Le Fan said, and then fell silent, I don't know what happened between Huang Mu and Le Fan, but looking at Le Fan's expression, I know that for Huang Mu, Le Fan is not completely without feelings.

"Forget it, let's not talk about it." Le Fan smiled and reached out to wipe the corners of his eyes.

Roman followed the round, and then said with a smile: "Well, yes, don't talk about this, let's go, let's go upstairs and have a look!" ”

Roman stood up and led the way upstairs.

I looked at Le Fan, Le Fan looked at me, and then smiled and said, "Let's go, let's go up and have a look." ”

Immediately, Le Fan followed Roman upstairs.

Watching her back disappear around the corner, I sighed softly and followed them up.

This school building is only on the fourth floor, and after reaching the top floor, Le Fan and Roman were waiting for me in front of the classroom door on the far left, and when they saw me coming up, Roman beckoned to me, "Russell, come here." ”

I walked over and said, "What's wrong?" ”

When I got to them, Roman gently pushed the door, and it opened.

I looked at Roman in surprise, "This ......"

Roman hooked his lips and smiled, "It's really our luck, this door is unlocked." ”

With that, she went in first. Le Fan waved at me, and then followed Roman in.

I curled my lips silently and went in with the two of us.

There is nothing special about this classroom, desks, chairs, lecterns, lecterns, blackboard projections......

Le Fan walked up to the podium and sat on the chair in front of the lecture table, "Well~~ The school has really changed too much, but such changes are always good." ”

I sat down in a random chair, and Roman sat in front of the desk next to me.

"Has there been a big change in this classroom?"

As soon as I asked this, I couldn't help but laugh muffled and laughed, this question is not worth asking.

More than a decade has passed, and it is normal for things to change.

Le Fan and Roman both laughed, and Roman's rare face had a look of nostalgia, "Well, it has changed a lot." ”

She paused, then continued, "At that time, our school could really be described as shabby. You see, the current desks are all standard single desks, and our previous desks are all double desks, which are made of wood, so there will be three or eight lines at that time. Now the desks are all sitting on their own, where is there such a thing as the 38th line again? In the past, there was 'you at the same table', but now the seats are changed once a week, and anyone can be at the same table. ”

Roman said, looking down and smiling.

Le Fan continued: "Speaking of being at the same table, Roman also shared the table with Li Ruilun at that time!" ”

Roman didn't deny it either, "Well, it's at the same table." ”

Actually, I've always had a question, and at this moment, I asked it like this, "Roman, in fact, I've always had a question I want to ask you." ”

Roman was slightly surprised, and then smiled frankly, "What's the problem?" ”

I paused, and then said, "Hmm~~ You are already married, don't you feel embarrassed when you mention Li Ruilun now?" ”

Roman was stunned, obviously not expecting me to ask this question all of a sudden. But her surprise was only a few seconds, and then she burst out laughing.

I looked at her with a confused expression, is the question funny?

When she finished laughing, she said, "Why do you ask this question all of a sudden?" ”

I pursed my lips, "I just remembered it suddenly." ”

She smoothed her throat, then looked at me seriously with a smile, and said, "Actually, there is nothing to be embarrassed about, Li Ruilun is my past, and there is nothing to hide." Xu Wenqiang is my present and future, and this will never change. This is the trajectory of my life, and I know very well what is in it, and if I can't even admit my past, then this kind of life is too cowardly. Xu Wenqiang also knows who I am, so I don't have to hide anything in front of him, he can accept everything about me, whether it is my past, or my present and future. So I am willing to give my life to Him, because He can tolerate everything about me and love me with all that He has. Such a man, how could I not respond to him with the same love. As for Li Ruilun, I don't deny that I once loved him, but that kind of love is too pale, it is a fantasy love, not a real, life-like love. ”

After Roman finished speaking, I was stunned, and then I smiled.

Suddenly I felt that this was the difference between me and Roman.

