Chapter Twenty-Three: The Abyss of Uncertainty (Part II)
After being discharged from the hospital, I rested at home for two days, and finally my mother was really urged by our teacher's deadly series of calls, so she said that I should go back to school immediately on Monday. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
I was put into a small schoolbag early on Monday morning, and told the sun that it was early, that I would go to school, and that I would not be late every day.
Maybe it was because the break was too long, the ride that morning was extraordinarily long, and it was extremely tiring, and when I arrived at school, I was a sweaty person, the whole person was red and thick-necked, and I never hated that little car as much as I did that day.
On the day I returned to school, the head teacher even held a small party for me, and I remember that I was so moved that I cried.
Alas, when I was young, I was an extremely easily moved person, and at that time I was full of emotions, and I would be moved to tears when I raised the flag.
The days that followed were smooth, except that our relationship returned to the peak after I sang the song "Courage" to Li Jiayu, and Qi actually sent me a discharge gift, a box of chocolates, although he just said at the time that he hoped I wouldn't tell Li Jiayu about the chocolates he gave me, but I already regarded this as if he started chasing me.
I started to learn to dress up, and I started to take my mom to go shopping on weekends, and at my begging, my dad bought me an electric car, you know, at that time, there were only a handful of students who could ride an electric car, but I did have one.
I don't know if my personal charm has improved a lot after I lost weight, I even began to have suitors, and there were not only two, but even when the second year of junior high school started, there were five or six love letters on the table, and I often received drinks and bread.
I'm very happy, the whole person is fluttering, but I feel that my feeling for the flag is very special, that ignorant feeling in my heart took root quickly, soon, we had the first date, I can't remember the first date in Fuyang River or Longhu Park, anyway, it is one of these two places.
We didn't do anything that night, we chatted about life, ideals, and physics very awkwardly, but I remember that when he finally sent me home, he put his arm around my shoulders downstairs and whispered to me, don't tell Li Jiayu.
I didn't think it was very good, but I agreed to him.
Because Li Jiayu during that time, her desire to control me was a little perverted.
I don't mean to talk nonsense, I remember that after I was discharged from the hospital last semester, I still sang that courage song to her, and she was also very touched, and told me that she would never make me angry again.
But what she did after that was simply not... Dry.
Not long after I returned to school, I found that I was scared of a situation, that is, I found that I seemed to be gradually isolated, although I didn't have many good friends at school before, but I always played around in the class, and I was always a group of people.
But then I found out that every time I wanted to find someone to play with during class, they would almost break up at the same time, and Li Jiayu would also appear at the right time to chat with me.
But later, even Xiao Du didn't talk to me anymore, and half of the notes that I told me were not finished, so he didn't even bother with me anymore, I asked him a little strangely, but he kept avoiding my gaze, I looked around the situation in the class, thinking of what I had experienced recently, I finally felt that something was wrong.
One night I finally couldn't help it, so I called Xiao Du's phone number stolen from the class teacher's roster, asked about homework, and Xiao Du's mother asked Xiao Du to answer the phone.
I asked, "Why don't you ignore me?" Am I doing something wrong? ”
As soon as Xiao Du heard that it was me, he gasped in a panic, and I happened to hear it, but he still said: "You think too much, I'm just a little unwell recently." ”
As soon as he finished saying this, I heard his mother's voice on the other end of the phone: "Son, I've eaten a lot lately, and I haven't heard you say you're uncomfortable, what's wrong?" ”
My heart is cold, I always feel that in addition to Li Jiayu in the class, I have the best relationship with Xiao Du, and now that he is lying to me like this, what else can I say.
I didn't want to ask anymore or listen to any more explanations, so I just hung up the phone and snuggled up on the couch and watched TV.
I don't know how long it took, the phone rang suddenly, as soon as I answered the phone, although there was only a panting sound on the other end of the phone, but I knew it was Xiao Du, so I said to him: "Is there anything else you want to say to me?" I hung up if I didn't want to say it. ”
"It's Li Jiayu, she threatened her classmates not to let her play with you, you, you stay away from her in the future, you are not a local, you don't know her at all!" After Xiao Du finished speaking, he hung up the phone with a snap, I was stunned by myself, my brain seemed to be spinning in circles, and I didn't know what to think about stupidly.
I reached out and dialed Li Jiayu's phone, she answered very slowly, but as soon as she answered me, she asked with a big face: "The people in the class don't play with me anymore, is it because of you?" ”
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and suddenly Qi's voice came: "It's Lu Li, right?" If you don't want anything to happen to your classmate, don't ask her yet. ”
"Don't ask?" I was so angry, "What right does she have to keep others from playing with me, and let me not ask?" Are you threatening me? "The mood at that time, in today's words, is like 10,000 grass and mud horses rushing through my heart.
