NO.5: The love that was given up in those years
For Shen Yang in later generations, as a very emotionally passive person, he has a relatively soft heart, and it is much more difficult to reject a girl. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
From the dozens of minutes that the two of them have been together, Shen Yang really feels Xiaoya's goodness, and the kind of happy and satisfied emotions from the bottom of his heart cannot be expressed casually.
In just a few dozen minutes, Shen Yang found that Xiaoya really liked the original owner, the original owner, not the current Shen Yang himself, and Shen Yang realized that he was cheating on her feelings.
As soon as he found out this result, Shen Yang felt very guilty, indescribable guilt, it was clear that all this was not his own arrangement, but Shen Yang now had to bear the consequences.
Shen Yang began to be a little jealous of the original owner, mixed with the malice of the inexplicable crossing, and his heart was suddenly swayed by inexplicable emotions, and became irritable and even extreme, especially now.
"Let's break up!"
When this sentence reached Zhou Ya's ears, Zhou Ya was stunned, a little incredulous.
She was preparing how to comfort Shen Yang, she didn't know about Shen Yang's mother's accident until recently, and Shen Yang was indeed hiding from her and didn't want her to know.
Therefore, she has been waiting for her boyfriend Shen Yang to confide in her for the past few days, and then the two of them have suffered together, but they have not been until today.
Zhou Ya couldn't help but want to speak, no matter what, she was by his side, and she would never leave him through thick and thin.
But now, when she heard this sentence, Zhou Ya's heart sank, her eyes dimmed, she knew that Shen Yang was not joking, Shen Yang would never make such a joke.
But Shen Yang is in this state now, and he has been lukewarm since he saw her, so what he said is true, not a momentary psychological impulse.
Zhou Ya suddenly felt that Shen Yang in front of her was very unfamiliar, and suddenly changed as if she was a person, just like in the past few days, she didn't take the initiative to contact her on the phone, and she didn't answer the phone.
The person in front of her was unfamiliar and frightening, Zhou Ya suddenly felt ridiculous in her heart, could it be that the previous happy times of love were all fake at those times, she never really knew Shen Yang.
Suddenly, there was an irrepressible grievance in her heart, and there was a faint pain in her heart, Zhou Ya's eyes began to fill with tears, and she resisted the urge to flow down.
Zhou Ya's eyes stared straight at Shen Yang, as if she wanted to see through Shen Yang.
"What do you say? Say it again! ”
Zhou Ya's voice was trembling, as if she was about to cry out in the next moment, just like the white hand she held under the table, the white and delicate hand was a little hideous at this moment.
Shen Yang had never seen such a look, this look was too complicated, containing too many feelings, whether it was doubt, pain, sorrow, stubbornness, or persistence.
Xiaoya's personality should be strong, so strong that Shen Yang was forced to be a little weak-hearted, and after the weakness was anger, it seemed that he was annoyed and angry when he was found to be secrets deep in his heart.
"I said we broke up!"
Shen Yang shouted loudly, as if to hide his weakness, and got up from his chair suddenly.
The scene became stagnant, and the slow motion began to play, and Shen Yang clearly saw that after he said this, the expression on Xiao Ya's face became dull.
The tears in Xiao Ya's eyes began to slide down, falling desperately, like pearls with broken threads.
"Okay, then break up!"
Zhou Ya stubbornly raised her head, she didn't say anything tentatively to stay, even if she broke up, she had to leave proudly, so that no one could see her cowardice and not let people notice her heartache.
Forced to smile, Zhou Ya squeezed out a smile.
Then soon, Shen Yang looked at Xiao Ya arrogantly, covering his mouth and nose with one hand, and holding the bag with the other, and then quickly stood up and walked away in embarrassment.
No, it should be running away, it was running away, it seemed that she didn't want to see Shen Yang again, or she didn't want Shen Yang to see her vulnerable side.
Stay for one more second, and Zhou Ya will feel that her emotions will be out of control and she will collapse.
But when she turned around, she was already in tears.
has a strong personality like her, and in the face of this breakup situation, the psychological and physical reactions can't be suppressed, just because she was too happy and sweet, and now she is more and more uncomfortable in the face of this moment.
Shen Yang watched Xiao Ya leave, sat down in a daze, and looked at the back of Xiao Ya leaving, his heart was a little tingling, not only unbearable and pity, but also some self-blame.
Why did he break up with Xiaoya, Shen Yang himself didn't understand, it seemed that because the two were too close, Shen Yang was afraid that he would be exposed in the future, of course, there were other reasons in his heart, that is, jealousy of the original owner, and guilt and guilt.
broke up, the most familiar person is gone, no one will expose him in the future, and the mark left by the original owner is getting darker and darker, and it seems that it will soon be completely erased.
At that time, Shen Yang will be the only and only Shen Yang, and he will no longer be a substitute.
However, it seems that the difference this time is goodbye, and there will be no reunion in the future, and Shen Yang actually regrets it in his heart.
If it were a future generation, someone should say that he was a scumbag, and then a cup of coffee fell from his head, drenching Shen Yang in embarrassment. Shen Yang was ready, but Xiaoya didn't do anything.
If Xiaoya did something, Shen Yang felt a little better, and he didn't know if it was cheap.
The figure had vanished, leaving behind half an unfinished cup of coffee and a drop of transparent tears on the table.
Shen Yang, you are a fool, who would refuse such a unique relationship, who would refuse such a beautiful girl, only you are a fool.
Shen Yang was in a daze, his eyes habitually empty, the café became silent, and the waiters remained silent.
From beginning to end, Shen Yang didn't even know Xiaoya's name.
I don't know how long, a flirtatious voice pulled Shen Yang back to reality.
"Hello? You've all graduated, what about the café. ”
Shen Yang looked up at him with difficulty, only to find that his neck was a little stiff, and he had been sitting for too long.
The person who came was extremely handsome, his hair was of the type of Hallyu, he had studs on his ears, and nothing else, he was not very out of line.
"Hello? What's the fuss? He sat on the seat opposite Shen Yang, which was where Xiao Ya was sitting before.
"Yo, who are you drinking coffee with today?" He looked at the half cup of coffee suspiciously, it was already cold when he tried it, and in the cup opposite Shen Yang, the coffee was completely waiting, not a drop of it moved.
"Let's have two cups of Supamo, and the bill will be credited to our boss Shen's head." He waved his hand at the bar, then turned his head to stare at Shen Yang.
"I told you a long time ago, we've all graduated, as an investor in the café, what are you going to do with it, do you sell it or keep it open? Someone wants to make a sale, and the bid is not low, what do you think? Is it sold in one or all of them? ”
He said casually, speaking as if he was shooting a machine gun, gesturing with his fingers, regardless of whether Shen Yang heard clearly or not.
Shen Yang pursed his lips, thinking in his heart, this person has never seen him in the past few days, and no one has ever said anything about the café, and now his head is a mess.
Shen Yang was thinking quickly, according to what he said, the original owner should have invested in a café, and there was more than one place, and this one was one of them.
He should be a classmate of the original owner, I don't know how to meet, anyway, the relationship is very good, and he is a partner.
The original owner should also be thinking about whether to sell out the café after graduation, but he hasn't thought about it, and now these things are lost to Shen Yang.
The matter left by the original owner was something that Shen Yang did not expect, so what did Shen Yang plan to do.
(To be continued)