052. Will leave
Before I knew it, it was November, the weather was getting colder, most of the people were already wearing long sleeves and coats, and my aunt was on time. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
With the experience of the first two times, I had already fasted cold food and cold water when I was close to my aunt, and after calculating the time, I used a sanitary napkin before going to bed, for fear that I would leak another pair of pants when I woke up the next day.
My aunt just happened to be studying these days, and she didn't meet the National Day like last time, since the first time, I feel that the amount of bleeding is super large every time, and the second time it is almost two or three hours to change, this time I may have to change the sanitary napkin in school.
When I think about it, I feel like my head is going to be big.
I deliberately bought a small schoolbag on one shoulder, put two computer books to fill the face project, and then hid five or six sanitary napkins in the innermost, so that even if someone wondered why I suddenly used the schoolbag, I had to open the bag and explain to them that it was for the purpose of putting books.
But be careful not to be directly opened by some people, such as Zhu Ronghui, Zhu Ronghui and Zhu Ronghui.
That guy never cares about other people's feelings, he likes to open someone's bag to see what's inside, and it's reasonable to say that he is too curious, but I really hate being turned over my own things, not to mention that I have sanitary napkins in my bag.
Even though I've had two experiences, I still feel very awkward walking with sanitary napkins, maybe I don't have anyone to guide me so the way of using it is a bit irregular, which makes me feel awkward, right?
Hmm, maybe find someone who is a senior girl and knows that I'm a woman to teach me?
For example, Mengqi?
I had a headache when I thought of that woman, and I hit my chest twice the first time I came to my house, until now I feel palpitations, and then she came a few times, but Lin Hao was not too much at home, but he only occasionally moved his hands and feet or something, but he was still within the range of endurance.
Well, let's ask around noon.
In addition to my aunt, my birthday is also on the twelfth of this month, and in less than ten days, I will be able to celebrate my birthday with Lin Hao, although he is cold, but at least what gifts will he give me, right?
I never cared about birthdays before, but this year I do.
This is my first birthday after confirming my relationship with Lin Hao! I'm looking forward to what he'll do for me then.
Unnaturally moved on the seat.,I always feel weird and uncomfortable.,Even if I haven't eaten cold water during this time, I haven't touched cold water.,But it still hurts.,It's not a lot of pain.,But the stinging pain always makes me unable to concentrate on thinking about some of the things that I don't have.,I don't have the energy to listen to the lecture seriously.。。
Well, it's uncomfortable......
Holding my stomach, I rested my chin on the desk, and hid myself behind the classmates at the front table, and the head teacher on the stage didn't care about me, and I was teaching by myself, probably seeing that I was not feeling well.
"What's wrong? It can't be a great aunt, right? The squad leader raised his head, looking like he was listening to the class very carefully, but his mouth was moving quietly, "I remember when you first started school, you also had a stomachache these days." ”
"How do you remember so clearly?"
How can anyone remember the time when other people's stomachaches are so clear, it's been two months.
"I accidentally remembered the things that had just started school." The class leader still looked up at the blackboard with a serious face, but I noticed that his gaze was on the left half of the blackboard, and the head teacher's person was on the right half.
I didn't want to listen to the class, so I chatted with the squad leader without a match, and I was pulled to the eldest aunt for a while, and then I was pulled to the current relationship between me and Lin Hao, and after a while, I became whether I like men or women, so that my face was red, and I thought hard to find a reason, made up nonsense, and finally fooled the past, and let myself pass this class in a daze.
As soon as class ended, while most of the people were still in the class, I secretly took a sanitary napkin in my pocket and ran to the men's bathroom, which has two men's bathrooms, one of which has a large number of cubicles, which is the stronghold of the school's group of smokers when they smoke.
Hiding in the corner compartment, after locking the door, he squatted down to change his sanitary napkins, but suddenly heard a group of people giggling into the bathroom.
The whole person was nervous and didn't dare to move, his hands were tightly pulled into fists, and his palms were sweating, for fear of being sent by them.
But they got around the corner, and someone pushed the door of my cubicle.
"Someone's in there."
I could hear the voice of the squad leader, probably coming to smoke, he was about a dozen centimeters away from me, and then I heard dense footsteps and gathered outside the cubicle.
I hid in the cubicle to change sanitary napkins, but within a few tens of centimeters from me, there were about three or five people standing! I didn't dare to move, for fear of accidentally making a sound.
"Close the door and don't get noticed by the teacher. Lin Hao, give me a cigarette. ”
"Hmm."
Lin Hao? He also came over to smoke.
Lin Hao was originally a smoker, but he smoked less, usually I only occasionally saw him smoke when he was upset, for example, when he came to study with me despite his family's objections, he hid in a place I didn't know at that time, almost a pack of cigarette boxes a day in the trash can, and his fingernails were yellow.
But what bothered him now?
If it weren't for hiding in the cubicle today, I'm afraid I wouldn't have known that he was so upset that he needed to smoke, even though it was common for him to run away without a trace during this time.
I couldn't even smell the smoke on him when he was at home, probably because I rarely had any physical contact with him during this time.
"Lin Hao, when are you leaving?"
Ah Hong's voice suddenly appeared, and when the squad leader was smoking, almost Ah Hong was there, and I was not surprised to hear his voice at this time.
I'm not surprised by his topic, anyway, I already knew that Lin Hao would not take the spring college entrance examination after reading this semester and would leave.
"Next week."
I was momentarily stunned in the cubicle, and after a while, I pricked up my ears and stuck to the door, what I said just now may be far away so I heard it wrong, in fact, I myself know that the distance between me and Lin Hao may be less than half a meter.
"So early?"
"Hmm."
After a few words, the people outside the door fell into silence, swallowing the clouds and spitting out the fog one by one, turning the entire bathroom into smoke, second-hand smoke drifted into the compartment, I almost choked out after not smoking for too long, but fortunately I covered my mouth and nose early, so I was not found.
"Why are the people inside so slow? Tuba? ”
"No sound at all."
As soon as I heard the squad leader say this, I immediately made a little noise.
"I guess we're nervous outside the station." Ah Hong laughed, and then there was the sound of cigarette butts being bounced off the ground, "Let's go, it's time for class." ”
"Hmm."
With the sound of sporadic footsteps and the sound of the door opening and closing, I was finally able to catch my breath, but I was immediately choked by the smell of the toilet.
I hurriedly changed the sanitary napkin and waited in the cubicle for a few minutes before walking out of the bathroom.
When I returned to my seat, the pain in my stomach was almost imperceptible, not because the pain had lessened, but because my mind was full of information that Lin Hao was going to leave next week.
Is it really next week? They didn't even tell me.
Maybe I'm afraid of me, right? Maybe the coldness during this time was also faked, afraid that I would be too sad when he left.
But it may also be that in his mind, I am not as important as Ah Hong's squad leader, so he only told them, but didn't tell me.
Could that be the case......
I thought about my thoughts all day, I don't know how many times I was reminded by the teacher, and finally I was punished to stand at the back of the class, but even then I kept my head down and stuck in my own thoughts.
It's gone next week...... I wanted to cry so much, my eyes were already red, but I couldn't cry at all under the noses of everyone in the class.
Let's assume it a state that I don't know.
It may be good to spend the past few days happily with Lin Hao.
But isn't he too late to help me celebrate my birthday......