In fact, from the day you left, I was dead.

The rest of the body is calm and peaceful.

I thought I was still very active in life.

- Fu Ziyu

From the time I was very young, I had a dream.

I dream of being with you until I turn white, and I will not be separated.

- Han Yumeng

The rain outside the window is pouring down, and I don't know when it will stop. Gray mist covering the earth. This city is like a dream.

Fu Ziyu's hand suddenly became a little cold, and he lowered his head and looked at the woman in his arms. She slept deeply, her hands clasped in his arms, as if she had exhausted all the strength of her life.

Fu Ziyu looked at it, smiled, and got out of bed cautiously, without alarming her.

It's just dawn, and everything doesn't seem to wake up yet.

After a while, he came out of the kitchen with two delicate and light breakfasts. He has to take care of Bo Jinyan all these years, and he used to have his hands not touching the spring water, but he has also exercised a good cooking skill.

Han Yumeng had already woken up and sat on the edge of the bed combing his hair. The pajama suspenders fell off his shoulders, and his long black hair was a little messy. At this moment, Fu Ziyu seemed to have returned to the past, and his girl was so squeamish and proud, sitting on his shirt and combing her hair.

It's hard to help yourself. It turns out that at this moment, my heart is like rain, and it is difficult to feel emotional.

He walked over and hugged her from behind. Han Yumeng didn't move, just gently pinched his arm. He suddenly became angry and pushed her down on the bed again, kissing her frantically. Han Yumeng could see the sky outside the window clearly, but he couldn't see the color in his eyes clearly. His eyes have always been as clear as a clear river, but now, his eyes seem to hide the whole world.

That world, from the day she came back, overlooked her, embraced her, listened to her, and did not let her be afraid.

After a long fight, the two went to breakfast. "It's delicious," she said. Fu Ziyu smiled: "Really?" But I miss the heart-shaped seafood pizza you baked for me when I was in college, celebrating my education. Han Yumeng looked at him, and tears were about to fall. He always smiled so gently and calmly, as if he knew nothing of all the dangers.

After breakfast, it was just dawn. Fu Ziyu proposed to go out for a walk. It was also the only walk the two took since their reunion. Han Yumeng was a little hesitant at first, but looking into his eyes, she couldn't refuse. And Fu Ziyu's hand seemed to brush her ears intentionally or unintentionally, touching the soft skin behind her ears. There's a tiny monitor implanted there. Han Yumeng's body trembled slightly, but he just turned his head away, and then hugged her shoulder.

It's summer, and by the lake next to the community, lotus leaves, like green ripples, are piled up in people's eyes. They walked around the lake for a while and it was a little hot. It was also dawn, and the small traders and vendors came out. He went and bought an ice cream for her. Han Yumeng held it and said, "I haven't eaten green tea-flavored ice cream for a long time." Fu Ziyu asked, "Really?" What do you eat there? She replied: "Cinnamon, cocktails, these flavors are more popular in South America." Fu Ziyu replied: "Oh." ”

After she finished eating the ice cream, Fu Ziyu stood up and said, "Let's go watch a movie." ”

Han Yumeng was a little stunned. Fu Ziyu smiled and said, "It's okay, there are a lot of people in the cinema, so anything bad won't happen." ”

Han Yumeng's heart hurt for no reason. She told him that she had been held hostage by serial killers for all these years and had been forced to do some bad things, so she had to avoid the police, so she couldn't recognize him for a long time, so she couldn't let Bo Jinyan know. He didn't say anything after listening, and then he really didn't tell anyone about her existence. Including his best friend, Bo Jinyan. And is he saying this now, is he just reassuring her that she will not be exposed, or has he already sensed something?

But he was right, there were so many movie theaters and so many people that they couldn't escape the killer's sight. Even if the killer was angry because of this, he couldn't snipe him in public.

So they actually went to the movies.

watched a newly released love suspense film. The picture is particularly beautiful at first, especially fresh and poetic. It's just that when there was a brutal murder scene in the movie, Han Yumeng lowered his eyes and didn't want to look at it, but his eyes were cold. Just like back then, the girl who is disgusted and resists all crimes, but will fight bravely. At this time, Fu Ziyu was in the dim light and shadow of the theater, looking at her for a long time.

