When You Wake Up from a Nightmare (14)

It was different from all the situations that Li Mu had expected before. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Originally, Li Mu thought that Li Linlin's heart was like the world, and it should be just like the ones he had just experienced, a land that was only dim and full of crosses and tombstones; Or, it is a pure paradise in which you have your own parents and a happy family life......

But when Li Mu really entered Li Linlin's mental image world, what he saw was a strange world mixed with the two.

In the center of Li Linlin's heart, there is a paradise of birds and flowers. There, Li Mu could see that he was three years ago, his normal humanoid parents three years ago, and his sister now, a family of four, living there quietly and peacefully.

Beyond that peaceful world, however, was a dim world, with endless black shadows emerging from tombstones and crosses, waving their scythes aimlessly toward the surrounding clearings, as if they were engaged in a bitter battle with something.

Like a soul state, Li Mu kicked his legs and headed towards the most central place, he had a hunch that the sister there was the real sister!

"Bang!"

Li Mu, who was swimming towards the peaceful place in the middle, saw that he was about to swim in, but suddenly hit an invisible film, Li Mu covered his head and retreated, ripples on the film, and then returned to calm.

Slowly approaching again, Li Mu finally touched the transparent film with his hand.

"I wonder if the sound can get in?"

After thinking about it in his heart, Li Mu put his hand on the film and slowly swam towards the place closest to Li Linlin.

"Sister!"

Fortunately, the place where Li Linlin is located is the corner of that peaceful place, not far from the film.

Li Mu swam over and shouted at Li Linlin inside, seeing that Li Linlin had no reaction, he eagerly beat the film with his hand continuously, and the film continued to ripple.

It seemed that Li Linlin, who felt that the film was being attacked, and Li Linlin, who was in a peaceful place, slowly turned his head and looked at Li Mu, his dull eyes, after seeing Li Mu, there was a flash of light.

"Yes...... Brother? However, how can there be two older brothers? ”

Li Linlin said this, raised his hand, pointed to Li Mu outside the barrier, and then turned his head to point to the Li Mu of three years ago in the peaceful place, and for a while, he couldn't react.

Although he could see Li Linlin's movements, Li Mu couldn't hear Li Linlin's voice, and when he saw Li Linlin turn his head again, he was immediately very anxious, smashing the film, and even sticking his face to the film, constantly shouting loudly.

"Sister! Linzi! It's me! It's my brother! Wake up! ”

"Wake up?"

Li Linlin could hear Li Mu's voice, turned his head, looked at Li Mu outside the film again, his eyes blinked, as if he was using practical actions to prove to Li Mu that she was not asleep, she was very awake.

For a while, Li Mu was a little short of words, and he found that he had never understood his sister.

I don't know when my sister had such power.

I don't know how long my sister has been fighting that kind of monster with such power.

I don't know when my sister started to grow up and start protecting herself......

I've never known my sister!

I just always think of my sister as the little girl who needs my own protection.

I have always been self-righteous as an older brother, not so much to protect my sister, but to find an excuse for that fragile self to continue to persevere......

"If it's an older brother, it doesn't matter if you come in, whether it's the current elder brother or the future elder brother, I will protect you, and I will never let you slip away from me again......"

In his ears, Li Linlin's voice came, and Li Mu watched the film in front of him retreat around, revealing a hole that could be used by one person.

"Actually, I'm very sorry for my brother, since I was a child, I was able to see those people suddenly change their appearance, and the people who can remember their original appearance are not the only ones, brother."

Li Mu came in from the hole and swam to Li Linlin, who was sitting there, but heard Li Linlin whispering.

"It's just that I'm afraid, I'm afraid of being isolated by the people around me, I'm afraid of being looked at by the people around me in that kind of strange eyes, so I ran away, and I disguised myself as an ordinary person."

When he said this, Li Linlin's head gradually lowered, like a little girl who had done something wrong, with a little grievance in her voice, as if she was about to cry.

"I'm sorry, brother, I couldn't stand by your side bravely at that time, so I could only stand behind you, silently pretending that I didn't know anything, pretending that I was just a sister who believed in my brother......"

Li Linlin sat there crying, every sentence was like a sharp knife, piercing Li Mu's heart.

Only Li Mu knew that he was not brave at all at that time!

I just found something different about myself, and then I desperately wanted to be recognized by others!

And then......

And then! I found that others don't admit that I am different, so I use my family's love for me to forcibly crave the recognition of others!

In the place that Li Mu didn't notice, the figure of Li Mu, who was laughing and playing with his parents three years ago, gradually dissipated.

"Amu, it turns out that you came here, I thought you ran somewhere."

The parents, who found that their son had disappeared, turned their heads to look around, and finally found Li Mu who was standing next to Li Linlin with his head bowed, and walked towards this side with a gentle smile on his face.

Hearing the voice of his parents who had not heard it for three years, the corners of Li Mu's eyes were a little moist, but he didn't dare to raise his head and look at his parents.

"Why are you crying......"

Mother, gently held up Li Mu's face, found the tears flowing from the corners of Li Mu's eyes, asked with a gentle smile, raised her hand, and carefully wiped away the tears with her sleeves.

"Daddy...... Mommy ......"

Li Mu hoarsely made such a sound, and the tears in his eyes could no longer hold back, and they couldn't stop flowing downward.

"My brother is really, I used to always say that I was always crying, and my parents always preferred me alone......"

Li Linlin squeezed into his mother's arms, grabbed his mother's arm that wiped Li Mu's tears like a coquette, and stuck out his tongue at Li Mu, playful and cute, as in the past.

Tears still flowed uncontrollably, Li Mu looked at his sister who was holding his mother's arm through hazy tears, and looked at his father standing behind his mother, with an old-fashioned face, but there was tenderness in his pupils that could not be hidden......

In a trance, Li Mu seemed to see his parents who had been alienated from his sister since he became a dog-headed human body.

"Ah Mu, what's wrong with you?"

The man who had just been resurrected still greeted himself as well as before, and the concern in his tone was not mixed with any water because of the resurrection from the dead......

His nose was sour, and Li Mu saw his parents who had become dog-headed people, facing himself and his sister who were suddenly indifferent, at a loss, his heart ached violently, and he wanted to cry, but his eyes were already full of tears at this time; I wanted to shout, but my throat was like lead plugging and I couldn't make any sound......

"Nope! Don't ......"

Li Mu squatted down with his head in his hands and shouted a hoarse trill.

Knowing that the parents in front of him were just afterimages in the world of his sister's heart, Li Mu didn't dare to let himself take a look! It's as if, even just a glance, the figure that is most missed in the depths of memory will break all his strong disguises, so that the words of 'denial' can no longer be spoken.

"They're just your memory! It's in the past! Wake up! Linzi! Our...... Our parents are still at home waiting for us to go back! ”