Bo Jinyan's eyes were covered with a thin layer of white veil.

Jian Yao sat beside him, reaching out to touch it, but still put it down.

"Would you like to drink some more porridge?" She asked softly.

"No need." He said mildly.

Jian Yao nodded, only to remember that he couldn't see it. Gently supporting him, he leaned back on the hospital bed.

A thought flashed through his mind, if it was a normal time, he would read some books.

Do you want me to read something to you? When this sentence came to his lips, he couldn't say anything.

So the two of them sat quietly. She couldn't see his eyes, didn't know what he was thinking. Obviously, each other's hands were only a foot apart, but suddenly they seemed to be separated by a sea of people.

"Jin Yan ......," she asked, "want to go out for a walk?" ”

Bo Jin Yan tilted his head.

Outside the window of the ward, there was the sound of someone talking, and the sound of birds chirping.

"No need." He said softly.

Jian Yao's heart suddenly felt sad, and she didn't want to be noticed by him, so she hurriedly said, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”

"Okay."

Inside, it was quiet again.

Bo Jin Yan raised his face slightly, and the feeling of darkness was wonderful. The human mind can become flustered, because no matter where you look or where you go, you don't know if you will step into the abyss next.

He was very quiet and alone for 5 minutes.

Finally, I couldn't help it, grabbed the sheet next to me, and threw it out.

On the fair face, there is a slight sweat, and there is also the color of iron blue.

When Jian Yao walked to the door with a teacup, she saw this scene. She immediately put down the teapot, ran to his side, and held his hand tightly: "Jin Yan, it's okay...... Take it easy. ”

Bo Jinyan's expression was soothed for a moment, and it seemed that he couldn't lose his temper when he was by her side. He didn't speak, just turned his face away and looked out the window.

"Hmm." Very low voice.

Jian Yao held his hand and didn't speak.

She didn't know how to deal with his embarrassment.

Bo Jinyan is such a person, embarrassed and silent.

Later, when the meal came, Jian Yao patiently and meticulously fed him spoonful.

After eating, he fell asleep because of the effect of the drug. Jian Yao snuggled up to him on the same bed. In the haze, I only felt someone, always gently stroking my cheeks and hair. Jian Yao subconsciously drilled into his arms tighter, and was hugged tightly by him.

"Jin Yan ......," she whispered, "I'll be your eyes in the future." ”

Nothing else, no need to say anything. What keeps trying new medicine, what doctors say there is little hope but can't give up.

If you are blind for one day, I will be blind for one day.

You are blind for the second half of your life, and I will accompany you until your temples are white.

There seemed to be a drop of hot liquid, dripping on her cheek. In the dimly lit room, Jian Yao didn't look up, acting as if she wasn't aware at all.

"Son meets ...... Did you find it? He asked slowly.

Jian Yao mourned in her heart: "I found it." ”

He asked no more.

"Jian Yao, I want to be alone for a while." He said.

Jian Yao didn't speak.

The ring on his hand, in the dark, quietly glowed.

Like his lost heart.

——

Bo Jinyan left in the afternoon a few days later.

When Jian Yao came back from reporting to the police station, she saw an empty ward and neatly folded bedding.

Jian Yao didn't say a word, her face was pale. She searched all over the hospital, all the wards. Until he was sure that he had really left, he had left her.

Leaving at the same time as him was An Yan, who recovered from his injuries and was discharged from the hospital. These two men, like two unknown drops of water, disappeared into this world.

In the end, Jian Yao found a letter and put it under her pillow. She sat in front of the window where the sun was setting and the wind was blowing, reading this handwritten letter from Bo Jinyan.

"Yao:

I want to be away for a while.

I was a strong believer in justice. Until now, the belief has not changed.

But there are some things that I need to face alone; There are some things that need to be clarified; There are some things that you can't give up.

I'll take care of myself, and hopefully you too.

I'll come back to you, someday in the future that I think I'm ready for.

I'm sorry.

Jin Yan who loves you deeply. ”

Although the handwriting is sloppy, it is still vigorous and powerful. Some words are even written on top of each other.

He wrote the letter with his eyes closed.

Jian Yao looked at it for a long time, stretched out her hand to cover her heart, lowered her head, and didn't raise it for a long, long time.

——

In the evening, the university campus is dimly lit and quiet.

An Yan stood downstairs in the girls' dormitory, and countless people looked at him. He didn't move.

A strange girl ran downstairs and walked up to him in disbelief: "You...... Is that the policeman, An Yan? ”

An Yan nodded: "I'm An Yan." ”

The girl let out an "ah" and said, "Wait a minute, things seem to be a little different from what we thought." Wait a minute. After saying that, he ran upstairs again.

Anyan has always stood like a pillar.

Inside the girls' dormitory.

Gu Yan sat at the table, a little stunned. There were several girls standing behind her, all of whom advised her: "Don't be soft-hearted, as if he has released your pigeons for more than a month, you deserve to make him wait!" "Dare to release our flowered pigeons!" "That's it!"

At this time, the girl who was originally sent down to tear her up ran back again, panting: "It's not right, it's like it...... He's injured and he's got bandages on his arm! There are also injuries on the face! ”

Everyone was stunned, Gu Yan stood up as if "brushing", didn't say anything, and ran downstairs directly.

