I'm looking forward to my birthday, no matter what Lin Hao is going to do for me, what gift he is going to give me, even if it's a palm-sized cake, I'll be happy. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

However, I couldn't get even a little bit of cream from Lin Hao.

Maybe you can't even hear a birthday greeting.

I never paid attention to my birthday before, and a bowl of longevity noodles cooked by my mother with a hard-boiled duck egg was already all there was to my birthday.

I was looking forward to my birthday just once, but after less than a day of fantasizing, it was shattered.

Lin Hao is leaving next week......

I won't ask him why he left, anyway, I don't have to ask, I know, it must be forced by his family, once he wanted to come to the vocational college with me to study was scolded by his family, his junior high school grades have always been very good, if he entered an ordinary high school, the university will definitely be able to get into a good school, but he followed me to the vocational college.

Vocational colleges also have college entrance examinations, but they are spring college entrance examinations, and the best schools are only two, and there is only one, Lin Hao's parents of course do not want their son's future to be delayed by me.

I don't want to ...... either.

My own talent in reading is only average, and because of my poor memory, my grades are even worse, and only Chinese is good in the three main subjects, or because of the high score of my composition, my composition always gets a high score.

In fact, I shouldn't have agreed to Lin Hao to come to the vocational college with me in the first place, and when I made up my mind to come to this small city, I shouldn't have told Lin Hao, in that case, he wouldn't have come here with me, and as a result, he would have to spend half a year to make up for what ordinary high school students have learned in three years.

said it very righteously, as if I only cared about Lin Hao's future, as if I could ignore the information that he was about to leave.

But I still can't bear him......

We grew up together since childhood, whether it was elementary school, junior high school or high school, we were together every day, and eventually we became a couple...... But it's still time to separate.

Originally, because of the arrival of my aunt, I was in a bad mood, and I suppressed my tears all day at school, and as soon as I returned to the bedroom, I was in a hurry.

I didn't dare to face Lin Hao, I was afraid of crying in front of him.

I thought about having a good time with Lin Hao in the past few days, pretending not to know and not letting him watch out for me, but I didn't seem to be able to do it, as if my heart was about to break when I thought that he was leaving.

Locking the door and sitting stupidly on the bed, a sense of urgency tore my heart apart little by little.

I really wanted to do something, even if it was just sitting next to Lin Hao and watching him silently, just like what I did in the past few days, but now that I know that he is indeed leaving, he is going to disappear into my world, and I dare not look at him.

After he left this time, I don't know how long it will be before we meet.

I don't know if he will abandon me and find a new girlfriend, I don't know if he will not know me after graduating from college and treat me as a passerby.

Lying down on the bed, he pulled the quilt on the side and sighed.

Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door.

After slatching on the bed for a while, I remembered that I had made an appointment with Mengqi today, and I originally wanted her to help guide me on the correct use of sanitary napkins, but now I am not in the mood for that.

Since I'm a guest, of course I'm going to open the door, even if I'm in a bad mood right now, I don't want to move.

After wiping away his tears, he walked to the living room, and saw that Lin Hao had already opened the door, he glanced at me, and then went back to the room.

Meng Qi was still very grinning, and at a glance she saw the lemon that showed a small head looking at her behind the bedroom door, and she didn't say hello to me loudly, and her shoes rushed towards the lemon as soon as she threw her shoes at will, so frightened that the cat's meow was distorted, and she ran around the house, but in the end she was grabbed by the tail.

Lemon is very fierce to everyone except me, and if anyone else wants to touch it, they will usually be scared away by waving their claws, but Mengqi is different, directly ignoring the lemon who stood up excitedly, and was rubbed into his arms as soon as he was rubbed, and then kneaded at will like a puppet.

Even though Lemon was being abused, I wasn't in the mood to bother with it, so I lay down on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.

"How do you feel like you're in a bad mood?" Meng Qi was quite sharp in some places, and sat on the bed holding the lemon who had been struggling but didn't dare to move, "Broke up with Lin Hao?" ”

"Nope." I have a weak energy, and I can't tell anyone about being with Lin Hao, even if Meng Qi already knows that I am a woman, so I added, "I haven't been with him." ”

"Then why are you looking for me today? I thought it was an emotional dispute, and you and Lin Hao don't seem to have a good relationship recently. ”

"Hmm." I thought about it for a moment and said half-truthfully, "There was a quarrel." ”

"You're going to quarrel too, huh?"

"Hmm."

I don't want to mention things about Lin Hao, and I didn't want her to listen to my grievances when I found Meng Qi today, I never wanted others to know about my relationship with Lin Hao, unless my family can agree with my current body and agree with me and Lin Hao, in that case, I will be willing to tell others.

Maybe we're going to break up after a while, so no one else in this life will know that Lin Hao and I used to be a couple, right?

I rolled over, turned my back to Mengqi, and silently said I didn't want to continue talking.

Mengqi didn't come up with a big grin like before, but became quiet, holding the lemon and didn't know what she was doing. She is a girl after all, and no matter what she does on the surface, her mind will always be more delicate than that of a man.

What about me......

Am I a girl?

Am I a normal woman who has a woman's body for unknown reasons?

"Rachel, don't think about it so much, I always feel like you're on your mind a lot these days." Mengqi's hand wrapped around my waist from behind, and her body was close to me, "Smile more, it will pass." ”

"yes, got it."

Mengqi has a good figure, and I can feel it more when it is attached to my back, so I broke away from her with some discomfort, sat on the bed, and smiled at her.

No matter what I thought, I didn't dare to act anyway, but I did it to my own devices.

Anyway, he has to go, so let's go, go more simply, maybe I won't be too uncomfortable.

If only I hadn't heard those words today......

I exhaled a long breath and smiled at Mengqi again, changing the topic and hoping to divert my attention so that I would no longer be cranky: "Mengqi, why is it so uncomfortable to use sanitary napkins, is it my wrong method?" ”

"Huh?"

Meng Qi suddenly explained to me the use of sanitary napkins with a confused face, and finally told me that no matter what, as long as I use it, I will definitely feel awkward.

I listened carefully, and the matter about Lin Hao also managed to divert my attention.

Leave it to fate.