102. I'm sorry
At night, I still have insomnia, and I play with the computer until three o'clock in the morning, and then I fall asleep in a daze, but this night I slept full, and I woke up hungry at about twelve o'clock at noon. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Dad wasn't at home, he seemed to be in a hurry to do something, and when lunch was ready and put on the table, he didn't have time to wake me up to eat, but it was possible that he called but I didn't wake up.
After eating, I don't know what to do, stay in the room and do nothing, and I feel a headache when I play with the computer.
Leaning on the head of the bed, watching the video with my mobile phone, the whole person was a little confused, until I suddenly heard the sound of the door being opened by the key, which woke me up from a half-dream.
Doesn't seem to be Dad?
Dad's footsteps have always been loud, especially when he is wearing slippers, the sound of crackling is particularly loud, but now the person who comes to the house has almost no footsteps, and can only hear a little rustling sound.
Is it Mom?
As soon as the idea came to him, he immediately rolled over and got out of bed, and before he had time to put on his slippers, he trotted all the way to the hall.
I didn't see anyone, it was in my father's room.
Pushing open the half-hidden door, the first thing I saw was what my father was looking at at my desk, and there was no shadow of my mother at all.
Okay, mom is coming today? And why didn't my father wear slippers, I could hardly hear the footsteps, so I thought it was my mother coming, and I was excited.
I turned around and wanted to leave, but my father heard me.
"Rachel, come here."
"Oh."
Reluctantly, little by little, I walked to my father's side, and then I saw clearly what he was looking at, which seemed to be yesterday's medical report.
Generally, it takes three or four days to come out of the physical examination, right? Why is mine so fast......
Immediately, my woman's body is probably already known to my father.
With his head down, he looked at the floor, not daring to look at his father's expression at this time.
I don't know what Dad will be anyway, is it really just a slap in the face and tell me to get out?
"The medical examination is out."
"Hmm."
Grab the corners of your clothes, ready to withstand the storm that follows.
"The doctor said you were a woman......"
“……”
There was silence, and the hand gripping the corner of his coat tightened.
"Did something happen while you were studying?" Dad paused, and the pen in his hand tapped on the table again and again, "I asked the doctor, and the doctor said that you are almost different from ordinary women, but your body is weaker, and it seems that you are only developing at the age of 18 ......."
Dad's tone was very flat, as if he was reading a manuscript, and his sound of banging on the table was very regular, which made me panic regularly.
Continuing to be speechless, I didn't know how I was going to explain to him how I had become a woman when I was once a man.
Is it really a god who made me like this? It's a big truth, but no matter how I think about it, I don't think my dad will believe this explanation.
He was a party member, an unwavering materialist.
"What the hell is going on?"
Dad stopped tapping on the pen on the table, threw it aside, and turned sideways to stare at me.
"I asked the doctor if it was possible that you secretly had sex reassignment surgery, but the doctor said that you are not much different from ordinary women except that your growth is slower."
I was already sweating my nervous palms, and my dad looked serious, and I felt that the atmosphere in the room had suppressed my heart beating.
There was silence again, I didn't know how to explain it, my father was not a cousin, although my cousin had played with me since he was a child, he had never taken a bath with me, let alone seen my bare ass.
And Dad, he knew that I was originally a man.
I can only tell the truth and let my father judge for himself, if he doesn't believe it, then I can't think of any explanation that can make people believe.
"It was almost September last year, I had a barbecue with Lin Hao, and when I woke up, I became like this, and I didn't look like this at that time, ...... I look like now."
nervously recounted the things about his body during this time, looking up from time to time and frowning while observing me while thinking.
"Then the black cat told me that he was a god...... It was because of the prank that I became a woman's ......"
The events of the past few months were finished by me in a few short sentences, and then I cautiously looked up at my father and said timidly.
"That's it......"
"Hmm."
To my surprise, Dad didn't show any emotion.
"You believe it?"
I asked in surprise.
"Well, why not."
"But, but when I say this, I don't believe it myself......
"So what you said is false?"
I shook my head vigorously in denial.
"It's true."
"Then why should I not believe what my son said?"
Dad looked calm, seemed to really believe my words, I never thought that Dad would believe that I was turned like this by God, according to common sense, this kind of explanation with fantasy elements, shouldn't we be skeptical? Even if I hadn't heard Lemon speak, I wouldn't have believed it.
Maybe it was because he sensed my doubts, but my father actually patiently explained it to me.
"I just told you, I asked the doctor, and he said that although the physical examination report has not yet come out, he is sure that you are born a woman, not because of sex reassignment and other surgeries."
"Although what you said is indeed a bit ...... It's a bit unscientific, but there doesn't seem to be a scientific explanation. ”
I was silent, my dad just believed my words and hadn't told me his attitude towards me now.
Do you want to train me as a big man? Are you still going to treat me as a son, not a daughter?
"I'll ask someone to change your ID card in two days."
"Hmmm......"
"And your secondary school graduation certificate, and the information of the college entrance examination must also be changed. Should you plan to go to college? ”
He kept nodding his head, indicating that he really wanted to go to college.
Looking at my father, he seems to have planned to raise me as a daughter! It's an ID card, a graduation certificate or something.
I never thought that my father would be so easy to talk to!
Could it be that I was too cold to him before and didn't notice?
So excited! I can finally wear women's clothes to show off to Lin Hao!
……
The mood was down in an instant...... Suddenly, I found that my women's clothes didn't seem to make any sense.
"Your mother said that you were originally a woman, but you were born with a disease, and later had surgery......"
"And ......"
"Huh?"
looked at his father incomprehensibly, not knowing why he paused for a long time and didn't speak.
"I'm sorry these days." (To be continued.) )