Qi was stunned for a moment, probably because he didn't react, and I had a big temper that I always looked meek, and he said, "It's not that I threaten you, I just tell you the consequences." ”
"Hahahahaha." I deeply understand what it means to laugh angrily, although I am a foreigner, but I am not a bun, why do you want to pinch it, I laughed and the flag on the other end of the phone was not calm, he asked me: "Are you okay?" ”
I asked coldly, "What about Li Jiayu?" You let her answer the phone! ”
Qi hesitated for a moment and said, "You better calm down first, she cherishes you as a friend, don't hurt her feelings." ”
Don't I hurt her feelings? Now it's clear that she's hurting my feelings over and over again, okay?
I was completely blown up, and when I opened my mouth, I shouted, "You're here to teach me a lesson!" ”
I don't know if it's because I've died once, but my current personality has a sense of not being afraid of heaven and earth, and I am no longer as careful as before to maintain the image in front of everyone, especially the flag, and I no longer panic about this city as if I was a foreigner.
After I said this, I didn't mean to take it back, but still held my phone angrily, waiting for the next step.
I heard Qi suddenly chuckle a few times, and then said, "Xiao Yu, your little girlfriend's phone sounds quite angry, what are you doing again?" ”
Li Jiayu waited for a long time to answer the phone, and she sounded a little cautious: "Xiaoli? ”
I thought I would be angry when I heard her voice, but I was a little disgusted at the moment, and I said coldly, "What do you mean?" ”
Li Jiayu also pretended not to know anything and said, "What's wrong? Do you want to eat something delicious, I'll buy it for you, I ...... whatever you want?"
"Enough!" I interrupted her, "Don't you feel disgusting?" Why do you control my relationships? Why don't you let anyone play with me? ”
I thought that Li Jiayu would apologize to me or explain something to make me angry, but she also split her head and covered her face, and even asked in a somewhat frenzied tone: "Who told you?!" Isn't it Xiao Du's ****! It's still Yanni's slut! ”
I was stunned, I really didn't expect her to say that, so I asked in disbelief, "Are you crazy!" ”
Li Jiayu said: "Do you know what their intentions are? Why is he approaching you? You're just too stupid for you to have contact with them. ”
These words are inexplicable to me: "What are the intentions of others? Xiao Du just wanted to make up for me to have more contact, you say I'm stupid? Even if I'm stupid, what right do you have to keep me from contacting others, my mother doesn't care about me, what right do you have to control me! ”
Li Jiayu was silent for a while and said, "Are you angry? ”
I just beeped the dog, isn't this nonsense, I just want to scold her, but after thinking about it, I still suppressed the fire in my heart, and said to her as calmly as possible: "If you are like this, I think we are not suitable for contact, I hate others for calculating me the most." ”
After hanging up the phone, I don't know why, I'm not sad or angry, I just feel like I've suddenly become so cool.
"I hate people calculating me the most." I heard this sentence from a palace fighting drama "Golden Branches Desire" that year, and I felt so cool when I heard Concubine Ru say this, and I borrowed it today, and I feel that my tone is perfect.
As I was recalling this, my mom came in with a fruit bowl, nibbled on an apple and asked, "What do you think?" So happy. ”
So I learned the look and tone of Concubine Ru again and said, "I hate others for calculating me the most." ”
My mother was stunned, the apples fell to the ground, I immediately laughed, and hurriedly crawled over to help my mother pick up the apples, my mother laughed and slapped me on the back: "You stupid girl, what are you doing, don't scare me, I thought you were a ghost?" ”
I thought that Li Jiayu and I were finished, but then Li Jiayu bought me a lot of gifts, large bags and small bags piled up in my car basket, I threw her away and bought it again, and finally I felt that I didn't want it in vain, so I took it all home, so my mother thought that someone was chasing me.
Now that I think about it, there were actually many details that were destined for the future development trend, but I didn't understand anything at the time, so I missed the opportunity to save everything.
Sometimes I wondered, and finally once I asked Li Jiayu: "It's not that you can't find other friends, and I'm not very good, why do you have to play with me." ”
Li Jiayu was stunned for a moment, didn't speak, turned around and left, but the next day, she would still hold a bunch of gifts and stuff them into my basket.
And every night she was bombarded with text messages saying that she didn't care about me anymore and wanted me to forgive her, and Balabala reminded me of the days when we used to play together.
In fact, I still listen to cherish friendship, I also think that Li Jiayu actually seems to have nothing else wrong except for this bit of possessiveness, and the longer it goes, the less angry I am with her, and the good memories are also filled with my thoughts, so I forgive her, friendship is not love, I even felt that I could tolerate all my friends at that time.
But later, I found out that she was actually treating the symptoms rather than the root cause, although she no longer threatened others to play with me, but she began to put pressure on me, as soon as class was over, she would sit next to me and not leave, and follow me closely as soon as she went to school, and she had to send me upstairs.
We started arguing again, but then I gradually got tired, and I didn't even bother to talk to her, so I let her follow her, and I didn't bother to talk to her.
My meeting with the flag is carried out secretly.,I must not let her know about it.,I have a hunch.,If she knows.,Maybe how to make trouble.,But I also have a bit of luck.,If I really have a boyfriend one day.,I can get rid of her openly.,And this boyfriend must also be someone she also knows and can't tear her face.。
Qi is the candidate.