You are my little star, hanging in the sky and shining brightly. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

At 22:27 on September 27, 2011, I wrote my diary "Broken Child":

Finally discovered,

I was a little broken child with poor psychological quality, when I was a child, my heart was beating non-stop before running in physical education class, and when I was a child, I was in a hurry to take exams and was prone to mistakes, afraid that I would not do well in the exam. Now, confusion, insecurity, and inability to distinguish between good and bad people are all taken seriously;

I am a little broken child with poor psychological quality, who needs pain, love, sincerity, patience, tolerance, care, heart, memory, and not forgetting.

I'm just a little broken child with poor psychological quality, no matter how old I grow up and what kind of distance I live in this society, I am still a little broken child in front of familiar people. Don't worry too much about quarreling with the little broken child, don't lie when talking to the little broken child, don't talk about the world with the little broken child, and don't take it seriously when you are angry with the little broken child.

I'm just a little broken child with poor psychological quality, don't leave her alone under any circumstances, don't say that she is annoying and unreasonable in any situation, don't forget to text her to find an excuse for prevarication, don't let her feel lonely and disappear.

I'm just a little broken child with poor psychological quality, don't make me feel alone, I'm afraid of the feeling of insecurity, the feeling of loneliness.

When I wrote this diary, I don't remember what kind of mood I was in or what happened to me, but I remember that you said to me the next day: silly girl, don't think nonsense. Then, when I returned to the dormitory, I happily sang in the room, over and over again, one after another, and eighteen or nineteen-year-old children are always happy and simple.

On April 1, 2010, April Fool's Day, you rushed to me with a box of chocolates and handed it to me: be my girlfriend. And then I really became your girlfriend, and I was a whole two years. To tell the truth, I haven't eaten chocolate since I was a child, but I really cherish the one you sent, and one cherishes it until the end of the expiration date, haha, you say I'm stupid, I say I'm stupid, I'm not stupid, how can I fall in love with you? I blinked and looked at you pouting, why do you think you look so cute? When I was young, I didn't know what love was, I just wanted to say that right now you are my most beautiful sunshine, like a star in the sky, you are the sun when I am in a good mood, and you are the moon when I am in a bad mood, which can always illuminate my life.

"Lu Yang, look at the sky outside, I feel like it's going to rain, let's go back to school." I pointed to the sky outside the window covered with black clouds, which seemed to be going to rain heavily, and shook Lu Yang, who was playing CF on the side.

"Wait a minute, we'll leave when I brush another Titan chest."

"Love me or love the game?" I pouted and blinked at him.

"Love my girl, let's go."

Lu Yang turned off the computer at a lightning speed, pulled me to the bar, and got my ID card and refunded the money.

When I came out of the Internet café, it was about two or three o'clock in the afternoon, but it was already dark and oppressed, as if the sky was in the night and was about to fall, I was not afraid at all, because he was 1.9 meters, haha, he couldn't hit me anyway. The Internet café is on the first floor of the basement, and when I climb the stairs, I obviously feel that the sight is gray sand, and the wind is very strong, I shrank in Lu Yang's creaky nest like a little Bomei who is on the outside and is holding the owner in his arms, no, I'm little Teddy, haha, I'm darker. Crawling and crawling, suddenly a behemoth smashed at me, before I could react, the behemoth was already grabbed on Lu Yang's right hand, because when I turned around to block for me, I was still afraid that I would be scratched, Lu Yang actually grabbed the behemoth with his hand, it turned out to be a sign erected outside the door of the Internet café, the iron one was obviously a little rusty on the side because it had been washed by the rain many times, and the sign was taken to the Internet café in case it would hurt others. We should have done nothing and walked back to school, in fact, my heart was already jumping at this time, this is my hero.

It rained heavily on the road, and it hurt to hit the face with the rain, it was raining in all directions, and the road at the Xiaoyaojin intersection had been flooded for more than ten minutes, and the rain had reached the calf position when the soles of the feet had been flooded, Lu Yang was afraid that I would catch a cold and said that he wanted to carry me, the moment the umbrella was handed to me, my heart chuckled, Lu Yang's right hand was full of blood, and the wound between the thumb and the ten fingers near the lifeline was about to be as long as the little thumb open, and the rain and blood melted together, I asked Lu Yang questioningly, why didn't he say, Then the tears flowed out, and while crying, he took the band-aids and wrapped them one by one, and he smiled and touched my head. "Silly girl, it's okay." I don't know what to say, I can't stop crying. Just ask, how many men in this world can not care about their own lives to protect you? One is lucky, and one is enough. I wrapped the band-aid layer by layer, crying wow, and then secretly swore in my heart, in this life, you are the person I am looking for to stay with you for the rest of your life, choose a city to grow old, and meet a person with a white head.

"Lu Yang, what did you say we would call for a child in the future?"

"You're so cute, let's call it cute."

"How do you know it's a girl? What if it's a boy? ”

"I like girls, like you, good-looking."

Then, in the future, we will learn how to love someone all our lives.