The students who left the circle of confusion.

"What's going on? Doesn't it mean that it's just a monitoring person? How can I still get hurt? ”

"I thought it was just a good face...... It's not that simple. ”

Gu Yan ran downstairs and saw An Yan from a distance. She was stunned—in just a month, he had become so thin, and it was as if he had experienced a catastrophe.

"Are you alright?" She ran up to him and asked.

When An Yan saw her, his heart was pounding, and he realized that the slightest bit of longing these days had fermented more and more in his heart.

"I'm fine." His face flushed.

Gu Yiyan even frowned, and kept staring at his bandaged arm.

"I'm sorry." An Yan said, "On the mission that day, there was an accident and I didn't make it. ”

"It's okay, it's okay!" Gu Yiyan hurriedly waved his hand, "You...... It's good that people are okay. ”

"Well, I'm fine."

Both of them were silent for a while, and they both seemed a little cramped.

Gu Yan asked tentatively: "Was it in the process of catching the bad guys that he was injured?" ”

An Yan was stunned. Complex emotions that had never been felt before suddenly welled up in his chest.

In front of her, standing in the quiet night light, living a peaceful and happy life. How to talk to her, how to make her understand, the young detective who was on the verge of life and death, at the moment of the bomb, suddenly had a thought in his mind - oh no, I can't go to her appointment tomorrow.

It turns out that this is the whole meaning of heroic shortness of breath and long love for children.

An Yan smiled slightly and said, "Well, yes." ”

Gu Yan's eyes wandered, and he lowered his head: "Then when will we make up that meal again?" ”

An Yan's heart was suddenly covered with river-like sadness. Some kind of impulse, completely controlled his heart. He stepped forward and took her directly into his arms with one arm.

Gu Yanyan was stunned.

"Oh woo......" Behind him, an exclamation sounded from the upper floor of the dormitory.

"I ...... Be away for a while. An Yan said, "I'm going to protect someone." A man who deserves my life's respect. If there is anyone in this world who can be described as great, he is one. His current situation is very bad. I have to protect him and help him. It's like guarding our faith. ”

Gu Yanyan's body was still numb, and he was completely numb, but after listening to his words, he was inexplicably a little sad: "That...... How long will it take? ”

"Maybe a few months, maybe a year or two."

"So...... It's been a long time. ”

An Yan slowly let go of her: "Like, wait for me to come back." Then he turned and left.

Gu Yan stood still and didn't move, just watched him get into the car, drive out of the campus, and drive out of her field of vision.

At this moment, there were many people around, and there were exclamations of admiration. Gu Yan looked up when he heard the sound, but saw that under the dark blue night, the huge skyscraper opposite the campus was lit up with many lights at the same time. And the lamps were arranged in a regular order, and someone beside him had already read it aloud:

“，goddess.

a.y.”

"When I come back, goddess! a.y。 What kind of heroic love saint is this ay, it's too arrogant, I'll go! ”

——

The same intoxicating twilight hangs over a certain high-rise building in the city.

Luo Lang sat in front of the window, smoking a cigarette slowly. In the stereo, there is a deafening symphony, Tchaikovsky's "Manfred".

The curtains are tightly closed, leaving only a slit.

In front of that slit stood a delicate telescope.

Luo Lang finished a cigarette, stood up, and looked down at the binoculars.

Very focused.

Through the buildings, through the night, through the sea of people. The end of the telescope is precisely pointed at a window.

Inside the window, the curtain moves slightly. Only a soft light was turned on. Jian Yao was wearing a warm yellow T-shirt, sitting in front of the window, bowing her head slightly, revealing her neck as white as jade. I sat quietly for a long, long time.

In that home, the home she loved and was happy, she was the only one from now on.

Luo Lang left the telescope and sat down again. He began to smoke sullenly, until the ashtray was no longer able to fit down, until the night covered the earth like a vast black hole. The automatic sensor light in the room is lit one after another. Behind him, there is a wall that stretches from the bedroom, to the hallway, to the living room.

The walls are full of pictures. Full of boarding, dense and messy. At least hundreds, if not thousands.

Jian Yao wore a police uniform, Jian Yao and Bo Jinyan stepped into the animation park, Jian Yao wore an apron to cook at home, and Jian Yao walked on the way to work......

A photo of Jian Xuan reading a book in the university library, and a photo of Jane's mother smiling and bowing her head to sell vegetables in the vegetable market.

……

The dagger that killed the killer was still on the table beside him. Blood stains and fingerprints have been wiped clean.

Luo Lang lowered his head, held the cigarette with his hand, and pressed his forehead.

If parting has been sad, reunion has also led to disorientation.

All we need is forgiveness.

……

He said that justice and faith have never changed.

He said he would come back.

Do you know that justice is like a deep pool under the moon, and a cold stone in the pool?

The dim light is always there.

Even if there is turbidity, sometimes subversion,

But after all, the water will be clear and the stones will be clear, and the clouds will be scattered and the moon will be bright.

If he returns at last,

Please close your tearful eyes in the dark night from now on.

Because he is coming, please close your eyes.

- "He is coming, please close your eyes in the dark" The first part is finished—— (To be continued.) )