Chapter 45: Learn to Face It

"Weiwei, each of us will encounter all kinds of problems, and Mom and Dad are no exception. www.biquge.info Every time, we feel like the sky is falling, and it is difficult to face and accept it. But if all you have in life is to escape, then you can't learn to solve anything. Father Zhao looked kind, but between every word he was categorical, so that Zhao Shuangwei could not refuse.

"Let's try and take it, okay? We have a two-week deadline, and if you still can't face it by then, Mom and Dad will help you find another way to solve it, okay? No matter how gentle Mother Zhao's voice was, the words she said at this moment were not what Zhao Shuangwei wanted to hear.

It's just that her parents said so, and she couldn't be disobedient, so she could only wipe away her tears and nodded, reluctantly accepting the result.

Zhao Shuangwei returned to her room, feeling very uncomfortable, she felt that the whole world did not understand her. She couldn't imagine what kind of posture she should have to go to school early tomorrow morning to face the classmates who were waiting to see a good show.

Zhao Shuangwei misses Li Zhijun very much at this moment. She wished he could be by her side, accompany her to school, and give her full support and strength. Zhao Shuangwei picked up the phone and wanted to dial it out but held back. She remembered that Li Zhijun had said that he was unwilling to talk about it anymore.

Zhao Shuangwei hid in the room, as if she was isolated by the whole world, so many people, none of them were her reinforcements.

She took her mobile phone and sent a private message to Han Zhun:

"Male god, I'm so confused and uncomfortable now. I recently had a very bad incident, which was actually my fault, so I can't blame others, but now I don't know how to deal with it. I didn't want to face it, but it was like a net, overwhelmingly coming at me. I can't hide, but I really want to hide, I want to disappear into this world and never have to appear again. Why is life so hard? I don't see a glimmer of hope..."

Han Zhun was taken aback when he saw this private message, this is completely the same person as Zhao Shuangwei, who is full of positive energy on weekdays. He didn't know what she had been through, but he was afraid that she would get into the nitty-gritty. So Han Zhun hurriedly replied:

"Don't give up, come on, Zhao Shuangwei!"

Zhao Shuangwei looked at these nine words and burst into tears. She cried aggrievedly, even if the whole world was not on her side, she still had Han Zhun and said "come on" to her. That's enough. How many people can stand up for you in your life without asking why? And Zhao Shuangwei's person is still Han Zhun who she is deeply infatuated with.

She took a deep breath, and it didn't seem so uncomfortable anymore.

The darkness of the night brought her a sense of security, but it also brought her a deep sense of tiredness. Zhao Shuang leaned on the pillow and soon fell asleep. What kind of day will it be tomorrow?

The moon faded and the sky began to whiten. Without any warning, it suddenly brightened, it was cloudy today, and the sun was not visible.

Zhao Shuang reluctantly got up to go to school. She thought to herself that instead of being late and facing the eyes of others, she would better go early in the morning and quietly be an invisible person in her place.

After she sat down, she took out the tutorial book and tried to memorize some formulas for herself. Students also came in one after another.

"You don't know, that boy yesterday was fierce..."In the middle of the words, the other party found that Zhao Shuangwei had arrived in the classroom, so he had to shut up suddenly.

Zhao Shuang lowered her head slightly, pretending not to hear, and silently reciting the chemical formula in her mouth.

A few more people came in. As soon as he saw her, he lowered his voice and changed the topic: "Look, it's her, it's shameless, stepping on two boats with one foot." The person next to him echoed in a deep voice: "Maybe there are more than two boats, looking at her like that, she will definitely be a vixen when she grows up." ”

Zhao Shuang bit her lip slightly, not allowing tears to fall. She kept thinking about what Han Zhun told her in her heart: "Don't give up, Zhao Shuangwei come on!" ”

"Don't give up, come on, Zhao Shuangwei!" She repeated it over and over again in her heart, as if Han Zhun was really by her side and protected her.

At noon, Zhao Shuang didn't even go to the canteen. She brought a thick tutorial book full of questions densely circled with red pens, and she went to the teacher's office to find a chemistry teacher.

"Teacher, I'm sorry," Zhao Shuangwei took the lead in apologizing as soon as she went to the office, "I have a lot of questions for you, and I may have to delay your lunch." ”

The chemistry teacher likes students like Zhao Shuangwei in his heart, who is quiet and unassuming, but very serious and hard-working.

Soon, the teacher noticed that Zhao Shuangwei asked questions of the same type. She seemed to be running away and just wanted to stay in the office.

"Zhao Shuangwei," the teacher closed the tutorial book and asked her kindly, "Are you deliberately hiding in the office and not wanting to eat with everyone?" ”

Zhao Shuang held back tears and nodded. The teacher said kindly, "School is a complex society, you have to learn to adapt to it. ”

Again, the same comfort. Zhao Shuangwei couldn't listen to it, and lowered her head to wipe her tears. The teacher sighed and continued, "You don't have to say what the reason is, the teacher can roughly guess it. In high school now, it's too hard to mix. Zhao Shuangwei just cried and didn't speak.

"Do you hate your current classmates and never want to see them again?" The teacher asked a different question. "Yes!" Zhao Shuang opened her mouth slightly, and answered firmly and forcefully.

The teacher became serious, and she slowly said word by word: "Remember your current disgust. You have a way to get rid of them completely, and that isβ€”" Zhao Shuang raised his head slightly, waiting for the chemistry teacher's next step. "Study hard, do better than all of them, and leave them far behind."

"I... I can? Zhao Shuangwei is not sure, can she really be better than everyone in her class?

"You can." The teacher cleaned up the things on the table and said kindly, "Let's go, I'll take you to the teacher's cafeteria for dinner." You must remember that none of these things matter to the people you meet now, and all your efforts will not be in vain. Only when you are strong in your heart can you go further and further. You children, your horizons are still very narrow, so you can only see these things in front of you. When you grow up and enter the wider world, you will find that everyone is very busy, there are so many things to do every day, and no one cares about the small things that are the big size of other people's sesame mung beans. ”

Zhao Shuangwei was indescribably grateful. This difficult day, because of the encouragement of Han Zhun and the teacher, seemed to pass in the blink of an eye.

Everyone will make mistakes, be misunderstood, and have many grievances on the road to growth. If you can't change the world, you might as well try to face it.