Chapter 175: The Abyss

"Good. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Without a hint of hesitation, Han Zhun agreed. "I'm in the company right now, and I have some things on hand, but I haven't announced today, so it shouldn't be too late. Otherwise...... Let's have dinner together? ”

"Okay, you have the final say, you can notify me by text message when you arrange it."

"yes, okay."

Just a few words later, the call ended. Zhao Shuangwei held the phone, and found that she no longer had the same throbbing as when she was invited by Han Zhun for the first time, the former male god, even if he just read her Weibo private messages, would make her excited, but now, he called to arrange dinner with her, she was able to be so calm and habitual. Is man really a greedy animal? If you get one, you will want two, and if you get two, you will want three, four, five, six, seven...... It's really horrible.

Zhao Shuangwei lay on the bed, only to feel that her head was more painful, as if there was a thousand pounds of emotion pressing on her cranial nerves, making her unable to think. She and the male god were originally two people who had nothing to do with each other, as long as she could watch him from the audience, she was very satisfied. But now, in the face of this on-call Han Zhun, Zhao Shuangwei is not sure whether he is really happy. Perhaps, she just wanted someone to temporarily replace Li Zhijun by her side when she needed him, and this person happened to be Han Zhun.

Thinking like this, she fell asleep again in a drowsy state, and in her dreams, she was still unsure.

At about five o'clock in the evening, Zhao Shuang woke up slightly, Han Zhun had already sent her the time and place of dinner, she hurriedly looked at her watch, and found that she still had nearly an hour and a half to prepare. She breathed a sigh of relief and began to get up and change.

"Weiwei, Mom wants to talk to you, is that okay?" Zhao's mother's voice came from outside the door, although Zhao Shuangwei was reluctant, but when she thought that she was only angry with her father after all, she didn't want to vent this emotion on her mother. She opened the door and let Zhao's mother in.

Zhao's mother sat down on the edge of the bed, while Zhao Shuangwei opened the wardrobe and began to match the clothes to be worn at night.

"Are you going out?" Mother Zhao couldn't help but ask.

"Hmm." Zhao Shuangwei was still rummaging through something, "I'm going out at night, I'm not eating at home, I have the key, you don't have to leave the door for me." ”

"It's good to go out, meet friends, and relax." Zhao's mother looked around Zhao Shuangwei's room, and when she saw all the textbooks and tutorial books scattered around the edge of the desk, she knew that she hadn't opened them during this time. She said worriedly: "Weiwei, my mother knows that this matter has hit you hard, and you will definitely not be able to accept it for a while." But your life must go on, you still have to study, you have to take the university entrance examination, you are only so young, you must not give up on yourself casually, my mother believes that classmate Li will definitely not want to see you sad all the time. The third year of high school is about to start, and you don't prepare at all, and your mother is worried that you won't be able to keep up. Think about Mr. Li, doesn't he most hope that you can be admitted to the provincial university? And these counseling books, aren't they all left to you by him? If you are like this, I am afraid that if classmate Li sees it in the sky, he will also be disappointed. ”

It's learning again. It's the university entrance examination again. Reading again.

Zhao Shuangwei was so annoyed that she grabbed a skirt and put it on, and replied vaguely: "I know, I know it in my heart, but I really don't want to read now." ”

"Weiwei," Zhao's mother took Zhao Shuangwei's hand and pulled her to the edge of the bed and sat down, "Mom definitely doesn't have to ask you to achieve anything, whether it's the first place, or the provincial university, these are not the most important things for our family." Mom's worry is about you, it's my baby daughter, Zhao Shuangwei. Speaking of this, Zhao's mother paused, her burning gaze staring at Zhao Shuangwei's eyes.

Zhao Shuangwei also looked at her, her mother's body temperature passed to her through her hand, and she suddenly felt warm in her heart.

After a long while, Zhao's mother continued: "Mom is very afraid that you can't bear the blow brought by this incident, in fact, Dad is the same, but he doesn't know how to express it." Mom knows how difficult it is to accept life and death, all the pain you are suffering now, if you can, Mom really wants to transfer it to herself, and really wants to do her best to help you share it, so that you can be a little easier. ”

"Mom......" Zhao Shuang opened her mouth slightly meekly, her heart full of emotion and gratitude. She remembered that when she learned that Li Zhijun had an accident, her empathetic mother helped her book a plane ticket and personally sent her to the airport. "In this family, you are the only one who is really good to me." She couldn't help but stretch out her hand and hugged Zhao's mother.

Mother Zhao touched Zhao Shuangwei's head, feeling pity and pity in her heart, she said softly: "Silly child, no matter when, as long as you need it, your mother will always be by your side." She paused for a moment, then said in a different tone: "Weiwei, when a person is faced with a sudden heavy injury, she may really not be able to rely on her own strength to get out of the pain, and at this time she needs to ask for help from the outside world." Look at ......" Zhao's mother's words stopped here.

Zhao Shuang slightly let go of the hand holding her mother and sat up straight, she probably heard Zhao's mother's voice, so she asked vigilantly, "What does this mean?" ”

"Mom has a college classmate who is now working as a psychological counselor, and he has seen a lot of people in this situation, and he is very experienced......"

Scold. It turns out that this is the core of the conversation. The emotion in Zhao Shuangwei's heart was gone, she looked at Zhao's mother coldly, and interrupted her words: "Do you want me to meet that classmate of yours, and then ask him to brainwash me, so that I can forget about Li Zhijun and study hard again when I go home?" What's the difference between you and your father? Your purpose is the same, what you want is the daughter who takes the first place in the exam! ”

"It's not like this," Zhao's mother quickly explained, "Mom just wants you to meet that uncle and chat with him, that's all." Now you have nightmares every day, you can't sleep well, and you don't have the energy to do anything else, Mom is really worried! ”

Zhao Shuangwei looked at his watch and said lightly: "It's not early, I made an appointment for dinner and I'm going out." ”

"Weiwei!" Zhao's mother was in a mess for a while, she was obviously saying every word so carefully, but how could she still annoy her daughter? The warm atmosphere just now, how can you suddenly say that there is no more?

Zhao Shuangwei took her small bag and left the room without looking back, Zhao's mother was not at ease, and followed her to the door of the house. Zhao Shuangwei put on her shoes and comforted her indifferently: "Mom, I'm really fine, you don't have to worry, I don't need to see a doctor, I'm actually fine." ”

She opened the door and added in her heart: I'm really good...... Is it? (To be continued.) )