"I don't feel anything about you anymore. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Lin Hao stood in front of me, holding a girl's hand in his hand, and said coldly to me.

"Then let's break up."

I was in tears, looking at their intimate appearance, Lin Hao's face was filled with a smile that I had never seen before, it was so warm, but this smile did not belong to me.

I turned away and fell into the abyss.

……

When I woke up, it was already dark, and Lemon crouched next to me, meowing twice when she saw me wake up, her eyes full of worry.

I waved my hand at it to say I was okay, and I'm glad I didn't have that endless dream this time, just a more heart-stopping nightmare.

Although there are no ghosts in the dream, and there are no scary pictures that make me tremble, it is a dream that makes me feel palpitations and can never forget it for the rest of my life.

I'm afraid that Lin Hao will really take a girl to inform me about breaking up with me one day......

Lin Hao just left, not broke up with me.

I tried my best to tell myself, to comfort myself.

I tried to get up from the ground, but I felt that the bones all over my body were tingling, and my body was so weak that I couldn't even support my hands.

It was difficult to move on the ground, and finally turned over to Lin Hao's bed, and Lemon also jumped up, screaming at me all the time, and the worry in his eyes was not concealed at all.

"It's fine."

Touching Lemon's head, I was now almost paralyzed on the bed.

Breathing hard, Lin Hao's room could only smell a faint smell of smoke, but it made me satisfied, it felt as if I was still in his arms, very warm and reassuring.

I know it's just my own imagination, but only then will I feel a little comfort, and my cold heart will feel a little warm.

Turning over, face down, sniffing the straw mat, I hoped to find more about Lin Hao's breath on the straw mat, but except for the slight smell of grass, there was no receipt.

Thoughtlessly, he looked around the room, empty, and saw nothing about him except for the smell of tobacco and a few things that had been left behind.

If I could, I really hope it's just a dream, a horrible nightmare.

But this is impossible, and the stinging pain in my heart clearly tells me that this is the reality.

I wanted to cry, I wanted to vent, but I couldn't cry, my nose was sore, my eyes were moist, and a few tears were rolling in my eyes, but I couldn't shed tears and let me cry well.

It's so uncomfortable that you can't cry when you want to cry, and you cry in front of others when you don't want to cry.

He sat up on his knees with his forehead against the bed, and a hoarse hiss squeezed out of his throat, and his throat ached, but only two tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

His arms hugged his waist tightly, and his hands pinched the soft flesh on his waist hard, it hurt, but it couldn't cover the pain in his heart.

Why...... Forget it if you don't die......

As soon as this thought flashed through my head, my trembling body suddenly stopped, and I realized that my stomach was hungry...... The negative emotions that had just accumulated were suddenly disrupted, and it made me feel a lot more relaxed.

If it weren't for the protesting sound in my stomach, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to notice it all day today.

But even when my stomach was tingling, I didn't want to eat, and I didn't even have the appetite to drink.

Perhaps Lemon heard the protest of my stomach and scurried down the hall a few times, and after a moment ran in with the ham sausage in his mouth, pushed the ham sausage into my hand with his paws, and then looked up at me and screamed a few times, as if to let me eat it.

He smiled at it, shook his head in refusal, shoved the ham sausage into its arms, and continued to look up at the ceiling blankly.

I don't know how long I lay there, thinking a lot of things in my head, but I felt as if I didn't think about anything, like a dying old man.

Very suddenly, the mobile phone in the pocket vibrated briefly for a few moments, and then calmed down.

It seemed like a fire was burning in my heart, and I had a strong premonition that it was a text message from Lin Hao.

The body was not weak, sat up from the bed with a breath, quickly took out the phone, and then unlocked the screen to check the text message.

Sure enough, it was sent by Lin Hao.

"I'm sorry, I've made you uncomfortable during this time, I don't want to make you too sad when I'm gone, in fact, I've always thought that the two of us were fruitless, so I wanted to break up with you with Ah Hong's excuse, but I still couldn't bear it, if it really didn't work out, it would have to wait until the day I was broken up/smile.

My mom told me to go back to cram school early, I was urging it a long time ago, I tried to delay it a little longer, but I still couldn't put it off until it was your birthday, I'm sorry. I will go back for the Chinese New Year, and I will try to study in a school in the province at the university, so that we can meet every once in a while.

I've arrived home, and tomorrow I'll go to Fuzhou to study cram school, and next semester I'll go to No. 1 Middle School as an auditor.

If you can, I hope you can wait for me to be in college for four years.

Wait for me. ”

Reading carefully, tears have flowed unconsciously, a warm sense of security conveyed to me through mobile phone text messages, a real smile finally appeared on my face, my whole body relaxed, and I almost wanted to jump out of bed with joy.

However, as soon as I got up and tried to jump, I felt powerless again, and then I fell face down to the ground.

Still smiling stupidly, the pain in his body couldn't withstand Lin Hao's text message, he quickly got up, and typed two words out of his mobile phone.

"Waiting for you."

The whole person is a lot more relaxed, the things that have been puzzled during this time have been explained by a text message, and the empty stomach has finally made me have an appetite.

Running into the room with a smile on his face, after taking the money, he finally remembered his appearance problem, and ran into the bathroom to look in the mirror.

In the mirror, even though I couldn't stop smiling on my face, my face was still sickly pale, my eyes were still red, and my hair was messy and stranded everywhere, and it was useless to comb it with a comb.

My hair was almost in a shawl, and I was already a pretty girl walking the streets, even though I was always wearing men's clothes.

Maybe I'm going to get my hair cut.

In the past, I kept my hair in order to feel more feminine in front of Lin Hao, but now that Lin Hao is gone, I naturally don't need to keep my hair, except for Lin Hao, I don't want others to treat me as a woman.

Now that he's gone, I'm going to have a good time.

The phone vibrated again, and it was still Lin Hao's text message.

"I put 2,000 yuan under the straw mat, which is the salary left over from my summer part-time job, so that you don't have so much pressure to pay the rent, and use the money to buy yourself some gifts on your birthday, and it will be regarded as a gift from me."

Well, got it......

Even when he is gone, he is still thinking about me......

It's good to meet Lin Hao in this life.

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