When Han Zhun received Zhao Shuang's micro call, he was waiting outside the venue. The pen is www.biquge.info going to shoot a night scene today, although his role is not heavy, but there are many scenes, and almost every scene requires him to show his face or say a line or two. Han Zhun, who had just finished filming a scene, stepped aside, sat on his chair, and closed his eyes while drinking water. The call came in at this time, Han Zhun took out his mobile phone, and when he saw the word "Weiwei" displayed on the screen, he was in a good mood and picked it up.

"Piscopic? It's been a long time since I've heard from you, how are you doing? Han Zhun asked with concern.

"Male God ......" Zhao Shuangwei's voice sounded a little tired and helpless, which made Han Zhun, who was originally happy, suddenly feel a little worried. He hurriedly asked, "I'm here, what's wrong with you?" Is it okay? ”

"I ......" Zhao Shuang hesitated slightly, and was about to say something, but he heard a very noisy person on the other end of the phone, and someone was shouting Han Zhun's name.

Han Zhun naturally heard it, he took down the phone and looked back.

"Han Zhun, the director called you, it's time for you to play." Xie Yiyi came over from a distance and was responsible for conveying the words of the actor's assistant director.

Han Zhun said "yes" in response, then handed the phone in his hand to Xie Yiyi, and whispered, "Yes Weiwei." She seems to be a little unhappy, Sister Yiyi, can you help me talk to her, okay? ”

Although Xie Yiyi was reluctant to take this job, she still took the phone and signaled that Han Zhunda could rest assured that he could act. Seeing that everything was ready for him, Xie Yiyi began to say into the phone: "I am Xie Yiyi, Han Zhun's agent. He is filming now, and he is afraid that you are in a bad mood, so he wants me to talk to you. ”

As soon as Zhao Shuangwei heard Xie Yiyi's voice, she was suddenly a little nervous: "Ah, I'm sorry, I didn't know he was filming, so I disturbed you." It's nothing, then I'll hang up, you guys keep busy. ”

"Wait," Xie Yiyi called out to her, and then said slowly, "Weiwei...... Can I call you that? ”

"Yes." Zhao Shuangwei didn't hang up the phone out of politeness, although she couldn't figure out what Xie Yiyi had to tell her.

Han Zhun said, you don't sound very happy, he is worried about you. Can I ask, are you in a bad mood, or is it because of Li Zhijun? ”

Perhaps it was Xie Yiyi's salty and nonchalant attitude that annoyed her a little, Zhao Shuang asked slightly unhappily: "What do you call or is it because of this incident?" Isn't it normal for me to be unhappy because of this? ”

"Don't be angry, I don't mean anything, I just want to talk to you and stand in the shoes of a sister who is older than you. Weiwei, can we say a few words? Xie Yiyi was not upset by this, she used the wording carefully, which made Zhao Shuangwei, whose tone was not very good just now, a little embarrassed, so she replied: "Okay, you say, I'm listening." ”

"Then I'll talk about this matter as an outsider," Xie Yiyi said, "Li Zhijun is a very special existence for Han Zhun, and I believe we all know this." And because of your relationship with Li Zhijun, Han Zhun always cares about you, after this incident happened, it hit everyone very hard, especially you and Han Zhun, so Han Zhun also wants to take care of you, he is afraid that you will not be able to pass this hurdle. Weiwei, what I'm going to say next may not sound good, but I still hope you can calm down a little bit and listen to me first. It's been almost three months since Li Zhijun's accident happened, but you are still trapped in this emotion, and you haven't come out at all. I naturally know how sad and sad you are, and I also know that this matter is very difficult, but the Zhao Shuangwei I know is a very brave girl who works very hard in everything, think about how persistent you were in order to see Han Zhun at the beginning. Why is it that only this one thing, after so long time, you are still unwilling to let go of yourself and let yourself come out to face it? But what happened, the earth was still turning, and everyone was going on with their lives. It's a shame that you're still so young and have a lot of good years. Weiwei, maybe you didn't notice it yourself, every time you look for Han Zhun, it's like this, in fact, he is very uncomfortable when he sees it. Negative emotions are contagious to each other, every time the two of you sit together and reminisce about grieving together, it will only make each other more and more uncomfortable, obviously everyone knows that no matter what you do, Li Zhijun still can't come back, and there is still no way to change all this. Mourning is due, but it really has to be done in moderation, think about it, if Li Zhijun is still there, and he faces Zhao Shuangwei like this every day, will he still be so happy? ”

Zhao Shuangwei held the phone and heard it very clearly. Every word and sentence of Xie Yiyi was like a needle, deeply pierced into her heart. Don't...... Is he really going to be a burden to Han Zhun? She didn't want to see that happen.

"Isn't what I'm saying too bad? I really don't have any malice, just worry and regret. Xie Yiyi was afraid that he would use inappropriate words, which would make it difficult for Zhao Shuangwei to accept.

"Nothing, I should say thank you. Can you please help me convey a sentence to Han Zhun, I know that my recent state is very bad, but sometimes I really can't control it, I have made a lot of calls to Han Zhun during this time, and I am really sorry to disturb him. I...... I will seek professional help, I am still the same Zhao Shuangwei as before, and I will be before and will be. Well, in the end, Han Zhun will always be my male god. ”

After saying this string of words, Zhao Shuangwei quickly hung up the phone, she was afraid that if she was a second late, her emotions would collapse and be uncontrollable again. She cried quietly with a "whin", feeling very disappointed and unacceptable about herself who had caused trouble to Han Zhun. Xie Yiyi's words sounded gentle, but in fact, she was obviously accusing her, which made Zhao Shuangwei feel very uncomfortable.

If she had a choice, why wouldn't she want to live happily every day without a heart? It's just that...... Did she really have no choice, or did she not even think about choosing herself?

Zhao Shuangwei, who realized this, began to examine everything she had done during this period of time, and her starting point was never to face it, but to constantly escape.

Whether she chooses the game world or chooses to contact Han Zhun frequently, what she wants to do is just get farther and farther away from the original trajectory after all. That section once had Li Zhijun walking with her, and she wanted to go back again. Compared to remembering him every day makes her sad, the gradual loss of his traces is even more difficult for her to accept.

Only, can she go back? (To be continued.) )