Time always flies, and when Orange came back, it took me a whole week to make it understand that it was called an orange and not a lemon, which was a hassle, but it did give me a way to spend my free time. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Recently, I also learned to fake voice, although my voice is neutral, but it is not feminine, and since there is almost no chance of changing back, then I plan to be a woman who will not be flawed.

So in addition to studying,I started practicing voice again.,Fortunately, the voice talent is good.,Practice is also fast.,It's just because I started to contact Lolita.,The result can't be changed...... I feel tired of listening to my own false voice.

A few days ago, our high school juniors were also called to hold a job fair, which was a large shopping mall called outlets in the next county, hoping that our high school juniors could go to the mall to work as shopping guides after the college entrance examination.

It's pretty good, three thousand base salary, food and accommodation, and a five-point commission, and it is said that the mall is full of international first-line brands, and I don't know if it's bragging or it's true, anyway, it's the first time I've heard of outlets in my life.

In line with the idea that there is nothing to lose anyway and there is a guarantee from the school, I wrote my name and phone number on the willingness, and waited until after the spring exam to receive a notice to visit the mall and apply for a job.

Although I didn't take this matter to heart, I just wanted to leave a way back for myself, if I was rejected by my family after returning from the spring exam, then I would have a place to go.

Before I knew it, I was used to thinking about things in the worst way, and then preparing myself with some back roads that I didn't know if it was useful or useless.

"Rachel, when are you going to be a maid in the café again?"

The squad leader next to him suddenly mentioned this matter again, probably because he had a bad taste, even if it was more than ten days ago, he always mentioned it when he had nothing to do, just to disgust me.

"Get out."

I bowed my head and memorized the books of the professional course, because I always like to sleep and wander off in the major, and only listen to it occasionally, so this course has become the object of my mischief.

Approaching the spring exam, the originally lazy students began to study independently one by one, even those who were hopeless, they began to hold books from time to time.

The whole class finally had a tense atmosphere of the college entrance examination half a month before the college entrance examination.

The atmosphere of reading is very good, and the mobile phone is almost useless in the class, and I can't take it out a few times in my pocket all day.

My grades were originally very poor, and I had no talent for learning because of my bad memory, but after a period of hard work, in the latest monthly exam, my Chinese and mathematics have climbed to 70 points, only English is hanging half-dead at about 30 points no matter how hard I try, because I am all blind.

I can't memorize the cumbersome words, I just memorized them an hour ago, and I can forget them after a while, not to mention that I find that my memory has been worse lately.

Is it because she became a woman?

"Squad leader, how do you calculate binary?"

I just flipped to the computer language, and I asked without raising my head.

"No, it won't."

This is obviously not the voice of the squad leader, and when I looked up, I found that I didn't know when it was replaced by Zhu Ronghui.

I rolled my eyes at him, and just as I lowered my head to move on to the next unit, I suddenly noticed a hand on my waist.

I felt creepy in an instant, the whole person jumped up, my head didn't think, one leg subconsciously kicked towards Zhu Ronghui, and he fell to the ground with a chair unsuspectingly, and the huge noise made the eyes of the whole class gather around me.

But my head was still confused, and I stood there looking at Zhu Ronghui who fell to the ground and scolded.

When he stood up, my head turned to the left again, and I asked cautiously, for fear that he would be angry, and that I would break him by the kick.

"Well, it's okay......"

"It's fine."

Zhu Ronghui frowned, sat back down after setting up the chair, and began to show his usual mean smile on his face again.

"Why did you react so much today?"

Seeing that he seemed to be fine, my heart was relieved, just because I still felt a little guilty about the kick just now.

"I guess, I'm not used to it."

Zhu Ronghui hadn't messed around with me like this for a long time, especially after I confirmed my relationship with Lin Hao, he didn't even say anything to me.

I used to be quite repulsed by him occasionally rubbing my waist, but after confirming the relationship with Lin Hao, I was even more reluctant to have physical contact with other men.

"Lin Hao seems to have found a girlfriend." Zhu Ronghui casually flipped through the book that the squad leader threw on the table, "It's pretty beautiful." ”

I looked up at him in confusion.

"Huh?"

"You didn't add him on WeChat?"

"I don't play WeChat."

Zhu Ronghui and I stared at each other, both of us looking at each other in a daze.

"I remember that you and Lin Hao are not close friends? How would you not know. ”

Zhu Ronghui touched his short hair, looking confused.

"I didn't even know he had a WeChat ......"

My brain is still confused until now, isn't Lin Hao's girlfriend me? Did he post the two of us selfies on Moments?

I knew it was very unlikely, but I couldn't help but excuse him.

Maybe it was just that he took a photo with his female friend, and Zhu Ronghui misunderstood it as a boyfriend and girlfriend?

"Show me his WeChat."

Anyway, I want to see with my own eyes what Lin Hao posted in the circle of friends.

"Hmm."

Zhu Ronghui agreed, took out his mobile phone and opened WeChat to show me, but he was suddenly stunned: "That circle of friends has been deleted." ”

"Oh."

I lay on the table, completely out of the mood to read, but there was still no expression on my face.

I don't want Zhu Ronghui to see that I'm in a bad mood because of this incident, so I might think that I like Lin Hao.

Although that's true.

I really wanted to call Lin Hao to question, but I called some time ago, and his mobile phone had already been shut down......

I have low self-esteem and I don't go to ordinary women, after Lin Hao left, the feeling of suffering from gains and losses became more and more intense in my heart, and now the uneasiness that has been suppressed by me in my heart has begun to deepen at this time.

Turning his head to look at the wall, feeling the sound of the chair moving next to him, Zhu Ronghui left.

With no one around me paying attention, I shrunk myself in the corner as much as I could, tears beginning to flow uncontrollably.

What a coward I'm ......

Why do I cry so much, why do I have to be obsessed with Lin Hao, why don't I rush directly to his house to question him what the situation is.

I hate myself so much.

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Class until twelve o'clock, mom, so the update is slow, forgive me.