Chapter 15 The sun sets, and the heartbroken man is at the end of the world
"Are you awake? Is it better? A voice that sounded familiar to him interrupted his thoughts suddenly, and he stared at the expressionless face, but there was only warmth in his eyes, although he didn't know why he felt it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Duanmu Rong glanced at the stunned thief, didn't react much, and continued to greet him as if he didn't pay attention to it, and said lightly: "It's okay, don't run around these days." "Miss Rong don't worry," but the thief soon regained his heartless smile: "This is a place where Miss Rong is, how can I have the heart to run elsewhere, I just want to be by Miss Rong's side, look at Miss Rong, just watch." As soon as these words came out, the thief's heart couldn't help but sweep a blank.
Why do I always feel as if I have forgotten too many things...... I'm a thief...... I'm not a thief...... There is always this strange feeling that torments my heart, and it makes it like I have been doing something wrong. Despite thinking about it, he still forced himself to smile heartlessly.
Duanmu Rong understands the situation, and knows that the thief is like this, just to laugh at her, but what's the point of this, the person he likes is actually not her...... Now the amnesia and some false memories of the thief expressed everything is not really what the thief wants to express, for a long time, it is really sad...... Duanmu Rong ignored it, suddenly turned around and walked out of the house, and said half-lukewarmly while standing at the door: "You lie down on the bed." She turned around, only to see the thief with a heart-moved look and said, "I didn't expect to be saved by Miss Rong again, this scene ...... Just like when we met two years ago, I vowed to protect you for the rest of my life. ”
"Little plant," Duanmu Rong couldn't help but speak: "Actually, it's not me who you really want to protect for the rest of your life, it's just that you forgot her, it's really ironic, what you have is not all fake memories, some memories of you and me are still clearly kept, and the person who performed the spell on you is really well-intentioned." Duanmu Rong smiled bitterly. The thief was stunned for a moment, and Duanmu Rong turned around and walked away.
Xiaojiao, in fact, it is not me who you really want to protect for the rest of your life, it's just that you forgot about her...... These words kept echoing in the thief's mind, tormenting the thief's empty heart, and a sense of loneliness that seemed to have lost too much suddenly surged up, sweeping towards him with a force that broke him, making him afraid.
But I forgot about her...... But I forgot about her...... But I ...... His eyes widened, his gaze gradually dimmed, and he said in obsession, "Impossible...... That's impossible...... Forget about someone who wants to protect them for the rest of their lives...... How could it be...... "The feeling of really doing something bad became more and more obvious, and finally turned to self-blame: thief, what kind of person are you, are you just a scumbag, that's why you forget it so easily, otherwise, think about it, think about it...... At that moment, the sharp pain in his head, heart, and mouth came up again, and his eyes went black, and he fainted on the bed.
Duanmu Rong walked to Gai Nie's side, Gai Nie glanced at Duanmu Rong, as if everything was expected, and said lightly: "It seems that the situation is still unsatisfactory." Duanmu Rong sighed lightly: "When you think of everything, your brain will burst, but you will never be able to come back if you forget all the real thieves......" "It seems that I can only find a way to persuade him, it is better to let him die to you first, so that the foreshadowing of the previous true and false memories will be completely dead, and save the Yin and Yang family." After that, he got up and walked into the house, and found that the thief had fainted again, so he hurriedly called Duanmu Rong to come in, and Duanmu Rong hurriedly ran in.
After the rain, the sky is clear, the sunset gradually reveals a shadow, the sunset hangs in the sky, the slightly cold twilight wind blows under the cliff, but the moon instrument with rain all over the body is standing, and the face stained with rain or tears continues to drip water. He sneered, trembling with laughter: "You once asked me what I wanted to protect with my life, and I said that since I was a child, I would only watch them go away, and because I was far away, so how could I protect them...... This time, should I be relieved, I am glad that although you are far away, you are not dead, your life is really big, and it is very good, you can have everything, I am still losing, even if I win you by some means, I will only feel more pathetic...... You're an eyesore, but if you're like the things you used to be, gone away and never come back, will I regret it...... Will it be...... Why do I only hate myself now, and I am not cruel enough......"
Staring at the small bridge and flowing water not far away, all kinds of childhood laughter couldn't help but come to his mind, and he turned around resolutely and left without looking back.
That night, he kissed Shao Siming's lips deeply, as if his drunken eyes were shining with crystal light, and a trace of affection flashed, however, after the deep kiss, he still turned around and fell asleep, pretending to be asleep, Shao Siming looked at him, through a trace of uneasiness between his eyebrows, he always felt that the person in front of him had something to hide from her, but no matter how affectionate the eyes were, she felt strange and wanted to reject, what was going on with this feeling...... This made Shao Si Ming lose sleep again.
Three years ago -
She once regarded him as her only spiritual sustenance and spiritual support, however, she inadvertently saw his unsightly side, covered in blood, he was showing a hideous smile, that smile made people disgusting to see. She took two steps back, accidentally noticed by him, he turned around abruptly, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Have you become very afraid of me, do you have a feeling of being deceived, are you very disgusted with me, want to stay away from me as soon as possible, and don't want to see me again for a moment, even if I am scarred now......"
"You are not the Yueyi ...... I know" Throwing down this heartless sentence, Shao Si Ming turned around and walked away without looking back, he couldn't hear the despair in that lovelessness, and he couldn't see the tearful eyes that only appeared when he turned around.
Later, the Onmyo-family thought that he had betrayed the On-Yang family, and reasonably defeated him, locked him in a secret room, chained, and endured the insult of being treated like a dog every day.
In those three years, he changed more and more, more and more obviously, he never thought before, he had a period of growth, it would be in that kind of place, at that time he no longer remembered how good he could be, he hated his only innocence for ruining himself, defeated in the various tricks of the Yin and Yang family, gradually, he completely got used to the lonely and dark life, and completely forgot that he had put on the light, the moon instrument, what was it...... He only felt that he was gradually assimilated by the darkness, and his lonely heart was filled with hatred, and at that moment he had a new thought: it seemed that his life was destined to be covered with corpses, otherwise, he would be one of those corpses.
Oh, Shao Si Ming, why do I always hate you, why I never thought that you designed to frame me back then, why didn't I think so...... I'm so stupid, after so many years, but I'm still so naïve and annoying, that night, he also lost sleep. The cold air of the night constantly tormented his heart, he thought that he had been accustomed to all kinds of darkness and cold, and he had already turned into an unconscious monster......
At the end of the night, Shao Si Ming went out early in the morning, and left the child to him to take care of before leaving, at this time Shao Si Ming had gone away, but the child in his arms was restless and cried again, "Shut up!" Yueyi suddenly showed a trace of murderous intent, and the next second she pinched the baby's neck, her face was full of shadows, her eyes were cold, the serious voice suppressed the baby's cry, and the hand holding the baby's neck gradually tightened: "I really want to let you sleep peacefully forever." ”