038. Untitled! Lao Tzu is capricious!
Even though I was already embraced by Lin Hao, I still couldn't believe what had just happened. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
No matter who it is, I can't believe that a friend who has played since he was a child would actually say to himself that he likes you for a long time, is Lin Hao a homosexual? I started liking me when I was a man?
He was sitting on the bed at this time, his hands gently hugging me, his body close to me, if I could not feel the temperature emanating from his body, I am afraid that I would have thought that everything was just a dream.
Lin Hao's body is very hot, I never thought that his body would be so hot that it made me feel hot, and my heart was inexplicably restless, I wanted to be held like this all the time, and I wanted him to never leave.
I feel like a boiled crayfish now, my whole body is crimson, my body is limp, my eyes are confused looking ahead, and I twist my body just to get closer to him.
"You know what, I've liked you for a long time." Lin Hao's chin rested lightly on my head, his voice was still as flat as usual, but I could hear the emotion in his words, "Remember?" When you were very young, you said you were going to marry me. β
Carefully searched his mind for what he said, but in the end he just shook his head, indicating that he had completely forgotten.
"At that time, you liked to play at home, you were a mother, I was a father." Lin Hao stated quietly, holding my arms slightly tightened, as if he was afraid that I would escape, "I didn't know that you were a man, or rather, I didn't have this kind of consciousness, I just thought you were very beautiful, so I asked you to marry me when you grew up, and you agreed." β
"Is there one?" I frowned and thought about it carefully, but my memory is not good, I have only lived for a month, and I have already lost three keys, not to mention the memory when Lin Hao didn't even have gender consciousness in his mouth.
"Hmm." Lin Hao's tone became softer and softer, and he hugged my arm tighter and harder, as if he wanted to press me into his body, "Later, when I was in elementary school, I said that I would agree to whatever you wanted me to do in the future, but you wanted to marry me, and you agreed again." β
"I remember that." I remembered the events of elementary school after thinking about it a little, but the mentality of agreeing to Lin Hao at that time was just to have an errand runner to help go downstairs to buy snacks.
I always feel that Lin Hao's current words are as clichΓ© as a TV series, but I still listen to them with relish, and I want to know how Lin Hao likes me.
Since becoming a woman, I have found that I don't have much self-confidence and only low self-esteem, it seems that all this is gone after sleeping, and now there is always an unreal feeling of getting everything, but if I can really get what I want to know from Lin Hao's mouth, maybe it will make me feel more at ease.
"I liked you when I was a child, but then I learned that two men were impossible before."
"Am I a pervert? actually fell in love with a man, but who made you so beautiful when you were a child. β
"After junior high school, you gradually became a man, and I also regarded you as a dead friend, but who knew that you would suddenly become a woman, I was actually quite happy at that time."
Hearing this, I finally knew why he paid so much attention to my affairs after I became a woman, tilted my head and looked up, looked at Lin Hao's face, and reached out and knocked heavily on his head: "That's why I think you've been gloating!" β
Lin Hao touched my head in embarrassment, but I shook him away vigorously, glanced at him dissatisfied, and then got up from him, stood by the bed, and stared at him with the most vicious appearance.
"You're cute." Lin Hao didn't care, and stretched out his hand towards my head, but was slapped away by me.
With a slight snort, he pointed to the bedroom door and motioned for him to get out.
It's not because I'm angry, it's just that I feel uncomfortable for some reason.
But after Lin Hao stood up, he secretly hugged me from behind, and just when I wanted to struggle, I heard him say, "Is the university waiting for me?" Wait until I graduate. β
I calmed down all of a sudden, Lin Hao's words stimulated me, I always wanted to pretend that I didn't know that he would leave me for four years, but he mentioned it.
Biting my lip and looking at the floor with my head slightly down, I didn't know what to say.
I regret it a little, I forgot that the two of us are separated in college, and we may not be together in the same city, maybe as soon as I graduate from high school, Lin Hao will go to the college entrance examination cram school in other cities, so as long as I graduate, I will hardly see him, and I will have to wait for him for four years.
Maybe I should wait until we both graduate from college before confessing to him, right?
And they haven't been together for four whole years, what if Lin Hao likes someone else? I've never been apart for so long before, and as long as I think about separating in a few months, I always panic in my heart.
After all, I'm not a real woman, Lin Hao is just a high school student now, and he has never had too much contact with girls, he is handsome and has a good personality, and there will be many people who like him when he enters college, right?
Maybe after seeing the world of flowers in the big city, you won't look down on me anymore.
"What's wrong?" He noticed my silence, wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed my body close to him, perhaps guessing my thoughts, and whispered comfortingly, "You can't find another boyfriend in college, and I won't find a girlfriend." β
"When we graduate from college and get our family done, we'll get married, okay?"
Nodding stupidly, my head still seemed to be a mess, and Lin Hao's voice rang out in the sky for me, blurry and almost inaudible.
Family?
Lin Hao's comfort was counterproductive, and reminded me of my family, I have always avoided this question about whether my family can accept me suddenly becoming a woman, and I used to think about it from time to time, but now if no one mentions it to me, I will try to forget it.
I never felt that my family could accept me, and my mother occasionally gave me some feminine things, which might be easy to accept me, but my father's request to me was always to be a man, I was afraid that he would know that I had become a woman, and I would be angry with me and have a heart attack, right?
I am an only child, there is no brother or brother in the family, my parents are counting on me to inherit the incense, my mother once said that if I was a girl, even if I was fined, I would have another brother, but now that they are older, I am afraid that it will be difficult to have another one.
"I'm going to sleep, you go out."
When Lin Hao left, I collapsed on the bed with a wry smile, obviously I tried to forget those things that were difficult to solve or difficult to accept, but he was stupid and mentioned them one by one, obviously it was a happy warm time, but he was forced to be depressed by what he said.
Actually, Lin Hao is a stupid person, right?
And he's still a pervert......
How can anyone be interested in a same-sex person since childhood?
I really can't stand him, how could I like such a person?
After putting aside the worries, the dream of more than a month ago clearly appeared in my mind, it was the day of the transformation, I had a dream of marrying Lin Hao, maybe that dream would be a prophecy, right?
It would be nice if I had been a woman since I was a child.