Chapter 14: Tears and Rain
"Oh, it's raining...... Why does it rain......"
"Because the common people are innocent, so the heavens rain tears. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"Oh, then God is really useless, because crying can't solve any problems, in this case, it's useless and worthless, since tears are useless, why do you have to shed them."
"You are sick, just say that you are serious, tears are sometimes uncontrollable, because everything is a person with feelings."
"Who said, there are absolutely no stones! That's right, that's the one to the right of the last word of your name! But it's good to be a stone, so tough, it must not be broken by any wind and rain, unlike people's hearts. ”
"Without feelings, your heart will become as cold as a stone."
"So what, I'm not afraid of the cold, because I'm still wearing clothes, and I can change the temperature at any time!"
"You are sick, you live so hypocritically, you can deceive others but you can't deceive yourself. Since the day we adopted you, you have been very strange until now, it seems that we should not have adopted you in the first place, if you don't have to, you have to hire a witch doctor, I'm sorry, my own money is saved by robbing the rich and helping the poor, you have to go crazy as soon as possible. ”
"I don't do worthless things."
"Why do you always have to measure all problems by value, and just want to abandon the so-called feelings?"
"Because it will produce a lot of burdens, such as my mother's relatives also died after my mother's death, my father, who had already divorced my mother, lost control of his emotions and wanted to kill me, my eyes were given by him, so terrible, but there was no kind person to save me, I was used to those indifferent eyes and ugly faces, all the way away, but there were tears that useless things ran out, blurred vision, so that I couldn't see the road ahead and fell, I saw it at the time, the oncoming father killed my **, that look, I can't forget it now, and what I can't forget is that when I opened my eyes again, I was pleasantly surprised to find ...... Hee-hee-hee, my dad has been killed by me! The first major act I made to survive was to kill someone...... That's why I said that God is really useless, never really help anyone, just like useless waste, my mother's family died unjustly, but so far they can't show the snow, the danger is exchanged for selfish ruthlessness, God only turns a blind eye, but he still cries aggrievedly, what's the use, what a hypocritical thing, I don't need it, I won't cry, no matter what happens, I won't cry in my life! That kind of thing, in the end, will only blur the vision. ”
"Cut, fondly recall, it really makes me a little suspicious, whether you are the younger brother I adopted with the surname Liu from now on."
"I'll be there whenever you want."
"Put away your disgusting smile, the only emotion, you only use it as a tool."
What's wrong with this, they all say that moonlight is cold, not like sunlight, so what, my name can be called Yueyi, how can I live up to this good name, my goal is to be a moon that illuminates the night, and it doesn't need to bloom as warm as sunlight at all. ”
"After all, you're just a cocoon, a pathetic silkworm."
"Say whatever you want."
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In a blink of an eye, it was the thirteenth year of the thief, that day, he took his adopted brother Liu Yueyi as usual to rob the rich and help the poor, but unexpectedly it was the first time in his life that he missed, his younger brother Yueyi was about to flee away, and saw the thief was arrested, and was surrounded by a group of people, the group of people discussed to send it to the government, at that moment, he turned back and pulled out the first birthday gift that the thief gave him - a long sword. The moment the blade flashed, the thief's surroundings were already splashed with blood with a scream. At that moment, the thief stared at Yueyi and was stunned, Yueyi quickly understood what was going on, and pretended to be disdainful: "You don't leave yet, are you unwilling to die?" Now many government officials are arresting us, and it is not as easy for any of us to be sent to the government as ordinary thieves to enter the government, if I had been late just now, I am afraid you would have been helpless. ”
"Your mind has never been normal, do you think I'm going to be tied up like that?" The thief was very angry by Yueyi, but he didn't expect Yueyi to laugh briskly, and replied with a smile: "Of course you won't, you will move your fists, and then get rid of them as soon as possible It is very small...... If someone like you is not ruthless enough, you will not use a knife, because you will only use the back of the knife to cut people. ”
The thief, who usually likes to joke when he complains, can't laugh at this time, staring at Yueyi, his heart hurts: "Since you lost one eye, you have gradually lost more important things...... "So what, some are just burdensome." Yueyi still explained with a smile: "I'll give you the most realistic and simple example, if I didn't kill my father immediately, you can't know me now, just now it's just a repetition of a similar story, it's just that I did it for you, I don't care, anyway, robbing the rich and helping the poor is not like a noble thing, my face is not like the face of a good person, these hands were stained with blood when I was young, are you afraid of getting dirty again?" I don't know who those people are, and I don't want to count how many people I killed, because they are not you, brother, but I can kill them for your brother. ”
"For me?" The thief raised his head suddenly, revealing a mocking smile: "Okay, then for me, from today onwards, I will no longer be surnamed Liu!" The moment the thief said this, Yueyi only felt a long-lost sense of loneliness welling up, or rather, it was a long-standing backlog, with a warm liquid rushing up, Yueyi turned around suddenly, closed her eyes at the moment when tears overflowed into her eyes, and replied calmly: "Okay." ”
The moment the thief turned around and wanted to leave, Yueyi, who was about to go in the opposite direction with the thief's back to back, suddenly stopped him: "By the way......" The thief turned back curiously, but Yueyi suddenly turned around and smiled, the smile was still so hypocritical, and the voice was pretended to be light, but what came out was this: "Next time, I promise that I will not kill people in such an obvious and rude way, and I will kill people in a gentle way without blood." With that, he sneered a few times with a trill, trembling with laughter, but no longer caring about the thief's reflection, turning his back to the sunset and going away, the figure that was gradually disappearing into the deep twilight.
The lightning and thunder roared again, waking up the sleeping thief, the thief sat up suddenly, his body had not yet recovered, he suddenly felt dizzy, his heartbeat was chaotic, and he gradually calmed down, came back to his senses, stared at the surroundings at this time, and then completely woke up.
The cold evening breeze was blowing, and it was pouring rain outside the window, staring at the rain outside the window, a teardrop slipped down his cheek unconsciously. "It's really useless," the thief smiled self-deprecatingly with a lazy look, "It's just a dream that can shed tears...... How do you get ...... As if it had happened...... "The icy rain could not break the silence of the night, and for some reason, an inexplicable sense of disobedience suddenly came to my heart......
"At this moment, am I crying with the sky, or is the sky crying with me......" he couldn't help but sigh.