I can guess as much as possible about other people's hearts and understand other people's feelings, but sometimes it is difficult to understand. Because I've never experienced it, I can't measure it from the same height.

"Tut-tut, I didn't expect that the 'heartless' Man Man also knows how to think about life!" Le Fan began to tease after Roman finished speaking.

Roman didn't feel embarrassed at all, "My dear, I've always thought of myself as a philosopher of life, and you didn't realize that it was because you had bad eyes. ”

Le Fan snorted and laughed, "You're embarrassed too." ”

Roman laughed, and in an instant he broke free from the image of a serious philosophy of life, from the distance just now, to the reality of the present.

Roman put away the expression on his face again, and then said with some helplessness: "Actually, these words of mine are just the insights I got after experiencing all this, when I was in love before, who would think about this, they all follow their feelings." Therefore, at that time, the emotional marriage was pure, but it was also very 'fairy tale', but it was also very beautiful. When you really start to bear the bits and pieces of life alone, you will find that although there is only a door between dreams and reality, the price of pushing it open is that it requires your own mind to go through a thousand difficulties and dangers. ”

Roman suddenly looked at me, "Well, Russell can still enjoy that pure feeling. As he spoke, he sighed often, "Hey, I suddenly feel that I am really old, not by age, but by thought." Sometimes I really envy those who always maintain their childlike innocence. ”

Le Fan stared at Roman and suddenly said, "Is your childlike innocence still less?" ”

Roman suddenly changed his face and smiled brightly, "Oh, don't demolish people!" Hahahaha......"

Seeing Roman laughing so much that he couldn't straighten his waist, his heart unconsciously relaxed, in fact, just like Roman said, maybe her life is real.

"Huh...... Even though my house is right next to the school, I rarely come in, and when I do, I find so few familiar things. Roman suddenly sighed.

I'm an outsider and have no say.

Le Fan nodded, "I remember that the blackboard was pasted with cement before, but it was just coated with a layer of lime on the outside, but now the blackboard is iron." In the past, only the computer room had a projector, but now every classroom has it, and teaching computers are also installed. It's getting better and better, but I don't know why I still miss the way I used to be. ”

Roman glanced at Le Fan, "Aren't you talking nonsense, who would like a strange place, it's a familiar place that is more intimate." ”

Le Fan looked at Roman and was stunned, and then smiled, "Roman, your reasoning is really more and more." ”

Roman smiled smugly and raised his head proudly, "That's!" ”

Le Fan smiled silently, and then continued: "I remember that the two classrooms on the far right of the fourth floor used to be our library, and I also helped the teachers tidy up, and there was a charging jack on the side of the classroom. ”

"Yes, yes, I remember. As long as the evening self-study is out of class, you will definitely see a group of people charging there, I still remember that there was a student in the second class who was still holding a charger plug-in board, the kind of plug-in board that can charge five mobile phones at a time, it really laughed at me. Roman laughed again.

Looking at the Roman who was smiling exaggeratedly, Le Fan also squinted with a smile.

"Eh, I remember that at that time, in front of the public, you hugged Zhang Yiyang tightly in this classroom!" Roman suddenly laughed wickedly.

Le Fan was slightly stunned, then nodded.

"Luo Su, do you know about Le Fan?"

I nodded, "Yes." ”

Roman looked at me with a wicked smile, "Luo Su, you don't know, in fact, at that time, Le Fan was a little color~ woman, always thinking about eating Zhang Yiyang's tofu in a different way, don't think I don't know, what 'cat brand', truth or dare, it's all about eating Zhang Yiyang's tofu." ”

As he spoke, Roman began to hum unpleasantly.

"How can you say that you are so exaggerated?" Le Fan smiled.

