I have always felt that time flies quickly, when I was very young, the scene of playing with Lin Hao in the community garden is still vivid, a month ago, I was nestled in Lin Hao's arms, and his body temperature seems to remain on my skin now. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I miss him very much, although I don't say it, but I really miss the warmth when the relationship was first confirmed.

Even the depressed time after the quarrel felt better than now.

But...... He hadn't contacted me in a month, and since he left until now, I've only received two texts from him that day, and it's almost like he's avoiding me.

If it weren't for him saying that he liked me in the text message and told me to wait for him, I'm afraid I would have already felt that he didn't have feelings for me anymore.

A month has really faded my feelings for him, after all, there is no connection, but I am sure that I still have to him.

I'm worried about whether something will happen to him, whether he won't be full, whether he will accidentally get sick, but think about it carefully, he is not me, if it were me, this kind of thing would probably happen, and the person who should be worried should be him.

But even when I called him, he never answered, never replied to text messages, not at all like he was worried about me, maybe the phone was confiscated by his family?

I always like to excuse him, so that I can also give myself some psychological comfort.

Early in the morning, walking slowly on the street, today is the time for physical examination, yesterday Friday with the whole class to do a chest X-ray, and today, is to set off to the county No. 1 middle school, to arrive before eight o'clock.

There was a hazy light rain in the sky, which made my body feel a little cold, and I wished I could put on a sweater, but I hadn't been back for a long time, and I only had a few long-sleeved jackets in my closet.

It was only about ten minutes, and I walked to the gate of No. 1 Middle School, and at the entrance of the bubble tea shop opposite the school gate, I saw a few classmates hiding under the eaves of the bubble tea shop to avoid the rain.

"Rachel, drink milk tea or not."

Zhu Ronghui was also mixed in with them, but he was behind him just now, so I didn't see him.

If I had seen someone earlier, I wouldn't have come to it.

He really likes to do things, even if I always have a cold face this month, but he is arrogant again without Lin Hao's restrictions.

I stopped, frowned and shook my head at him, and then I wanted to make money and want to enter the gate of No. 1 Middle School, but Zhu Ronghui stopped me and dragged me towards the milk tea shop.

He cried out in pain, and felt that his hand holding my waist was loosened in pain, so he grabbed it and threw it out.

I'm in a bad mood right now, I'm worried that the doctor will see that I'm a woman, my breasts have developed obviously, and if I have to take off my shirt during the checkup, it will definitely be exposed. If you have to take blood for a physical examination, the likelihood of exposure is even greater.

If Zhu Ronghui did this before, I would have struggled symbolically at most, and he would let go, but now I used the most brutal way.

I was not in the mood to consider Zhu Ronghui's feelings, I skimmed my face and looked everywhere for the existence of the head teacher, but I didn't see her, I thought about it, and then I took out my mobile phone, looked at the time, and found that it was only half past seven.

I am very hungry, but I generally can't eat before the physical examination, and I don't know if I am allowed to eat in the college entrance examination military training.

Squatting at the door of the bubble tea shop with an empty stomach, watching the pedestrians around him come and go.

As time passed, the panic in his heart grew deeper and deeper, and he frowned tightly.

When the head teacher came from a distance, the students who had been waiting for a long time swarmed forward and surrounded the head teacher firmly.

It appears to be handing out medical check-up forms......

I walked to the periphery of the crowd with my stomach clutched, and I could vaguely hear the head teacher shouting the names of my classmates in the midst of the noise.

After being assigned the physical examination form, I followed the army into the campus of No. 1 Middle School, although the vocational college is also a high school, but the environment of the two schools is still a little poor.

I carefully looked at the items on the physical examination form one by one, and found that there seemed to be no difference from the previous physical examination in the first and second years of high school.

It gave me a little bit of peace of mind.

The physical examination took place in an old school building in this group of schools, the sky was still raining, and the students from several schools who took the spring examination were all crowded into a small corridor.

When the head teacher finished explaining the matter, we dispersed in a hurry, and I found a room with a small number of people alone, and walked straight in without looking at the physical examination items.

There was a bed of two desks, and a doctor sat beside it, and when he saw me come in, he paused for a moment.

"You're going next door, it's where the boys have a physical exam."

"I'm a man."

I'm not surprised that walking down the street in men's clothes is often seen as a girl, well, even though I'm a woman.

But after Lin Hao left, I cut my hair short, and the first time I was not satisfied, I cut it again, so that my hairstyle looked like a man's hair, but even so, I was often regarded as a girl.

"Get down here."

The doctor looked a little stunned, but after a while, he regained the rigid expression that a doctor should have, at least in my eyes, almost all doctors were similar to Lin Hao's expression.

Submissively took off my shoes and lay on the bed, with short bangs leaning to the side to expose my forehead, I felt that I must be ugly at this time.

My forehead has always been ugly, I used to have acne pits on my forehead, and although the acne pits disappeared after becoming a woman, I still think that a wide forehead is ugly.

The doctor was right next to me, looking at me, feeling uncomfortable, and twisted his body and put his feet on his feet, trying to make my footprint smaller, which would make me feel more comfortable.

Although I have been working part-time to exercise my character during this time, I have indeed become more independent and less afraid of strangers, but some things in my bones cannot be eliminated.

The doctor's hand began to swim over me, his eyes closed tightly, not daring to look at him, and then I noticed that the stethoscope was pressed a little higher on my left chest, and it was sinking limply.

Shame on you!

I think my face is as red as a cooked lobster.

"Are you eating too much fast food like KFC?"

I hurriedly said "um", otherwise I wouldn't have thought of any other reason.

"Don't eat it in the future, those things have a lot of hormones, otherwise you won't have breasts."

"Got it......"

"I'll have time to go to the hospital later."

"Hmmm......"

When the doctor wrote his signature on the medical examination form, I grabbed the medical examination form and rushed out of the door.

I feel that I will not lose so much face in this life as I do today......

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Scheduled update ......

To illustrate, military training began on the 12th until the 22nd, and the update was unstable during the military training, and perhaps it would simply be interrupted.

Damn, I hate that delivery man's school uniform and my mother's more woman-like military uniform...... Why do others wear so heroic?