061. Pick
To be honest, I don't really want to go out with Ye Hongjie, but since Lin Hao left and he knew about it, he has been following me for a month, and I mention this matter once every two or three days. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
And he grabbed this hand, and was watched by the people around him like a quarreling couple, blushing with embarrassment, and his head was so messy that he could hardly think, so he had to nod his head and let him go earlier.
"I'll call you in the evening to go to the movies."
When he was about to pass by the rental house, Ye Hongjie, who was following behind him, suddenly said.
"Oh"
I nodded casually, and then turned into the path leading to the rental house, and after breaking away from him, I ate something near home for dinner and went back.
I remember that Ye Hongjie didn't ask me for my mobile phone number, so when he notified me to go out on QQ, could I pretend that I didn't know anything?
Well, forget it, tell him clearly when the time comes, don't follow me all the time.
I've said it several times before, and this time I'm going to say this to him in a serious tone on a formal occasion.
When I got home, my home was still deserted and unpopular, and even though I was used to the taste of loneliness, I still felt a chill in my heart.
The rental house is very clean, and after doing my homework every day, I always clean the room once when I have nothing to do, and I don't even bother to wear slippers when I am clean.
On weekends, I go out to hand out flyers, and there are about 100 a day, and if I can't find a part-time job to distribute flyers, I will wander around, especially boutiques, and almost every week I buy a pillow or some gadgets, and the small table next to the bed is almost piled up.
I am not short of money, every month my mother will send me 1,500 living expenses, 1,000 rent, originally Lin Hao left me need to let my mother send 500 more, but Lin Hao left me a lot of money before leaving.
I went to work part-time just to do something on the weekends, to exercise casually, to make myself a little more introverted, so I didn't look for short-term jobs that I had to go to every day, which would be tiring, but I went to find some part-time jobs every week such as handing out flyers.
So after a month, my skin was a little tanned, and I looked a little more handsome...... Maybe it's pretty.
I took the mop to clean up the rental house, and then went back to the bedroom to take out the test papers issued today.
I don't like to do homework, even if I've been doing it for a month, but I'm too bored and I don't want to play with my phone, because then I will remember the time when I used to play with my phone in Lin Hao's arms.
At about six o'clock, there was a vibration sound on the phone, and I glanced at it casually and found that there was no text message on the lock screen, it should be Ye Hongjie looking for me on QQ to let me go out.
The climate was already slightly cool, I didn't even read his message, put on a coat and went out, and then I saw Ye Hongjie straddled a black moped and was waiting for me at the gate.
"Let's go eat first, shall we?"
"Whatever."
I didn't take his car either, and walked straight ahead coldly.
Ye Hongjie caught up with me in a hurry, and just wanted to grab my hand, he was slapped away by me: "Just eat nearby, you don't have to take the car." ”
Glancing at him, then I continued to walk forward, Ye Hongjie hurriedly ran back to lock the car, and then hurriedly ran to my side.
I don't want to have physical contact with him, it's not because I reject him, after all, I often touch them when I fight with the squad leader, but Ye Hongjie can't, he wants to chase me, if he gets in his car, he will inevitably come into contact somewhere, and what kind of words may make him think that I am also interested in him.
Besides, since Lin Hao left, I have rarely had contact with other men, and even as the squad leader at the same table, I don't want to have contact with him.
I feel like I'm getting colder and colder, and I've been smiling a lot less lately, and I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
Ye Hongjie likes to follow me very much, not like Lin Hao likes to walk in front of me, if it weren't for going out alone to work part-time during this time to make me less afraid of people, I'm afraid my walking posture will be distorted now.
Walking on the street, there are not many shops that look more high-end in this neighborhood, most of them are Shaxian snacks, fast food and the like, and the decoration is also messy, which is exactly what I want.
"Rachel, do you like Lin Hao?"
Ye Hongjie behind me suddenly asked me this, which scared me all over.
"Nope."
Shaking my head, my steps were a lot messy because of his words, I still don't want others to know my relationship with Lin Hao, after all, I am still a man in the eyes of others, but a man who looks like a girl, I don't want to be thought that I am a homosexual.
"I remember there was a nice shop nearby."
"Hmm."
I walked behind him and let him lead the way, maybe because of my coldness, I felt that the atmosphere between me and him was very awkward, but Ye Hongjie didn't seem to notice it at all.
"What do you like?"
"Nothing to like."
"Well, what do you usually do?"
"An otaku."
He asked, and I said perfunctory, and it was like an embarrassing cancer when we walked together.
I finally walked to the store he said, and it was actually a smoothie shop with a high-end decoration, specializing in all kinds of smoothies and tofu brains.
I've never been to this place, it's next to a supermarket, I rarely come to this supermarket, so I never noticed this smoothie shop next door.
Following him to the store, sitting down face to face, the decoration of the large glass let me see the current state of Ye Hongjie and me, just like a couple.
This discovery made me feel a lot worse in an instant, and I felt guilty for betraying Lin Hao.
So I'm going to make a long story short.
"What do you eat?"
"I've eaten it."
I responded to him more coldly, and it was also true that I had already had a snack before I went home.
When the waiter left, I looked at Ye Hongjie with a serious face and was ready to speak.
"I like you."
"What?"
But before I could say anything, I was preempted by Ye Hongjie, and I was so shocked that I almost couldn't speak.
"I have someone I like." Finally shaking my head out of the mess, I decisively rejected him, "And I don't feel anything about you, and I even think you hate you, so don't pester me in the future." ”
Seeing that there was no expression on his face, maybe he had already guessed this result, or maybe he just didn't show it.
"And I don't like men, I'm a man too."
added another sentence to express his firm attitude towards himself, get up and leave, after making his words clear, it would be even more embarrassing to stay here again, of course, Ye Hongjie, who stayed here alone, was probably embarrassed.
Before going out, he glanced back at him, and then saw that Ye Hongjie's expression was a little lost, he lowered his head, took out a small red box with a ring from his pocket, and gently stroked it with his fingers.
What a fool.
I don't know if he really likes me, maybe it's true.
From the last glimpse, I saw the deep loss in his eyes.
The mood was even more depressed, and for some reason, he actually felt guilty about Ye Hongjie.