The countdown to the summer vacation is getting closer and closer, and Zhao Shuangwei, who has nothing to do at home every day, has no sense of urgency at all. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info books and exercise books, naturally she has not opened them once, she is groggy every day, except for sleeping and eating, she is playing games, and the rest of the time, all of them are reminiscing about Li Zhijun. Zhao Shuangwei really feels that she is like a walking corpse now, she doesn't know why she exists in this world, every day is torture, every day is torment.

Often in her dreams, she would see Li Zhijun. Still wearing his favorite black sweater, he smiled softly at her. He was as clean as ever, just like she did every time she saw him, making her happy and her heart moving. He doesn't need to say a word, just stand there quietly and shine.

But in today's dream, Li Zhijun put on a black baseball cap, Zhao Shuang couldn't see his face clearly, and his heart began to feel strongly uneasy. He held out his hand to her, and she stepped forward to hold it naturally. Then he began to run with her, and the faster he ran, the faster she went, and she gradually became unable to keep up, but he had no intention of stopping and waiting for her. Finally, she fell, and when she looked up again, he was already far away. "Wait for me!" She yelled at his back, and then, he stopped. He took off his hat and turned around slowly, and at that moment, Zhao Shuangwei finally saw his face clearly.

That was Han Zhun's face.

"Ahh She couldn't help but scream, then opened her eyes and gasped for air. After she saw clearly that she was lying on the bed at home, she calmed down a little, Zhao Shuangwei took the mobile phone and found that it was close to noon at this moment. It turned out that unconsciously, she had slept for so long again, she dragged her heavy head, sat up, and prepared to brush her teeth and wash her face.

Such dreams depressed her, made her uneasy, and scared her. It was as if everything was moving in an unseen direction, like a derailed train, and no one could predict when it would stop or what it would pass by.

When she opened the door, the meal was ready, and Zhao's father and Zhao's mother were sitting at the dining table waiting for her. Seeing Zhao Shuangwei coming out, Zhao's mother asked worriedly, "Did you have another nightmare?" Still can't sleep well? ”

Zhao Shuang nodded slightly tired and went to the bathroom.

After she sat down at the dining table, Zhao's father was silent and began to move his chopsticks. Since the last time I had an argument with him, every time I had a meal in the house, the atmosphere was tense and awkward. Seeing that Zhao's father had picked up his chopsticks, Zhao Shuangwei also began to eat absentmindedly.

"Weiwei, school is about to start, are you ready?" Dad Zhao saw that she was listless again, and he was angry, and couldn't help but persuade him: "You can't go to the third year of high school like this, how can you sleep until the afternoon every day and get up?" Have you started reading? ”

Zhao Shuang, who had just woken up and was taught a lesson, was slightly displeased, and she responded angrily: "I didn't read the book, I don't want to read it." I can't sleep at night, I don't sleep until near morning every day, isn't it normal to get up at noon? ”

Mother Zhao on the side heard it and was very distressed: "Weiwei, this doesn't work, how can you not sleep at night?" You still can't let go of that, can you? ”

"What can't you put down?!" Father Zhao put the chopsticks on the table heavily and said angrily: "Is it because your boyfriend is gone, you have to give up on yourself like this?" Look at yourself now, you don't look like the daughter of our Zhao family at all, hum! ”

"So what should I do? I'm not plasticine in your hands, so why do I have to live the way you want me to be? Zhao Shuangwei couldn't help but refute, her already faintly aching head hurt even more at the moment, she frowned, and endured the pain to fight back: "My boyfriend is dead, should I cry for two days and be alive and like no one?" Should I study hard every day and continue to be the first in my grade? Should I be heartless and continue to live your life as if nothing happened? If the daughter of the Zhao family is like this, then you are right, I am indeed not the daughter of your Zhao family! ”

"You!" Zhao's father got up from his seat, he raised his hand, and seeing that a slap was about to fall on Zhao Shuangwei's face, Zhao's mother quickly stood up and grabbed him. "Lao Zhao, calm down! Weiwei is in a bad mood now, do you have to worry about her so much? Zhao's mother felt sorry for her daughter, and she naturally protected her in her words.

"She's in a bad mood, am I in a good mood?" Zhao's father glared, but his hand that stopped in the air still let go, after all, he also knew that his daughter had grown up, and he couldn't solve any problems by doing it.

"Mom, I have a headache and don't want to eat. I'll go back to my room and go to bed, and you don't have to call me for dinner, you can eat more. Zhao Shuangwei tried to restrain herself, not wanting to lose her temper with her mother. Dad is Dad, Mom is Mom, who protects her and treats her well, she knows it in her heart, so she doesn't want to let the sharp side of her body sting Zhao's mother.

Mother Zhao naturally knew that she couldn't persuade her, so she had to sigh as a tacit approval. Zhao Shuang got up slightly and returned to the room.

"Willing to fall!" Father Zhao yelled at the closed door, naturally, but did not respond.

Zhao Shuangwei, who was full of grievances, sat on the edge of the bed, she remembered that dream, and suddenly wanted to go to Han Zhun.

She held her phone, full of hesitation and uneasiness. Is it really okay to do this? Can I really make a claim to a male god? Can we really be friends? The male god ...... me Are there really some special feelings?

With deep doubts, Zhao Shuangwei dialed Han Zhun's phone.

Honk...... Honk...... Honk......

She silently promised herself in her heart: just try this time, if he doesn't answer, don't call him again.

It's just that what she didn't expect was that the call was quickly connected.

"Hello? Slightly? Han Zhun's familiar and gentle voice sounded in his ears.

Zhao Shuangwei's eyes instantly moistened. Sure enough, he's by my side, so that's enough.

"I want to see you." She gently made her first request.

In the invisible place in my heart, a small Pandora's box was quietly opened with a "bang".

Once the seeds of desire are planted deeply, is there still a way for her to get rid of such a self?

It's just that Zhao Shuangwei at this moment can't take care of so much at all, she needs him, she wants to see him.

Even if the catastrophe that awaits her in front of her is unrecoverable, she will never hesitate. (To be continued.) )