"Say, what the hell do you want to do?" Daddy Zhao's voice broke the silence in the air. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Zhao Shuangwei looked at him and stubbornly refused to answer a word.

"You don't want to read anymore, do you? You're going to give up on yourself, aren't you? You...... Now your mother and I can't care about you, can we? Dad Zhao's eyes widened, his mind was blank, and he really didn't know what to say.

Facing Zhao's father, who was raising her eyebrows, Zhao Shuangwei felt aggrieved, but when he was foaming at the mouth, she suddenly lost her mind.

At this moment, Zhao Shuangwei was on the noisy dining table, quietly remembering Li Zhijun.

Since they met, there has not been a single argument between them, and he is like a glass of warm water, always so peaceful. Whenever Zhao Shuangwei spoke, Li Zhijun listened to her with a smile and said that he never interjected, but he could always respond in time. He weaved a dense net of tenderness to wrap her layer by layer, and she coveted this comfort and stability, and was willing to be trapped by him for the rest of her life.

"You don't understand anything." Zhao Shuangwei said softly.

Zhao's mother didn't hear clearly, she motioned to Zhao's father to be quiet, and asked again: "Weiwei, what did you just say?" ”

Although Zhao's father was very angry at the moment, he also knew that Zhao's mother did a better job than him in communicating with his daughter. Father Zhao endured his dissatisfaction and kept his mouth shut.

"You don't understand anything," Zhao Shuang raised her voice slightly, and said with tears in her eyes: "I am very grateful that you gave birth to me, but you don't know what I am thinking in my heart!" What else are you going to do besides scolding me and saying me, Dad, do you really understand me? Do you know what exactly I want? ”

Zhao's father, who was suddenly named, was stunned, and in order to save face, he responded not to be outdone: "What do you understand, how old are you, how old are your parents?" We're all for your good, you know? ”

The disheartened Zhao Shuangwei knew that no matter what she said, Zhao's father would not understand, she thought of the gentle and kind Li Zhijun, and finally understood the sentence "Those who understand me don't have to explain, and those who need me to explain won't understand me." She didn't even want to say anything more to refute, just got up and left a faint sentence: "If this is for my good, then you better not be good for me." With that, she went back to her room. Zhao's mother hurriedly stood up and followed her, and squeezed into her room before Zhao Shuangwei locked the door.

"Weiwei, mom wants to talk to you, mom wants to know what you think, are you willing to give mom this chance?" Unlike Zhao's father, who slapped the table at every turn, Zhao's mother was gentle and understanding, and Zhao Shuangwei was more willing to talk to her. So she nodded and let Zhao's mother sit on the edge of her bed.

"Weiwei, mom has one thing that I can't figure out, why do you like to play games instead of reading now? Didn't you like to study the most, and you weren't interested in anything else? Afraid that Zhao Shuang would be slightly unhappy, she hurriedly added: "Of course, Mom didn't mean to accuse you, and Mom won't force you to do it, but your transformation is too big and fast, and your father and I can't keep up with your pace, are you willing to talk to me?" ”

"I don't know what to say," although she said this, Zhao Shuangwei still opened her mouth and said slowly: "Mom, I'll tell you the truth, many times, I just feel that I don't belong to this world at all. Whether it's reading or taking classes, I don't think these things are meaningful, I don't understand why I have to work so hard, why do I have to go for the first place? But the game world is very different, I'm very free in it, I'm completely on my own, I don't have to live up to anyone's expectations. ”

Zhao's mother was shocked, but her face was still calm. She asked softly: "Weiwei, you don't think it's meaningful to study, but my mother remembers that you once said that you only have one goal, which is to be admitted to a provincial university, and now it's not even meaningful to do this?" ”

Zhao Shuang shook his head slightly and said, "Now even this matter has lost its meaning to me, so I don't want to study." I'm really upset, thinking about school, teachers, exams, grades...... These things are rings on top of each other, and I'm really suffocating in them. Mom, why do you have to do well in my exams? I don't want any big ambitions now, I'm really tired and miserable, can you let me go with the flow? ”

"When did this feeling begin?" Mother Zhao was still patiently interrogating, she must have figured out where the source of these things was.

"Probably ...... After he's gone. When she thought of Li Zhijun, Zhao Shuangwei's face was full of "lost", and Zhao's mother couldn't help but feel sorry for her when she saw it in her eyes.

"Weiwei, do you remember what your mother told you that your mother had a college classmate who was very experienced in these things? Listen to the advice and go meet that uncle, okay? You don't have to feel pressure, he's a very interesting person, you just talk to him, if you don't like him, we'll be gone, is that okay? Zhao Shuang hesitated slightly, not knowing how to answer. Mother Zhao held her hand and said, "Weiwei, mom knows that you are in pain now, and mom really feels sorry for you." The starting point of all this is not to let you go to university or get good grades, I have only one wish with your father, we want you to be healthy and happy. If you're willing to let us help you, just give it a try, okay? ”

Zhao Shuangwei looked at Zhao's mother's eyes, she couldn't see through what was in them. That look was too complicated, and Zhao Shuangwei couldn't understand its meaning. Eventually, she nodded and agreed.

Mother Zhao let go of her hand and exhaled deeply.

Long after Zhao's mother left the room, Zhao Shuangwei was still sitting on the bed in a daze. Next to her was the little bear that Han Zhun had given to Li Zhijun, which she took back to her home last time. Zhao Shuangwei's heart was in turmoil, was she really sick? But why didn't she feel anything at all? What was the person Zhao's mother insisted on seeing her?

The more she thought about it, the more annoyed she became, and all of this, like a mountain, weighed down on her almost unable to breathe.

Zhao Shuangwei was like a drowning person, she took out her mobile phone and flipped through the phone book at random, now she just wanted to find the straw quickly, the only straw...... Han Jun.

Without the slightest hesitation, she dialed his number.

Tonight, what she was thinking about was Li Zhijun, but the only thing she could touch was Han Zhun.

Isn't it ridiculous? Maybe. (To be continued.) )