050. Afraid?

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

A voice that came out of nowhere sounded in the darkness, repeating itself again and again, without stopping. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

The voice grew closer, clearer, and more eerie.

Eventually, the continuous "I'm sorry" even rang in my ears, as if the devil was whispering beside me.

Suddenly I was frightened to wake up, and when I opened my eyes, I realized that I was already sweating, and the sound of my dream was still circulating in my ears, as if there was really a devil by my side.

It's been several days in a row, since the last typhoon night passed, I will be awakened by this sound at night for several days, I originally thought that Lin Hao's guilt caused me to have this kind of dream, but I had the same dream every day for several days, which made me wonder if something was going to happen to me.

Am I going to be a man again?

If I really want to change back into a man, I must be the first to agree, although I don't know what Lin Hao's attitude will be towards me turning back into a man, but at least I don't have to hide it outside, let alone be careful of my family.

He touched the head of the lemon next to him and sighed and got up.

As soon as I got home from school in the afternoon, I hurriedly ate dinner and went to bed for about an hour, and now I have to rush to school for evening self-study.

I don't know why I've been very sleepy lately, it seems that when I became a woman, I gradually became more and more sleepy, I used to sleep six or seven hours a day, but now I sleep at least ten hours a day in the morning, noon and evening.

Walking out of the bedroom, Lin Hao was sitting on a chair waiting for me, and when he saw me, he didn't say anything, he got up and went to the door to put on his shoes.

Lin Hao still looked a little ignorant of me, his expressionless face and almost emotionless tone made me stare at him for the past few days, although the uneasiness in my heart was much less because of the typhoon night, but I was still afraid that he would suddenly disappear in front of my eyes. I also used to wonder if something had happened to Lin Hao, but even when I asked him, he just shook his head.

"Let's go."

"Hmm."

I am now clinging to him almost all the time, and I don't care about the eyes of my classmates, what I am most afraid of now is Lin Hao's sudden disappearance, not the discussion of the people around me.

The evening self-study was still the same as usual, sitting with Lin Hao, and he didn't have the heart to do homework or learn to memorize, just lying on the table stupidly and looking at him with his spare eyes.

The phone was pressed under my hand, and I looked at the time from time to time, and the English teacher on the stage was still talking about spells that I didn't understand at all, and I wanted to sleep for a while, but I didn't feel sleepy now after sleeping at home.

Still bored looking at Lin Hao's side face, his expression when he was concentrating on things always exuded an inexplicable attraction, so that my eyes couldn't stop staying on him, I was just thinking about watching him closely and comforting myself, but now the more I look at it, the more I can't open my eyes.

How do you feel like a nymphomaniac?

Very suddenly, the mobile phone pressed under the arm vibrate.

Confused to unlock the lock screen,It stands to reason that my phone basically won't have this kind of vibration,The phone has a ringtone,SMS is a long vibration,Only QQ will be this vibration method,But I haven't received information on this software for a long time.,It's not even open very little.。

After all, I have few friends, and most of my friends on the software are current classmates, so I will talk about things directly in the class, and rarely talk in the software.

is a notification to apply for a friend.

I added this friend first.,And then I went to the class group to look for it one by one against the number to see who it was.,I didn't find the corresponding number in the group.,Maybe it's added randomly, right?

"Hello, are you there?"

Just wanted to put down the phone and continue to commit on Lin Hao, but the man sent a message.

"Who are you?"

I supported my face with one hand and typed with the other, and my eyes glanced at Lin Hao beside me from time to time.

"The class next door asked your classmate for your QQ number."

"Oh."

I replied to him coldly, thinking to myself that it was a guy who couldn't figure out my gender.

But the next class is a 13 general high class, right? I'm also studying at night now, but this person has been in school for two years and still thinks I'm a woman? People in my grade generally know that I'm a guy with the appearance of a girl, right? Although she is now a woman.

"My name is Ding Hongjie."

"Oh."

continued to respond indifferently, but I was a little curious about what this person looked like, maybe a dead house, the kind that barely communicates with the outside world.

Is it a fat house or a thin house?

I was already bored, and I began to take a little interest in him, of course, but I was just limited to chatting with him.

At first, she was still a little interested in me and would urge me to learn English, but later found that I was really incurable, so she gave up on me and focused on a few students who studied better.

It's not that I haven't worked hard, I used to memorize English seriously, but when it comes to memorization, my memory can almost compete with a fish, memorize a morning reading class, and immediately forget the words after the first class.

I put my phone on the table unscrupulously, and the homeroom teacher had already returned home during the evening self-study, and no one usually paid attention to playing with the phone.

At first I was just coping with the conversation, but then I had a bit of a problem, and then I told him that I was a man, and that he wanted to tease me at least to find out my gender.

Well, at least in the eyes of others, I'm a man......

"I'll treat you to supper after class?"

But he didn't give up because I said I was a man, maybe he had been secretly following me for a long time, right? Don't believe my side of the story.

"I don't have time, I'm going to read a book."

I found a reason to end the chat with him at random.,And then I deleted his friend.,I think,When he confirms to his classmates that I'm a man.,I won't continue to pester.,Sooner or later I'll delete my friend.,And it's quite annoying.,That person always uses "2333" This two-dimensional thing.,Let me be a little disgusted and further confirm my conjecture.,Maybe he's really a dead house.。

looked up at Lin Hao, but found that he had put down the pen in his hand and looked at me at some point, I couldn't help but be a little flustered, Lin Hao still cared about the matter with Ah Hong last time, and ignored me, if he knew that I had chatted with a man who seemed to be chasing me for half a class, he might be angry again.

Although I still don't understand why he still ignores me after I have sincerely apologized, the events of the typhoon night make me feel that he still likes me, or at least cares about me.

I don't want to make him angry anymore and I'm afraid to make him angry again.

"It's a neurosis."

I spoke first, first slandered the guy who seemed to be Ding Hongjie, and then took the initiative to open the message record and handed the phone to Lin Hao, hoping that I would not make him angry.

"Oh."

Lin Hao didn't take the phone, his tone was still indifferent, it felt like the tone I was talking to when I was dealing with Ding Hongjie.

He's dealing with me too.

The thought made me feel down, and for the rest of the day, although I still looked at him occasionally, I didn't stare at him like a nymphomaniac like I had before.

I really wanted to confront him face to face, to ask him how he still wanted me to be less indifferent, but I didn't dare, I was afraid that he would be unhappy, that he would be angry, that he would ignore me.

I found that when I was afraid of Lin Hao.

A little afraid of him.

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There's an idle and bored guy who built a post bar.,The name is to start being a girl today.,If you're interested, you can go shopping.。

Hmm, although I don't know what this post is for.