The college entrance examination is over......

In a daze, the teacher informed us of the time and place of the college entrance examination, and then it took two days to finish the test in a daze, and finally walked out of the examination room in a daze, and I felt that I had done well in the exam. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

My senior year of high school was only half a year, half of which was spent struggling to become a woman's body, half was in love, half was working part-time in depression, and the last little bit of time was the feeling of studying in the third year of high school. The end result is that the real senior year of high school is less than a month, and it seems to pass with your eyes open and closed.

When I returned to the rental house from the exam room in a daze, I suddenly realized that my senior year of high school was over.

A lot of things happened, but it was over in the blink of an eye.

I walked into the room in a daze, looking at the books I had brought back from school a few days ago, plus the test papers, there were two full stacks, as if only those test papers could prove that I had been in the third year of high school.

The exams are over, and there is no need to go to school anymore.

I should go back......

I should confess everything to my family, and then accept the judgment of fate.

Is it to be rejected by them, or to be accepted......

If I am excluded, then I can only go to another city and work as an ordinary shopping guide in the so-called high-end shopping mall outlets.

If accepted, then I would prefer to spend a month with my family, then find a job related to my major near home, and then wait for the start of college in September.

It's time to go to Lin Hao, I only have doubts about him, and I want to ask the question in my heart in person.

I actually found that I regretted liking him, and if I hadn't confessed it at the beginning, that feeling might have slowly dissipated, so that I wouldn't be as miserable as I am now.

I don't even know if I still like him, his rejection of me is too obvious, but he texted me to wait for him.

Lying in bed, I didn't have the idea of moving at all, and even if I couldn't fit the suitcase with a lot of luggage, maybe I had to go back and forth twice to empty it, and I didn't have the idea of packing it now.

I went home from the bottom of my heart, fearing that the judgment would be the outcome of my greatest fear.

The phone rang......

It's Daddy's.

Since my parents have rarely called me, my mother will only call once every ten days and half a month to ask me about my current situation, and the most recent call was to ask me about the time of the college entrance examination half a month ago.

It's just that why is it my father, who has a very bad relationship with me, and not the mother who has always been kind to me?

"Hello?"

When I picked up the phone, I still treated him coldly. Even though I really want to have a good relationship with him, because then maybe he won't be so repulsive to my female body.

"Rachel, are you done with the college entrance examination?"

"Well, just finished the exam."

Dad's voice was haggard, and he didn't have the feeling of being a veteran at all.

I realized that something might have happened at home that had drained his mind, and it should be that his elderly grandfather was hospitalized with health problems again, right?

"How's the test?"

"It should be fine."

"When are you going to come back?"

"Tomorrow afternoon."

Responding to my father's words dryly, my hands subconsciously rubbed the bangs on my forehead, thinking about Lin Hao's affairs with my eyes blankly, just constantly dealing with my father.

Dad may have sensed my indifference, and was silent for half a minute.

"Your mom divorced me."

Suddenly, this sentence came from the phone.

"Huh?"

The hand rubbing my bangs stopped, I let out a tone word, and I sat there.

"Divorce certificate five days ago."

He added, and I still said "oh" dumbfounded.

After a long silence again? …… Daddy finally opened up again.

"You follow me in the future...... May I? ”

“……”

I listened wordlessly to the pleading tone of my father's voice, which was probably the first time I had heard him speak to me in this tone since I was a child.

No matter what happened, he was always the Great Wall that never fell, calm, calm, and carried everything.

But today, I heard his weak tone......

"Well, Mom."

A trace of guilt and a touch of pity flashed in my heart, and I almost couldn't help but agree to him, but I wanted to follow my mother more, no matter how distressed my father's tone was now.

The other end of the line began to fall silent again, and only when I was impatient did I say it in a hoarse voice.

"She doesn't want us anymore."

I didn't know what to say, I knew almost nothing about their divorce, and I didn't know if what my dad said was true.

"Let's do it first, I'll think about it."

My eyes were a little astringent, and without waiting for my father's reply, I hung up the phone, for fear that I would cry if I didn't pay attention.

I threw my phone aside and let my weak body collapse on the bed.

What's going on?

Why did you get divorced all of a sudden......

Mom and Dad have never had a very good relationship, and I often heard them quarrel since I was a child, but when I grew up and became a little sensible, they wouldn't argue in front of me.

Later, when they dropped out of school in the third year of junior high school, they were already on the verge of divorce with one foot, but maybe they took into account my young age, so they held back.

So they're divorced now...... Is it all because of me? If I hadn't quarreled with my dad in my third year of junior high school, my mom wouldn't have quarreled with him to the point of divorce, right?

The phone came again, and I raised my hand and looked at the caller ID, it was my father's again.

I turned off my phone and threw it on the other side of the bed, sighing, not knowing what to do.

I feel very uncomfortable, and I want to find someone to talk to me well, but now I don't seem to have any friends or friends, if I have never confessed to Lin Hao, it is still a good friend, I have to talk to him.

But now I'm so estranged from him that I don't have any contact with him at all.

I used to think that he didn't contact me because his reading phone was confiscated by his family, but Zhu Ronghui told me that he was still posting photos with other women on WeChat.

Okay, let me wait for him......

I was about to burst into tears because of my family's divorce, but when I thought of this kind of thing, tears flowed down my cheeks all of a sudden.

If I was born a woman...... How nice that would be.

My father's fingertips used to be married, but it was canceled because I was a man, and if I were a woman, I would be able to be with him justifiably.

Why...... I wasn't born a woman......

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Many people say, why does the protagonist behave exactly like a woman, I want to say, read the book carefully, I mentioned at least twice that the protagonist has gender dysphoria, but she herself doesn't admit it.

Now that she has become a woman, once she accepts a woman's body, the female psychology that she didn't recognize will of course explode.

In addition, because today's class time is too tight, I arrived at the dormitory at half past twelve, and I have to leave before two o'clock, so the update was delayed, sorry.