It's actually quite strange to have a connection with the flag. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I thought it was disrespectful to talk to him that day, and he probably wouldn't bother me anymore, but in the days when I had a fight with Li Jiayu, I wasn't in a good mood, and I met the flag who was promoted to the third year of junior high school at school, and he asked for my phone number, and began to send me a bedtime story every night, or a little joke.

I felt very moved, so I started to text and chat with him, and the content of our chat became more and more ambiguous, and he finally picked a day when Li Jiayu was not there and gave me a chocolate.

I think this layer of window paper is about to be pierced, but I can't break it, the two of us will date, will give each other gifts, will talk about the future, but he never said let me be his girlfriend, a delay was delayed until the second half of his junior high school, his study is tighter.

I was no longer embarrassed to urge him, but just started an unexplained relationship.

It is estimated that my mind was transferred to Qi's body at that time, I sneered at other people's love letters, threw them directly into the trash, and no longer played with my classmates all day long, but studied on the side all day long, this behavior made Li Jiayu very happy, and began to relax his vigilance against my supervision.

In fact, at that time, I said with Qi that we would go to the first middle school in the city together, which was the best high school in the city, and with Li Jiayu's results, she couldn't pass the exam, so that the two of us could get rid of Li Jiayu and be together seriously.

At first, Li Jiayu was very happy, and after class, he saw that I was studying and didn't come to me, for fear of affecting me, but the good times didn't last long, and I couldn't help confessing to me after the flag high school exam, and I didn't hold back at that time and agreed, speaking of which, this was my first love, but I forgot all about the feeling at the time.

My relationship with Qi Li Jiayu soon found out, because she always likes the three of us to hang out together, although the two of us are more talkative at first, but Li Jiayu is relatively still the most talking to Qi, plus Qi's focus is very average, which did not attract Li Jiayu's attention.

But after the flag confessed to me, we went out together like this, and it was inevitable that the flag was targeted, and he began to only ask me if I was full, only if I was tired, and only asked me what movie I wanted to watch.

No matter how nervous people are, they will find that something is wrong, let alone sensitive as her.

Finally one day, I said that it was a little cold, Qi Er immediately took off his coat and put it on me without saying a word, just when I was still in the sweetness, Li Jiayu actually dragged the clothes off my shoulders, and also dragged me to stumble and fall to the ground.

Qi hurriedly came over to help me and asked Li Jiayu what he wanted to do.

I can't remember exactly what the two of them quarreled about at that time, in short, Li Jiayu knew the relationship between the two of us, although she left angrily, but Qi and I were relieved, and felt that we would never have to sneak around in the future.

And the good news is that Li Jiayu didn't even come to call me to school anymore, and he hurriedly left by himself after school, and he couldn't say a few words in the classroom, I told the flag about this happy event, and the flag had already got the notice of a middle school at that time, and the whole person was very relaxed, and he began to pick me up and drop me off from school every day, as if he was in love.

Yanni was still very surprised and asked me why I was with Qi, I smiled and said that's it, Yanni was incredulous at the time, and said to me in a rare serious tone: "You, you better be careful." ”

I didn't pay attention to it, because I knew that Yanni seemed to have chased Qi before, so I guess she felt uncomfortable after seeing me with Qi.

I told Banner about it, and Banner told me not to take it to heart and make me believe him.

There is a saying that a woman in love has zero IQ, and I was simply explaining to everyone how true this sentence is.

At first, I didn't notice Li Jiayu, who hadn't been to school for a long time, and I also ignored Yanni's warning, and finally regarded all Qi's abnormal behavior as normal behavior.

I don't want to recall the boyfriend's leg splitting incident that almost many girls have experienced, anyway, he is the leg splitter, and the object is Yanni.

In fact, I had already noticed that he was splitting his legs, but I didn't expect that the object of the splitting was Yanni, I knew that Yanni told me about it herself, she took her mobile phone to show me Heqi's text messages, her face was full of pride, I was quite calm, it was Li Jiayu, who I hadn't seen for a long time, suddenly rushed up and scuffled with Yanni, Yanni scolded the street is very difficult to hear, and it was at that time that I had a realistic understanding of the word "homosexuality".

Li Jiayu was as embarrassed as a naked turtle that had been dragged out of its shell, and even fell off his hat during their scuffle, and I was surprised to see Li Jiayu fleeing with his bare head covered.

I didn't call Qi, but instead he called me, didn't apologize, didn't explain, just asked me why I called Yanni like that.

I said it wasn't me, it was Li Jiayu.

Qi suddenly laughed, it turned out to be that ****, then it's okay, I believe you, you are still my daughter-in-law.

I threw up, really threw up, and I didn't even have time to hang up the phone.

I know that Qi and Li Jiayu have not been at odds for a day or two, since before he was with me, Qi said that he and Li Jiayu playing together is just a violation of yang and yin, Li Jiayu is rich, he doesn't need to bring money when he goes out with her, so he seems to have such a good relationship with her.

After I vomited, I suddenly worried about Li Jiayu.

