After talking to Lin Hao on the phone, I sat there stupidly, thinking about the past motionlessly. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

At the beginning, when I became a woman inexplicably, I was still a little panicked, I didn't know what I should do, at that time it was Lin Hao who comforted me, although he always teased me with my body that became a woman, but every time I teased me, I could always forget the panic caused by my body.

Later, it may be that he comforted me more, it may be that he took more care of me because I became a woman, or maybe he was in urgent need of an object to rely on after becoming a woman, and all kinds of reasons may lead to my liking him, so I confessed to him, and he actually told me that he had liked me since I was a child, but because I was a boy, I kept it in my heart.

So I always felt that it was impossible for me to break up with him, even if he ignored me later, even if he was even angry with me because I didn't pay attention to holding hands with Ah Hong, I always felt that he liked me.

But why? Why did he fall in love with someone else, and when did he lose his feelings for me?

Is it because the novelty of first love has passed? Or is it because I'm really inferior to other girls?

Yes, it's true that I'm not as good as other girls, they are prettier than me, they have better skin than me, they have long hair and they have more feminine hair than they have short hair, and most of their breasts are bigger than me......

I looked down at my chest, and I was already A, but I was still wearing a small vest, and I could barely see my chest in the thick clothes in winter.

So it comes down to my problem, right?

With heavy steps, I lay down on the bed.

I don't want to cry at all, I don't know why, I don't even have the slightest idea of crying.

It's just that my chest is still dull, my mood is still depressed, and my hands and feet are still heavy, making it difficult for me to walk.

I don't want to smoke anymore, even if I have two packs of cigarettes on my computer desk, I don't have the idea of smoking at all.

I rolled around on the bed, grabbed the orange that was sleeping soundly on my pillow with my hand, and threw it under the bed.

Orange quickly reacted, did a somersault in the air, adjusted his posture, landed on all fours gracefully, and then nodded his head lightly like a gentleman after a show.

If I saw this scene when I was in a good mood, I guess I would have already clapped my hands, and then twisted the orange and threw it a few times, but now I am not in the mood to play, so I turned my head lightly and bought my face into the pillow.

A pillow is full of cat smell!

And there are hairs!

I wanted to lie down for a while, so I took my face out of the pillow at once, pulled the quilt on the side, crumpled it into a ball, and buried my head in the quilt.

I'm so tired, I want to sleep.

I didn't take off my clothes, so I just lay on the bed, and the quilt was not covered, I just wanted to sleep well.

It won't be so uncomfortable when you wake up.

I closed my eyes, and suddenly I heard the doorbell ringing in a daze.

Who came to the door at this time! Don't tell me it's Lin Hao's guy!

Annoyed, he turned over and got out of bed, walked to the door, looked at the person ringing the doorbell outside with a cat's eye, and found that it was actually a cousin.

"Why are you back again?"

When I opened the door, I asked him with disgust in the first sentence. He just left yesterday, and today when I'm in a bad mood, he suddenly came over and disturbed my sleep!

"I heard something happened to you."

My cousin must have noticed my unhappy look, rubbing the back of his head and clutching the door frame with his hand a little nervously.

"Come in, stand at the door and blow the wind?"

"Oh."

I'm very irritable now, my mood is depressed, every sentence is a little prickly, and my cousin just hit the muzzle of the gun, and he is already a little weak, and at this time he is like a child who has met a big dog, and walks in cautiously.

Took him to the bedroom, ignoring the cousin who was standing awkwardly by the bed, and lay on the bed again.

"That...... Sister. ”

"Call me brother." Buried in the quilt and talking, he was a little stuffy, so he propped up his body with his hands and made his voice clear, "Don't call me sister in the future." ”

On a whim, I suddenly didn't want to admit that I was a woman.

Even if my body is a woman, as long as my heart is a man, it won't be as fragile as it is now, right? Could it be that the reason for my increasing vulnerability is that I have already admitted that I am a woman?

As he was thinking, he looked up at his cousin, who pulled over the chair in front of the computer and sat down, noticing the two packs of cigarettes on the computer desk.

"You smoked?"

"What? I can't smoke? ”

I sat on the bed unhappily and gave him a blank look: "I'm a man, what's wrong with smoking?" is as verbose as Lin Hao. ”

"But...... Uncle will definitely be angry when he finds out. ”

"If he thinks that men just want to smoke, won't he still be happy?"

Of course, I knew I was talking nonsense, and if my dad saw me smoking, he would slap me first.

But I didn't want to think about how my dad felt when I was in a bad mood, and smoking would make me feel a little more relaxed.

yawned, and inadvertently saw his legs sitting on a duck, and quickly withdrew his legs and turned into a cross-legged sitting position.

Now I always sit on a duck if I'm not careful, and although it's really comfortable, it always makes me feel weird.

"Brother?"

"Huh?"

I was looking down to see if I was still sitting when I heard him call me and looked up at him.

"I heard you broke up with your girlfriend."

"Huh?" I was suddenly a little confused, when did I have a girlfriend? "Lin Hao told you that?"

"Well, Lin Hao texted that you broke up with your girlfriend, let me comfort you." Maybe it was my bad tone before, my cousin was a little cautious, for fear of provoking me again, "He said that he was not available for class, and my house was only an hour away by bus, and I happened to be fine, so I came over." ”

"Let Lin Hao die!"

I roared angrily, and I felt upset at the mention of him, and I was even more disgusted with him now.

I know that Lin Hao thought I was still a man in the eyes of my cousin, so he deliberately said that he was a girlfriend, but what is the difference between this and him shirking responsibility? I obviously broke up with him, but he asked his cousin to comfort me in an outsider's tone.

If you don't like me, forget it, just split your legs, what does it mean to find someone to comfort me? Made a. The son also set up the archway?

My cousin didn't speak, he was like a shivering chick, and after just a glance, I got out of bed and walked to the closet to pack my bags for tomorrow.

"Sister."

My cousin came from behind me, and I spoke impatiently to remind him again.

"It's all said ......"

A sudden hug interrupted what I was about to say, and my cousin hugged me from behind, frightening me to stay where I was.

"It's okay, it's just a breakup."

I wanted to turn around and yell at him, he didn't know anything, why should he tell me it was okay.

But the body was tightly hugged by him, and the violent heartbeat was transmitted to me through his thin body, and the heat in his arms was not high, but it was enough to warm my cold body.

The warmest thing is my heart, which has been cold all day.

I was silent.

With his head bowed and motionless, my cousin's words rang in my ears, but I couldn't hear anything clearly, and I only knew that he must have said something comforting.

"Thank you......" (To be continued.) )