Chapter 42 Object
I did see something, "Or, Le Fan didn't like Zhang Yiyang so much at that time; Either... You're too confident. ”
Le Fan still smiled and didn't speak, but Roman and I also understood what she meant.
Le Fan smiled and continued: "To be honest, I was indeed too confident in our relationship at the beginning. Ever since I was with him, I never thought we'd break up, hey...... It's just that people are not as good as heaven! ”
"Huh? I suddenly remembered, you and Zhang Yichen seem to have had a while, right? Roman said suddenly.
I was stunned, Zhang Yichen? Why don't I know?
I looked at Le Fan, but Le Fan nodded without refuting, what's going on?
Roman continued, "What was the matter with you then? I still haven't figured out why you're doing this, and you're making a high-profile show of love, even though you two broke up in less than a month. ”
I was also staring at Le Fan, waiting for her explanation.
Le Fan sighed helplessly, "Okay, I'll tell you why." It's actually very simple, at that time, Qiu Qing had a new boyfriend, and Zhang Yiyang had a new girlfriend, and then... Zhang Yichen and I got together. In fact, both of us knew it at the time, and the two of us came together just to stimulate Qiu Qing and Zhang Yiyang, but later we found out that it was meaningless for the two of us to be idiots, so we broke up. Qiu Qing doesn't care about him anymore, Zhang Yiyang doesn't like me anymore, and this 'love' naturally has no need to exist. ”
I shook my head helplessly, I didn't expect it to be such a result.
Roman wasn't surprised, "Actually, I guessed it at the time. Between you and Zhang Yichen, no matter how you look at it, you look like buddies, and suddenly you become a couple, I'm afraid everyone will feel bored. And..."Roman suddenly laughed twice, "Hehe, Zhang Yichen and Zhang Yiyang are completely different painting styles, no matter how you are, it is impossible for your preferences to become so powerful all of a sudden!" ”
"However, how many boyfriends does Le Fan have?" I asked suspiciously, in fact, I wanted to ask this question a long time ago, and from time to time a man who had a relationship with Le Fan popped up, which made people a little speechless.
Le Fan covered his mouth and chuckled, and then said, "Well, in real life, there are five!" If it's an online dating, then I can't remember. ”
My eyes widened: "Online dating? ”
Le Fan nodded, "Well, you heard it right. ”
I pouted, I didn't expect that Le Fan would do such an unreliable thing.
"Let's talk about your five boyfriends first!" I said.
Le Fan nodded, "Zhang Yiyang, Zhang Yichen, Zhao Ze, Zhou Hui, you all know these four people, and there is another one, which was introduced to you by a friend in high school, but we didn't talk about it for long, but we broke up in half a month." As for the reason for the breakup, it was because I didn't want to kiss him, and then, we broke up. ”
I looked at Le Fan in a daze, such a reason is really ...... Wonderful.
Le Fan looked at me, "Don't look at me with such surprise, the reason why I broke up with Zhou Hui is that I don't want him to walk with my shoulder!" Of course, to be honest, these five people, Zhao Ze, we didn't say anything about breaking up, so we automatically broke up by default. And the other four, they all opened their mouths to break up. ”
Roman suddenly laughed, "So, in fact, you have been dumped all along. ”
Le Fan glanced at her angrily, but he didn't refute it.
"What about your online dating? How much do you remember? I asked curiously.
"Those who play and break up in a day or two can't remember. There are three people who impress me more, one, um~~ I forgot what it was called, I just remember that he sells women's underwear. In fact, it is better to say that he impressed me than his profession. ”
I couldn't help but laugh out loud, and Roman laughed even more upside down, every image.
Le Fan didn't care about the expressions of the two of us, and continued to recall very seriously, "There is one more, um~~ I have a good impression of him, I forgot what it was called, I only remember that he was a little ambiguous with other women in the space, and then, I broke up with him." ”
Roman suddenly interjected again, "So, this is the one you broke up with?" ”
Le Fan raised his eyebrows, "You don't say that I didn't pay attention, as soon as I said it, I suddenly remembered that in reality, I was dumped by others, and I dumped others on the Internet." ”
These words made Roman laugh even more.
I couldn't stop laughing, too, "What about the other one?" ”
Le Fan's face, which was still smiling happily, suddenly showed a little sadness and guilt, "There is another one, I think, if it weren't for the fact that we are a little older than each other, I think maybe we might be able to have a good result between us." ”
"Are you talking about the one who sent you the book in your second year of junior high school?" Roman asked.
I looked at Roman, "You know that too?" ”
Roman didn't answer, but looked at Le Fan, waiting for Le Fan's answer.
Le Fan smiled, then nodded slightly invisibly, "Hmm." ”
Roman looked at Roman in disbelief: "No, isn't he more than ten years older than you?" ”
I looked at Roman suspiciously, "What do you mean?" ”
Roman sighed, and then explained to me: "Le Fan only learned to play QQ when he was in his second year of junior high school, and the first stranger he added was Huang Mu, and then the two of them started chatting. But at that time, Le Fan was only fourteen years old, and the man was already thirty years old, I always thought that Le Fan just regarded that person as a friend, but I didn't expect them to talk about it. ”
I looked at Le Fan with an even more incredulous look, a little difficult to accept.
Le Fan spread his hands, "I did talk to him, it was in the second year of high school. ”
Le Fan looked at Roman and said: "You also know that in the third year of junior high school, I broke up with Zhang Yiyang, and then I was admitted to a key high school in the city. Because of Zhang Yiyang's incident, I have never forgotten it, so I am haunted, and after I went to high school, I was often depressed, and my grades plummeted. You said that I was barely a top student in junior high school, but after I went to high school, I was completely reduced to a scumbag, and my grades were in the bottom ten of my class. At that time, I was really decadent, so I was so attentive, and I basically didn't fall in love for more than a month, I don't know if I was taking revenge on Zhang Yiyang or myself. Later, when the 100-day pledge meeting before the college entrance examination, the school held a parent-teacher meeting for senior high school students, if it weren't for my mother crying in front of so many people and talking about her disappointment in me, and then going back to my dormitory with me and crying for a long time, I'm afraid I wouldn't have woken up, let alone been admitted to college or something. Although the university I ended up getting into wasn't very good, at least it didn't make my future so unbearable. ”
Le Fan paused, and then sighed lightly: "At that time, a big reason for having a boyfriend was because I was too lonely and lonely, and I wanted to find someone who could comfort me, accompany me, and feel sorry for me...... Hehe, but later I found out that there is no point in doing this, even if someone is willing to accompany me, but it is not the person I want, then even if someone is with me, the loneliness will not be reduced by half a point. But I am very grateful, Huang Mu has been with me and enlightened me at that time! ”
"He was really nice to me, not just mentally, but also physically. I remember when I was in high school, in the first month, my living expenses were stolen, at that time I was really panicked, and I didn't dare to call my mother, so I told him, and then, he gave me a month's living expenses, although I also paid him back later, but that love was not repaid. In fact, I was also surprised at the time, I didn't expect him to really give such help to a netizen I had never seen before. ”
Le Fan said, and couldn't help but sigh.
"And then?" I asked.
Le Fan lowered his eyes, "Later...... Later, I felt that since I didn't love him, I shouldn't give him hope, so I broke up with him and retreated to the boundaries of friends. So, I feel like I owe him. ”
"I don't like to owe to others, and I don't owe to others. But he's the only one I owe. Others can say that it's okay to play, and no one owes anyone, but he can't. ”