she just wanted to laugh, laughed until tears came out, laughed until she couldn't control herself, laughed out of control.

"Don't embarrass yourself so much......"

"It's a pity, there's good news at home, hurry up, tell your aunt, don't leave home, don't leave home, Shi Zi and Bingyan are back, ......" (to be continued.) )