Later, the heroine on the screen, holding the male protagonist, was crying in pain. She said they couldn't be together. She said that the sky was so high and so blue. She couldn't go to his side again. And the cold and resolute male protagonist just hugged her, and his eyes seemed to carry half a lifetime of grief.

Han Yumeng covered his face with his hands and cried silently. Fu Ziyu's eyes also seemed to reflect a shallow light of water. At the end of the curtain, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said gently: "Joe, do you say these two people look like us?" Han Yumeng choked up and subconsciously resisted: "No, it's not like it!" He took her hand and said, "Well, we're not." ”

Lunch was eaten in the mall. Fu Ziyu habitually entered a live fish restaurant, sat down and reacted, saying, "I'm sorry, I forgot that you don't like to eat fish very much." "Han Yumeng doesn't like to eat fish, and on the boat that floats to South America, he smells a disgusting fishy smell every day. But she smiled and said, "It's okay, I'll eat it." ”

The dishes came up, but no one moved the chopsticks. Fu Ziyu sandwiched a whole fish into his bowl, then picked up a few light lotus root slices and shredded meat with chopsticks and gave it to her, and said, "Let's divide the work, if you can't finish eating, I'll wrap the balls - like before." ”

Han Yumeng replied: "Well, okay." At this moment, I suddenly felt very peaceful in my heart, and I was so greedy that I just wanted to hold the gentle and peaceful time of this moment. She looked at him and smiled.

Fu Ziyu was stunned and said, "This is the first time you have laughed happily these days." Beautiful. ”

Han Yumeng was stunned. But I heard him whisper: "It's exactly the same as I remember." ”

The meal was eaten a little slowly, and it was already afternoon after eating. What should the two of them do about it? It's in the mall, shopping one by one. Fu Ziyu has always been particular about dressing, after all, he has also improved the taste of Bo Jinyan and An Yan, two big otakus. At this moment, looking at the dazzling array of new autumn clothes, he said: "Pick out a few clothes with me, and pick a few for you, it's time for the season." ”

Han Yumeng said: "No need. He insisted on holding her hand and smiled and said, "Didn't you like to give me some ties, shirts, and belts the most?" Or secretly save pocket money to buy. You love those dresses I gave you, too. Let's go buy it today. Han Yumeng was pulled by him, walking very fast, and his steps were very brisk. After a while, I couldn't help but laugh again.

The afternoon went by very quickly. Both of them were holding a large glass of cold drink in their hands, like a pair of young men and women who were in love. When he entered the women's clothing store, he held the water for her, he accompanied her to choose, his eyes were always very good, he stood behind her, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were always dyed with a shimmer. Then she went in, trying one by one, and in the clerk's unsparing praise, in his eyes as deep as the sea, but as warm as jade, she seemed to recall many shyness about the girl, and the frank and bright indomitable progress. Then they discussed, and finally decided on a few pieces, and he went to pay for them, and then moved on to the next one.

When he goes to a men's clothing store, it is much simpler, because he always picks very accurately, only one or two pieces, and each one looks good when worn. She also picked it for him, she knew so well the size and figure of this man, and the right color. And she picked it, but he didn't even try it, and paid directly.

"Hey." She smiled and asked, "Are domestic doctors so earning so much?" ”

He smiled and replied, "Yes, I am now a very good doctor and a partner in our company." ”

It's just that once, when Fu Ziyu entered the fitting room, Han Yumeng was waiting outside. After a while, when she looked up, she saw that he had already changed out. She suddenly felt that the man in front of her was a little strange.

Very simple short hair, he used to like voluminous hair. He was wearing a dark black suit, a light-colored shirt, and the line of his eyebrows and jaw, which was soft and handsome. His hands were white and slender, typical of a surgeon's hands. He was no longer the enthusiastic boy in his early twenties, he was thirty years old, a man who was calm and gentle at all times and everywhere.

Han Yumeng looked at him, just looking at his back, he was actually stupid. A thought came to her mind—he was exactly the same as she had imagined he would be at the age of thirty.