Nightmare When You Wake Up (15)

"They're just your memory! It's in the past! Wake up! Linzi! Our...... Our parents are still at home waiting for us to go back! ”

With Li Mu's slightly struggling hoarse voice, Li Linlin's movements with his parents paused at the same time, as if he didn't know how to respond to Li Mu's words. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

After a while, Li Linlin smiled softly and said to Li Mu, "Brother, what are you talking about?" Aren't our parents here? ”

"Me!"

Li Mu roared, but his hands hugged his head tighter, and even his eyes were tightly closed, not daring to leave himself the slightest chance to see their faces again.

"No, it's not......"

Li Musha's voice was hoarse, and his voice was like a pleading.

"They, just the way our parents used to be, our parents, ours, parents, they are still at home waiting for us to go back."

"Then, brother, why don't you dare to look up?"

Li Linlin, asking like this, walked to Li Mu's side, squatted down, and stroked Li Mu's hair, as if comforting an injured child.

"I ......"

Li Mu cried in his throat, slowly raised his head, and looked at Li Linlin with teary eyes, not daring to deviate slightly.

"I don't dare ......"

Li Mu wanted to say this, but he couldn't.

The parents in front of him, the dog-headed parents, are like the front and back of a mirror, Li Mu stands in the middle of the mirror world, longing to miss his parents in the past, but ruthlessly hurts his current parents with indifference.

As they say, they don't know anything! All they know is that suddenly one day, their children, suddenly become indifferent to them, and they don't even know what they have done wrong!

No, it is precisely because they don't know what they did wrong, and because they didn't do anything wrong, that Li Mu can't forgive himself even more! I can't face my parents even more!

"Be strong! Open your eyes! Escaping won't solve any of the problems! ”

His father's old-fashioned and stern voice reached Li Mu's ears, like a heavy hammer, smashing into Li Mu's heart and shattering all the confusion.

Raising his hand and wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his sleeve, Li Mu opened his eyes, although he was still flushed, but there was no dodge in his parents' gaze.

"I'm sorry ......"

Li Mu stood up straight, bowed respectfully to his parents in front of him, and refused to stand up straight.

"I'm sorry for my willfulness, for my selfishness, for my cowardice!"

Li Mu pulled his hoarse voice and shouted loudly, as if he was saying goodbye to his past self.

Li Linlin's heart was like the world, and it trembled violently, and the figures of his parents shook slightly, becoming a little illusory.

"Don't!"

Li Linlin clutched his chest, staggered back two steps, looked at his parents whose figures had become illusory, stretched out his hand, and shouted bitterly.

"I'm willful, I'm selfish, I'm cowardly! I don't want to go out! ”

The long pink hair, draped loosely, blocked his face, Li Linlin lowered his head, pinched the corners of his skirt with both hands, and tears dripped down his hair.

"The day after I woke up, I learned from the organization that my parents had just changed, and there was no change in our memories or feelings for us...... But I'm ......"

The voice of crying and complaining, speaking of this, suddenly broke the line.

As if he could no longer support his body, Li Linlin squatted down, hugged his knees with his hands, buried his head in his chest, and whining cries came out intermittently.

"I can't accept it! Why won't my memory be modified? Why do I have to remember what my parents used to be? ”

The whining cry eventually turned into a howling cry. Li Mu didn't know what he could say at this time, so he could only be silent, walked over, just like Li Linlin just now, stroked her hair, and stood silently aside, accompanying her.

"Mingming...... Obviously, I want to confess to my brother countless times, I want to apologize to my parents, and I want to shrink into my parents' arms like before...... But, but I can't! ”

Body, fell to the side, fell on Li Mu's lap, as if he had found support, Li Linlin hugged Li Mu's leg, crying profusely.

"Linzi ......"

Not knowing what he could say, Li Mu sighed, squatted down, hugged Li Linlin, raised his hand and patted her gently on the back, just like when he was a child, when Li Mu coaxed Li Linlin to sleep when his parents were away.

Li Mu doesn't say that he empathizes with Li Linlin's thoughts, but after all, they are the same pair of parents, Li Mu can still put himself in his shoes as much as possible and think from Li Linlin's point of view.

Ask yourself mentally when you come home and face the father of the husky head, the mother of the Samoyed head. Can you do it, without any guilt in your heart, and see them as your parents?

Li Mu couldn't get an answer, and every time he imagined it, it was like a door, a door that couldn't be opened no matter what.

"Brother...... We don't go out, okay? ”

The trembling body in his arms calmed down for some time, Li Linlin raised his little head, looked at Li Mu with slightly red and swollen eyes, and asked pitifully.

Li Mu looked at Li Linlin, his eyes were full of pain. As if gaining strength from Li Mu's painful eyes, Li Linlin broke free from Li Mu's arms, waved his hand at the empty and peaceful place, and the surrounding world changed.

As if they had returned to their own home, Li Mu and Li Linlin stood in the foyer wearing school uniforms. My father's briefcase was on the cupboard, and my mother's wedges were lying quietly in the shoe closet.

Li Mu looked at the familiar home, even if he was reminded countless times in his heart, these were just memories, just illusions. However, the body did not listen to the command and spontaneously started the action that was repeated countless times, changed shoes, took off the coat, and naturally shouted to the room: "I'm back!" ”

In the room, there was no response, Li Mu pulled Li Linlin and walked towards the restaurant. A heart is like being divided into two halves, half of which hangs upward, hoping to see normal parents again; Half sinking, but he was afraid, if he saw his parents again, would he be able to continue to be firm......

With the pain of tearing his heart, Li Mu and Li Linlin finally walked to the door of the restaurant.

Hands on the doorknob, turning, making a 'click' sound, the door of the restaurant slowly opened.

The sunlight shone in from the window of the dining room, dazzling Li Mu unconsciously narrowed his eyes.

In the restaurant, there are no normal parents, and there are no dog-headed parents, it is just an empty restaurant.

"No matter how beautiful the memories are, we can't live in the memories, and life always has to move forward, don't we?"

Relieved, Li Mu couldn't describe his feelings, and even the words he said seemed a little wrong.

"Hmmm......"

Li Linlin didn't say anything, answered softly, lowered his head, was pulled by Li Mu, and walked out of the room.

I don't know when, Li Mu has already led Li Linlin out of the room, outside, the boundary between the dim yellow world and the peaceful place has disappeared, and the whole world is peaceful.

Li Mu, who was walking forward, suddenly felt something, stopped, and glanced back at the house that carried Li Linlin's memory, normal parents, standing at the door of the room, waving their hands, like parents sending their children on a long journey......