How she shaved her hair all of a sudden, I realized how long it had been since I had seen her.

She hasn't been to school much since she entered the third year of junior high school, and I have always felt that it is just right not to come, and it is abrasive to save people.

But now, my heart is full of worry, I thought about it for a long time, but I still called her, and it took a long time for her to answer, and asked me directly: "Are you okay?" ”

I leaned back on the couch, smiled and said, "I'll ask you this question." ”

"Can you break up with him?" Li Jiayu asked cautiously, "I don't think he wants to be with you at all, just to get revenge on me." ”

I was confused: "I don't know, but don't worry, I won't have anything to do with him anymore." ”

Li Jiayu nodded and asked, "Can you come and stay with me for one night?" ”

I thought about it and said okay.

I went that night, and I found that Li Jiayu not only shaved her head, but also lost a lot of weight, and asked her what was wrong, and she said that she was in a bad mood and shaved.

At that time, I also felt very sorry for her, and I also felt that she was really in charge of me like that, maybe it was really for my good, right.

I threw myself into her arms and cried bitterly and told her I was sorry.

She hugged me at night, I leaned on her chest, I felt her heart beating fast, breathing was also very fast, I suddenly thought of something, I suddenly looked up and asked her, "Do you like me?" ”

She was stunned, sat up numbly, sat on the edge of the bed and shivered, I don't know what kind of mood I was in at that time, maybe I was carried away by the hatred that the flag brought me, or maybe it was really the sequelae of encephalitis left by the fever that year.

I kissed Li Jiayu's trembling and pale lips.

Li Jiayu was very surprised, and pushed me away at once, and then found the slippers in a panic and wanted to go out, but I didn't give up, staggered down from the bed, and hugged her from her back, Li Jiayu and I stood like that for a long time, and suddenly she turned around and lowered her head.

It was my first kiss.

The next day, I went to school with Li Jiayu, and I don't know why, I could always feel a sickly excitement in Li Jiayu's eyes when he looked at me.

On the way she asked me if I regretted it, I thought about it, shook my head, and said no.

In fact, at that time, I was too young, and my emotional orientation was too vague, and I didn't even have gender sensitivity, and this gender ambiguity has affected me now, and I feel that I seem to be a bit bisexual.

I spent a very happy time with Li Jiayu, in fact, I am quite heartless, as long as Qi does not contact me, I will hardly think of his existence, and of course I will not be sad because of him.

Li Jiayu and I seem to have returned to the days when we first met in the first year of junior high school, going to and from school together, skipping classes together, and surfing the Internet together, and she is getting thinner and thinner, and even thinner than me soon.

I wondered why she lost weight so fast, and she would kiss me and talk about husband and wife.

I often regret that if only I had been so careless at the time.

It didn't take long for Qi to react, and he began to block me after school, and Li Jiayu happened to not come to school in those days.

He brazenly said that I was shameless, cheap, and a homosexual, and that I was really blind to be with me.

I was also quite speechless, and even immediately after returning home, I called Chenxi and asked if there was any charm to cure villains, Chenxi said that his grandfather didn't teach her, and asked me what's wrong, whether someone bullied me.

I didn't dare to tell her, otherwise with Chenxi's character, I would definitely have to be sad for several days because of my affairs.

But under the fanfare, almost the whole school soon found out that I was gay, and even the teachers knew about it, and called me to the office to reprimand me and asked me to do a review.

I don't know if it was because I was in a rebellious period at the time, but the more the teacher told me that what I did was wrong, the more I felt that I had done nothing wrong.

Now some classmates say that I stood on the podium and yelled at the teacher that I can still use it, that is, when the teacher asked me to apologize to all my classmates on the podium and say that I brought a bad atmosphere and will definitely correct it, I was anxious and opened my mouth to say: "I admit that puppy love is wrong!" You can say that I am in early love, and that I am not good at studying! But you can't say there's anything wrong with homosexuality! ”

After saying that, I ran away, and the head teacher called my mother, who was also very angry and even slapped me, warning me never to have anything to do with Li Jiayu again.

My mother threatened me that she was going to tell my third grandfather, but I was so stubborn that I could, say, sue me, if you have the ability, don't you all think homosexuality is disgusting, I'm gay, I'm disgusting, I'm going to die.

I didn't know that the door was not locked at that time, so Li Jiayu stood at the door, watching my mother slap me and listening to me say those words.

If I knew, I would never have said that.

When my mother and I found her standing at the door, she turned around and ran away, my mother regretted a little bit of what she said, after all, my mother is a modern poet, and her romantic feelings are very deep, although she never thought that "homosexuality", which was still a bit rebellious at the time, would appear on her own daughter, but she was angry and would not really blame me.

At this time, she saw Li Jiayu running out, knowing that she had hurt another child, and she was also a little uncomfortable, so she hurriedly said to me: "You go after her, persuade her, and apologize to her for her mother." ”

I looked at my mom and said, "Mom, I'm not gay. He turned and ran out.