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When I got home after eating, I sat at the head of the bed with my mobile phone in my arms, my feet habitually swinging back and forth, and I glanced at my phone from time to time.

Since Lin Hao said that he liked me and said that he would wait for him, then at least he would call back, right?

You don't need to call once a day, you need to call once a week, right? You didn't say hello to me when you just left, so you have to call at least when you get home, right?

But when it was dark, I didn't wait for Lin Hao's call, and I didn't even send another text message.

The mood that had been pleasant because of the two text messages was now low again.

Maybe he didn't have time.

I picked up the math paper from my small desk and looked it up and down.

Because the college entrance examination is coming, the homework that has never been assigned in the vocational college for two years has also begun to increase, every day or two there will be a set of spring exam mock test papers sent down, and on weekends it is sent together in language, mathematics and English, I have always brought the test papers back, and then sat at the dining table to copy Lin Hao's test papers, not that I won't, but since junior high school I have not had the habit of doing homework.

In fact, it is not very difficult to read the test paper carefully, although half of it will not be, but it is not difficult, the mathematics of the vocational college is simple, and the types of questions on the test paper are most of the teachers have talked about in class, but I didn't listen to it.

Lying on the bed, I tore a piece of paper to make a draft, and began to do my homework, although it was very slow and difficult, and I thought that I would know how to do the topic only when I actually started to do it, and I realized that my thinking was wrong.

I was so nostalgic for when Lin Hao was there, at that time, I just had to play with my phone next to me, and when he finished his homework, I would take it over and copy it.

He will also say that I am lazy, copy his homework no matter what, and teach me by hand, but I always feel that Lin Hao at this time is particularly annoying.

If he had been by my side to teach me at this time, I think I would have felt very happy.

I began to reminisce about my life with Lin Hao, I like his usual meticulous care for me, I like to watch TV series in his arms, I like to do my own hygiene, and Lin Hao is watching from the side.

Scenes crossed in my mind, there was the warmth at the beginning and the coldness later, but now I think about it, but it has become the most precious memory, especially after Lin Hao's text message explanation, even if Lin Hao's indifference later, in my eyes it has become his concern for me.

In fact, he did care about me.

Even if he was indifferent to me on the surface, he still didn't seem to feel good to me, otherwise he wouldn't have hid and smoked every day at school, and later he even had a pack of cigarettes a day in his room.

I accepted Lin Hao's departure, I knew that I couldn't tie him up for the rest of my life, his studies were better than mine, he had been delayed for me for two years, and now it was time to leave, although I was still a little disappointed because of my birthday, but I think it is understandable when I think about it.

Since he wants me to wait for him, then I have to work hard.

Otherwise, when he came back from graduating from a first-class university four years later, I was still an ordinary college graduate, with a salary of two or three thousand, and I still liked to rely on other people, or I was still introverted and hid at home every day without going out, or I barely knew anything, then I would not be worthy of him.

At least one or three books have to be examined, right?

If I work hard from now on, my Chinese foundation is good, the vocational school mathematics is also easy to learn, and the major is even more serious and can get a good score.

Then I will graduate in February, and when the time comes, I will find a job where I can contact a large number of people, so that my personality will be a little cheerful, and at least I will not stammer when I meet people

And I joined the society a year earlier than Lin Hao, right? If my salary is good, I can be worthy of him.

I only hope that after four years in Linhao University, he will still like me......

I silently did my homework, about half of the whole paper, I didn't know where to start, and then I changed to a Chinese test paper, if I don't know, I went to the Internet to find it, and then wrote it down, and I couldn't write down the ancient poems, and I was ready to try to memorize it when the test paper was completed.

If you still forget it, memorize it every day.

I want to stop being as useless as I used to be, and I don't want to be stupid and rely on others anymore.

If I am still like this after four years, after a long time, Lin Hao will definitely find me annoying, no one has the patience to be with a person all the time, and no one will be willing to do this.

As long as I can match him.

I want to be pretty, because Lin Hao is handsome, at least in my eyes, and I'm just a little better looking than a normal girl.

But this was almost impossible to do in a short period of time, until now my chest is still flat enough to be used as a mouse pad, the acne marks on my face are still faintly visible, and my skin is not good.

Maybe I should buy a face mask, at least to make my skin better, and try women's clothing when I have the chance, maybe I'll look beautiful as a girl.

But I'm still a little bit unreceptive to feminine dressing, my demeanor may be a little feminine, but it's just a bit of a sissy, at least a few of my classmates have said I'm getting more and more girly, and if people see that I used to be a man when I walk down the street, then I'll break down.

But I began to fantasize that I would be dressed as an urban OL in the future, leading Lin Hao in a suit to walk on the street.

It seems to be a very bright future.

Thinking about it, the pen in his hand stopped, and he simply dropped the pen, holding his chin with his hand, immersed in the fantasy of the future.

When you think about it this way, it seems that women's clothing is not an unacceptable thing.

Maybe I can have a baby in the future......

This thought made me shudder suddenly, I had to hold my big belly for ten months, and when I gave birth, I heard that it hurt more than a man's broken eggs, and even though I might be happy after having a child, I didn't want to at all, and even felt weird and disgusting.

"Hmm, can this body give birth to children?"

The question in my heart was accidentally spoken, but there was no one around except a lemon.

Because of the unknown reason, this woman's body may not be able to give birth, right? Although I have a great aunt every month, I still don't think that my body has the function of pregnancy.

"Meow."

Lemon screamed suddenly, drawing my attention.

It behaved strangely, it looked like a person stood up, and a tangled look appeared on the cat's face, and after a moment, the expression on the cat's face changed to resoluteness.

"Well, you can't get pregnant."

Cats, can talk?

A real-life version of Puss in Boots immediately popped up in my mind.

Then he was in a daze.

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I haven't saved the manuscript, congratulations.

Regularly updated.,I don't know what I'm doing when I send this chapter.,I hope it's in the code word.。

I don't know what the dormitory is like, I don't know if my roommates are as perverted as the people in the group, so nervous......