100. It's just chatting
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I gently broke away from my cousin's embrace, and without saying much else, I opened the closet, dragged out the suitcase inside, opened it, and stuffed my clothes inside.
"Sister."
"Huh?"
Stop what you are doing and wait for what your cousin is going to say next.
"Did you break up with your boyfriend? Not a girlfriend. ”
Nodding, I think he already knows that I'm a woman, so he shouldn't feel anything if I have a boyfriend.
"Is it Lin Hao?"
He looked up and looked at him in surprise, how did he know that it was Lin Hao's?
"Because when I go out with you, I feel like you're quite close." My cousin was standing right behind me, with the light on his back, and his face was a shadow, so I couldn't see his expression at all, "At that time, I was wondering if you were together, after all, you are also childhood sweethearts." ”
I didn't deny it, I just nodded, and then continued to go back and pack my clothes.
The cousin stopped talking and sat on the bed, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Let's have dinner at my house today, when are you going to school?"
I think it's a bit boring to just pack up my clothes, and taking the initiative to talk to my cousin will make me involuntarily think of the days when I lived with Lin Hao in my mind.
"Good. School the day after tomorrow. ”
"What school are you going to go to?"
"Two books will do."
I used to think that my cousin was a chatter, but today he only said a few words at the beginning, but now he just sits silently and passively answers my words.
After packing up my things, I went back to bed, covered myself with the quilt, threw down the orange that had crept up on my pillow again, closed my eyes and prepared for a good night's sleep.
When you wake up, you'll be in a better mood.
When I closed my eyes, Lin Hao's shadow immediately appeared in my head, and I was so frightened that I quickly opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling.
"What's wrong?" The cousin sitting next to me seemed to have been paying attention to me, and when he saw that I was wrong, he immediately asked, "I thought of Lin Hao." ”
"Hmm."
I also don't deny that the emotions that are already about to collapse are longing for my cousin's next comfort.
"As soon as I closed my eyes, I thought of him...... I feel like I'm going to lose sleep today. ”
"When I'm tired, I fall asleep."
My cousin sat on the bed, beside me, against the head of the bed.
"You were the same when my first love broke up, when I took two days off, hid at home and played games desperately, played until three or four o'clock in the morning, and fell asleep as soon as I closed my eyes. Later, after a while, I found out that she was nothing good, and so was Lin Hao. ”
Well, Lin Hao is nothing good......
But I could list seven or eight of his strengths at a glance, and I liked almost everything about him.
Except for facial paralysis.
When I came back this time, when I saw him for the first time, I thought he had figured it out, and I knew that I didn't like him to have a cold face all the time, so his facial paralysis was healed, and I also felt that the only thing about him that I didn't like was gone. Even though he smiled at me weirdly, I never thought that his smile on me was a fake smile.
Later, my cousin told me that he might be in love, so he changed his facial paralysis, and at that time he was very happy to substitute himself into his love interest...... In fact, it was true that love changed him, but it wasn't because of me.
The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes......
He turned his back to his cousin, wanting to sleep well and not thinking so much, but he didn't dare to close his eyes at all.
"It's okay, Lin Hao will figure out how to reconcile with you in two days."
My cousin comforted me again, and I felt even more uncomfortable......
It wasn't him who broke up with me, it was he who cheated on me, so I took the initiative to ask him to break up.
Even if he wanted to reconcile with me, I wouldn't have accepted him, and even if he used all kinds of evidence to prove that the woman was really his sister and had nothing to do with him, I'm afraid I wouldn't believe him.
I can't believe him anymore......
When he just left, he texted me to wait for him.
I waited for months, every day imagining the good days of living with him again, and finally gave me this result.
"If he wants to reconcile with me, I can't forgive him." I put my head under the quilt, "Lin Hao cheated, and I was going to break up with him." ”
"It's okay, I'll forget about him."
"Well, maybe."
Looking at the pattern of the sheets with his eyes open, his hands clutched the quilt tightly, and his teeth biting his lips, he wanted to clear the name Lin Hao from his mind over and over again, but his name appeared in every corner of his mind, and he would inadvertently think of him whenever he could.
I think I may never forget Lin Hao in my life.
"You're leaving tomorrow, right?"
My cousin also seemed to lie down, right behind me.
"Well, wait for my classmates to notify me, and then I will go directly to the dormitory."
The sooner I go, the better, and if I could, I would even like to get up and leave with my luggage now, but my job has not yet been settled, and I have no place to live, so I have to wait for news from Zhu Ronghui.
And my father is also going to take me to the hospital for a physical examination, he must have guessed something, but he is not sure yet, if I really go to the physical examination, then my identity as a woman will definitely be exposed.
So what is my father's attitude towards me? Slap me over and tell me to? Or do you still think of me as a son? Not allowing me to live as a woman?
When I leave here and devote myself to work, maybe I will gradually forget about Lin Hao and devote myself to a new life, right?
"When the time comes, be careful outside, pay attention to safety, and don't be deceived."
The cousin reminded.
"I know, there are still several classmates there, and I will take care of myself."
Before leaving this morning, I thought that Lin Hao would say such things to me, but it turned out to be my cousin who had left yesterday.
Poking his head out of the quilt and looking at his cousin, he was sitting on the bed with his eyes closed, clutching his phone in his hand, as if he was thinking about something.
Suddenly, I had a strange thought, and I asked him with my stomach and my head up.
"Ruoyan, you won't like me, will you?"
"What the hell?"
He seemed startled, opened his eyes, and looked at me strangely.
"Why do you think that?"
"Because ......"
Because I'm just idle and have nothing to do, I asked for some reason when my head twitched!
"Because you seem to be ...... to me Weird. I rubbed my hair next to my face, "It's obviously at home, Lin Hao just sent a text message and you ran over......"
"It's just because I care about you, don't think too much, like a little girl."
gave him a blank look, and I just talked casually, and I was actually said to be a little girl by my cousin.
"You're not sad anymore, and you're still in the mood to tease me?"
"It's fine."
It seems that indeed, chatting and chatting, the depression in my heart was inexplicably dispersed. (To be continued.) )