049. Sleep together
It was late at night, the sky outside the window was dark, there was no starlight in sight, the storm was roaring to the fullest, and from the window you could see the black shadows of the trees on the road in the distance swaying in the wind, and the rain was sparse, but it was still driven by the strong wind, crackling and falling on the window. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
The belated typhoon finally made the town feel its strength......
After taking a shower, putting on pajamas, blowing my hair half-dry with a hair dryer, I lay on the bed wrapped in a quilt, and Lemon was on the bed with all four legs attached to the bed like a baby, and moved towards me little by little.
It looked cute, but I didn't have any intention of watching it.
Now I don't care about lemons when I take a bath, because I checked on the Internet, and I finally know the gender of lemons: female.
The thought of lying in bed and feeling a little uneasy, and the wind outside the window whistling all the time, as if a ghost was doing evil in the middle of the night, made me a little uneasy. Of course, Lin Hao couldn't be by my side at this time, I was a little afraid that when I got up the next day, I would find that Lin Hao had disappeared, and the uneasiness in my heart became more and more profound, which made me feel irritable.
At this point, I feel insecure, which I hate so much. It wasn't like that the other day before we had an argument, I was always very secure, no matter where he was, but I knew he would always be there for me. Even if I occasionally feel confused about my gender, as long as I look at him, I will think that I am a real girl, and I will not be afraid of other things that are not, let alone just the wind outside the window, and now, I am actually afraid that he will disappear in a blink of an eye.
I was very sleepy, although I had slept for a long time in the afternoon, and my body was no longer tired, but my psychological tiredness was getting deeper and deeper, lying on the bed tossing and turning, occasionally not paying attention to sleepiness, and I would be immediately awakened by the whistling sound, or by the more and more distant back in my heart.
Even when I quarreled with Lin Hao, I didn't feel so uncomfortable, although I had insomnia at that time, I didn't feel sleepy, although I was also tired, but I wouldn't want to be so tired and drowsy now but I couldn't sleep at all.
After I regained my hands on Lin Hao, I felt like I was more tired.
I want to meet Lin Hao.
In the middle of the night, I actually thought that, and the thought swirled in my head, and it lingered.
Silently hugged the quilt and got up.
I realized that I was really cheap now, and at this time I went to his room with the quilt, as if I wanted to sleep with him.
Even if he did have this request, I wouldn't refuse, would I?
I even snickered at the joy because I knew that he was definitely a responsible person, and that I would be a little comforted by the fact that he had my body, even if he left me after a few months.
Even though I never imagined myself being crushed by a man, even though I never thought of myself as a man in this regard, even if the thought of such a thing makes me feel disgusting......
But he's Lin Hao.
If it were him, I think I would be willing to accept him, even if I was holding back that feeling of disgust.
Heh, I'm a pervert, right?
I walked to Lin Hao's bedroom door in my slippers, and Lemon followed me on my head.
But when I was about to push the door open and go in, I hesitated.
If Lin Hao treats me as a self-embrace, will he think I'm a?
He kept the door locked the other day, and if it's locked now, go back.
My hand was on the doorknob, and with a slight twist, the door still opened.
Lin Hao's bedroom was almost dark, the curtains were drawn tightly, and a trace of moonlight could not penetrate it, only at the head of the bed, there was a faint backlight of the mobile phone, and he was not asleep yet, playing with his mobile phone.
"Is there something wrong?" Maybe it was because he saw me hugging the quilt, and I finally heard a little panic in his tone.
"I want to sleep with you."
Closing the door with my backhand, I walked towards the bed, my heart beating violently for the first time in a long time, and the feeling of blushing and heartbeat came back to me again.
Holding the quilt tightly with both hands, his mouth was gently pursed, and he felt that his feet and hands were nervously breaking out in a cold sweat, and even his calves were trembling slightly.
"Oh." Lin Hao put away his phone, pulled the quilt to his shoulder, and leaned sideways to give me a blank space.
I was very happy to hear the feelings again in Lin Hao's tone, and the inability to figure out his emotions in the past few days has aggravated the uneasiness in my heart.
Gently climbed into bed, the lemon on his head jumped on the bedside table, stretched out, and looked at me.
looked up at it, gave a smile, and then lay down sideways, facing Lin Hao's back.
Recently, I've been looking at lemons more and more as a human being, I don't know if it's really human's mind, but I can at least feel that it has the same feelings and intelligence as a human being, and it will worry about me and protect me, and I will repay it and treat it as family.
When I looked at Lin Hao's generous back, the uneasiness in my heart instantly became much more stable.
Greedily moved towards Lin Hao and got closer.
His back was only a hand's way away from my face, and I could even feel the warmth emanating from him.
In the evening, his body had been attached to me, but at that time I had not felt anything but the coldness of my heart, and now, I felt warmth again.
Maybe it's at night that I'm getting more emotional? Or is it sensitive?
The body unconsciously got closer to him, and when I gently pressed my trembling hands behind his back, I obviously felt a tremor in Lin Hao's body.
Is he nervous? Or are you angry?
So I withdrew my hand, for fear that Lin Hao would kick me out.
I pulled the quilt down my face, and I shrunk my head, revealing only the upper part of my eyes.
Just look at it, even if you can't touch it......
Outside the window, the wind was still raging, and the howling became more and more terrifying, and when a gust of wind stopped, thunder roared, followed by more violent storms and downpours.
The thunder scared me, and my body bounced uncontrollably on the bed, and I didn't feel sleepy.
The chill from the torrential rain slowly eroded my body, even if I was wrapped in a quilt.
Hairs stood on his skin, and goosebumps rose all over his body.
I always felt that something intimidating was staring at me from a corner and harboring ill will towards me.
My face may have turned pale, beads of cold sweat sliding down my forehead, and my body trembling slightly.
I curled my body as hard as I could, and the quilt wrapped me so that only a pair of eyes were exposed, and I looked around vigilantly, as if there was a dark ghost watching me wantonly in every corner.
Subconsciously leaned on Lin Hao's back, trying to find some sense of security in him.
Maybe it was the trembling of my body that made Lin Hao notice, and he suddenly asked, "Is it cold?" ”
"Hmm."
He sat up from the bed, spread the quilt in half and put it over me, and then lay back on the bed.
The extra layer of quilt has reduced the cold on my body a lot, but I still feel like the ghosts around me are waiting for an opportunity to move, which makes me still feel insecure.
glanced at Lin Hao's vague body in the dark.
"Can I hold you?"
I blushed and asked stubbornly.
I think if I can hold Lin Hao's thick body, I won't feel scared.
"Hmm."
Got an affirmative answer, and I didn't overdo it, just put my hands around his arms and my forehead resting on his shoulders.
In an instant, I felt a lot more relieved, and the sense of peeping around me began to decrease, and I gradually began to be unable to perceive it.
The mood calmed down, a full sense of security filled my chest, and I was already sleepy......
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