Chapter 44: I really want to transfer schools
Zhao Shuangwei and Chen Shixu's lunch broke up unhappily. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Zhao Shuangwei doesn't like to see Chen Shixu standing on the moral high ground to accuse her, this is her own private matter, and outsiders have no position to talk nonsense.
In this matter, Zhao Shuangwei felt that the most sorry was Li Zhijun. Because she has feelings for Li Zhijun, she can't forgive herself for letting him be hurt even a little, and Zhao Shuangwei feels that her sin is unforgivable. For Yang Sang, she was apologetic, but she was more relieved. Although the result was not good enough, she was finally able to say what was in her heart to him, and the long period of concealment and deception overwhelmed her heart, and every time she faced Yang Sang, Zhao Shuangwei was always impatient to separate. And now, she has transferred this pain to Yang Sang.
It's not over yet.
When school was out in the afternoon, Zhao Shuangwei saw an uninvited guest at the door again. It's Cai Lindi.
It's really not good. Zhao Shuangwei was annoyed, she was reluctant to leave the classroom, so she didn't see it, opened the tutorial book and started to practice by herself.
Cai Lindi waited outside the door for a while, but Zhao Shuangwei still had no intention of coming out. He was a little anxious, grabbed a few classmates who came out of the classroom, and asked them to help pass it on. The men and women who came and went were all looking at Cai Lindi, and gradually, the sound of chattering came from the crowd.
"Could this boy be chasing Zhao Shuangwei?"
"What class is he from? looks clumsy, no wonder Zhao Shuangwei ignores him. ”
"yes, it's overwhelming."
These words made Cai Lindi very unhappy, he already had some opinions about Zhao Shuangwei, and after this incident, he looked down on her. Cai Lindi was annoyed in his heart, and yelled at the classroom: "Zhao Shuangwei, can you come out?" ”
Zhao Shuangwei shook her seat, she was flustered, and she was afraid that Cai Lindi would say something irresponsible. She sat in her seat and didn't think about how to deal with it for a long time.
Seeing that Zhao Shuangwei ignored him, Cai Lindi's anger had already accumulated to the full. In the criticism of others, he said loudly: "Zhao Shuangwei, since you have the face to do something sorry for Yang Sang, why do you have to pretend to be high here?" ”
The classroom suddenly fell silent. Everyone didn't dare to come out, but their ears were clearly and quietly pricked up, paying attention to every word of Cai Lindi in the corridor.
A sense of humiliation welled up in Zhao Shuangwei's heart. Cai Lindi kept saying outside the door: "Are you worthy of Yang Sang?" He's so good to you. You actually like the person who went to the colonel, one foot on two boats, do you still want face? ”
Tears of grievance flowed out of Zhao Shuangwei's eyes, she felt very uncomfortable, how she didn't want to shed tears in front of everyone. But she couldn't bear it, and before the old tears could be wiped away, new tears rushed out. There were a lot of people around, everyone was pointing and saying something, and no one stepped forward to comfort her. After a long, long time, Cai Lindi left, and then a girl handed Zhao Shuangwei a tissue and said, "He's gone, don't cry." Zhao Shuang took the tissue gratefully, and before she had time to wipe her tears, the girl asked again, "Who is Yang Sang?" Are you really stepping on two boats with one foot? The tears that had just been contained came out uncontrollably. Zhao Shuangwei picked up her schoolbag and ran out of the classroom regardless of it.
At this moment, she is very thorough about the experimental middle school, and she never wants to return to this place. Zhao Shuangwei just wanted to walk away and leave all the bad memories behind.
She returned home with red eyes. Zhao's father and Zhao's mother saw it, and they were worried, but they saw that Zhao Shuangwei didn't say a word, and they didn't dare to speak casually.
Zhao Shuangwei, who was eating, remembered the experience of the day, and felt very uncomfortable. Is it just because she did something wrong that everyone can humiliate her at will? She couldn't figure it out, she couldn't understand it, and when she thought about it, her tears lingered uncontrollably.
Zhao's mother was startled and hurriedly handed her a tissue: "Weiwei, what's wrong?" ”
Zhao Shuangwei took the tissue, she wiped her nose, didn't speak, just shook her head desperately.
"Weiwei, were you bullied at school?" It was Zhao's father's voice, and he sounded worried.
Zhao Shuangwei still shook her head. After shaking it twice, she suddenly nodded heavily and choked up, "I think... Transfer. ”
It was the first thing she said when she came home tonight.
Zhao's father and Zhao's mother looked at each other, both of them were startled, they didn't know what happened to their daughter at school, but she didn't want to say, so they resolutely wouldn't ask.
"Weiwei, did you decide on the fly or have you been thinking about it for a long time?" Dad Zhao asked.
Zhao Shuangwei was crying breathlessly, and she said intermittently: "Yes... It's today... Decision... Decided. ”
Dad Zhao nodded and handed her another tissue: "Is it because something happened at school today that made it unbearable for you?" ”
Zhao Shuangwei nodded desperately.
Dad Zhao asked again: "Have you considered the possibility of transferring schools, and what will happen after that?" ”
Zhao Shuang shook her head slightly, how could she have time to think about it so carefully, she only knew that at this moment, she would never step into that place that made her feel deeply humiliated.
"Dad advises you to calm down for two days, no matter what happens? If you insist on transferring after a period of time and after careful consideration, your parents will arrange it for you, is that okay? Zhao's father gently asked Zhao Shuangwei's opinion.
Hearing that her father rejected her, Zhao Shuangwei couldn't help crying. "No, I don't want to go back to that school!"
Zhao's mother was distressed, she hugged Zhao Shuangwei and patted her back gently. Zhao's mother whispered to Zhao's father: "I don't want to go to school slightly, which is not a good thing." Otherwise, let's help her transfer to another school? ”
Father Zhao sighed and said, "Weiwei, don't cry, how can Mom and Dad not feel distressed when they see you like this." Can you listen to your dad and help you analyze and analyze first? ”
Zhao Shuang was slightly quiet, she said "yes", and waited carefully for the second half of Zhao's father's words.
Dad Zhao said: "Weiwei, you have to think clearly, what is the most important thing for you now, is it to take the provincial city university, right?" Zhao Shuang nodded slightly. So where is the high school that is most likely to help you achieve this goal? It's an experimental middle school. Is that right? Zhao Shuangwei didn't want to admit it, but still nodded. You're having an unhappy time at school right now, and you want to transfer schools, but you're just trying to escape. But not only will escaping not help you solve the problem, but it will also make you further and further away from your goal, so isn't it worth the loss? ”
Zhao Shuangwei was speechless, she knew that what Zhao's father said made sense, but at this moment, she couldn't listen to a word.