Roman looked serious, "This is not an exaggeration, this is a fact, is it good, do you dare to say that you are not playing these things to get close to Zhang Yiyang?" ”

Le Fan couldn't help but smile, and then replied helplessly: "Okay, I admit that I did have the idea of getting close to Zhang Yiyang through these games, but this is just an expectation between lovers who want to get closer, and this can't be said to be lustful~ female!" ”

Roman pursed his lips slightly, "Your careful thoughts, I stayed with you for so long, you can't hide it from me." I remember once Zhang Yiyang threatened to take away your first kiss, hmph, I remember someone was very excited. ”

Le Fan suddenly made a bitter face, "That's right, he obviously said that he was going to take away my first kiss, but I waited until we broke up, and I didn't see him have the courage." ”

Originally, I thought that Le Fan was going to refute, but I didn't expect her to say such a thing. I found that the way Le Fan and Roman get along with each other is really unique, and I suddenly feel that I am a little defeated.

When Le Fan and Roman are together, they are basically happy, but when they are with me, I always can't help but be sad, and even with Le Fan, I will be sad.

"Oh!! I was reminded of something that particularly left me speechless. Roman suddenly shouted.

I said, "What's the matter?" ”

Roman suddenly laughed very lewdly, hmm~, at least in my opinion she was very lewd.

"I remember once Zhang Yiyang and a person from the second class, I can't remember who it was, the two of them fought, and then the person in the second class kicked Zhang Yiyang's... Uh...'second', and then Le Fan knew, and went to trouble others with a cold face, ouch, I really laughed to death. At that time, when I knew, I only felt that it was a 'bolt from the blue', as long as I thought that Le Fan would tear up with others for this reason, I felt inexplicably happy. ”

I was stunned for a while, I didn't understand what 'second' meant, and when I reacted, I also felt very happy, and I couldn't help but look at Le Fan, and made a sound like Roman's laughter.

Le Fan looked at Roman helplessly, "You remember these things clearly." ”

"Of course."

By the time we went downstairs, it was already an hour later.

Le Fan reached out and took my hand, and then walked to the playground.

"In the past, we liked to go to the playground after evening self-study, and it was really the most comfortable time of the day. In the past, our cafeteria was downstairs in the dormitory, and because it didn't fit so many people, we usually used our own lunch boxes to eat in our dorm room, or we would sit on the edge of the playground and watch them play basketball while eating. By the way, I still have a photo of Zhang Yiyang and Li Ruilun sitting on the edge of the playground eating together at that time. ”

As she spoke, Le Fan took out her mobile phone and opened her QQ album.

"Look, this is Zhang Yiyang and Li Ruilun."

I looked down at her mobile phone and saw Zhang Yiyang and Li Ruilun looking at the camera with a lunch box.

I haven't actually met them yet, but I can tell who they are.

"Oh, and there are photos of us when we had a sports day, but there are not many, they were all taken by our homeroom teacher."

Le Fan continued to flip through her photo album for me, and there was a photo of Le Fan running on the track, with classmates shouting cheers on both sides.

"It turns out that your runway used to be like this!"

In the photo, the runway under Lefan's feet was paved with small stones, and the two sides of the rostrum at that time were not planted with flowers, but lawns.

I wondered, "Didn't you say that there used to be lawns next to the playground?" ”

Roman smiled and explained to me, "Well, that's how it was at first. However, in the second semester of our visit, the school dug up the lawn and paved it with stones to make a running track. ”

"Oh."

"Speaking of our athletic meets, Russell, you know? At that time, Le Fan was the main force of our class. Roman said, standing beside me.

I looked at her, "Really? ”

Roman nodded, and when he was about to speak, Le Fan said, "You guys talk first, I'll go to the toilet." He nodded at us and headed to the bathroom.

"Go on!" I said after Le Fan left.

Roman nodded and pondered for a moment, "At that time, there were not many girls in our class, and although most of them were female men, there were still very few who were really strong. At that time, we had to participate in the 100-meter and 200-meter races. There is also a 50-meter relay race, by the way, that time Le Fan also participated in the 1,500-meter running race. ”

"Fifteen hundred meters?"