I'm sorry?

Dad would say sorry to me?

When these three words came into my ears, I even wondered if I had heard them wrong, even if my father said something like "grass mud horse" directly to me, I wouldn't be surprised, but my father said "I'm sorry" to me?!

Carefully recalling the scene with my dad from childhood to adulthood, I have never heard my dad say anything like "I'm sorry" even once! Even when he went out with him, when he accidentally bumped into a passerby, he nodded to that person and swaggered away. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

This is definitely the heaviest "I'm sorry" I've heard.

It was so heavy that when I reacted that it was not an auditory hallucination, a grievance welled up from my heart, making my nose sore, and my eyes were full of tears.

If you are not a person who has experienced it firsthand, you will never be able to imagine being scolded by your family as a shemale, bitch. What kind of grievance is the son, when I am apologized by my family in a few days, I will not feel joy, but there will only be heavier grievances that make my emotions uncontrollable.

"Crying for what? It's okay, you go play. ”

Dad still looked expressionless, but his whole body was motionless, and he was sitting there with a golden knife, and his heart was probably not so calm.

Wiping his eyes that couldn't stop at all, he nodded to him, turned around and wanted to leave, but suddenly heard his father speak again.

"If you don't leave today, let's go to the public security bureau to change our ID cards."

"I'll buy you a few women's clothes."

"Well, I'll leave tomorrow."

After being said sorry by my father, I suddenly didn't have so much rejection for him, and I talked more.

"Anyway, there is no news from my classmates, even if there is, I can go over tomorrow."

"Your mother may not be here today, so call her more when you have time."

He casually pulled a piece of paper from the tissue box on the table and handed it to me

"Got it......"

I sniffed, took the tissue my dad gave me, and wiped away a handful of tears.

It's been more than four years, and since my dad began to dislike me, I have the illusion that I don't have a dad at all, because he never cares about me, and every time we meet, he counts me down and occasionally beats me, and he is simply the most familiar stranger.

Now, however, my dad must have accepted my identity as a woman, otherwise he would have said something like: a big man is still crying. This kind of words, and not the first tissue to come.

Maybe people are cheap, just before, as soon as I saw him, I was timid, and I felt desperate for him, thinking that I would not be accepted by my father in my life, and even hated him a little.

But just a "I'm sorry" and a casual tissue made me feel warm all over my body, and all my dissatisfaction with my father actually disappeared.

"Go back, I'll go to the hospital again."

"Hmmm......"

Grabbing the tissues that had been drenched with tears, I turned to leave my dad's bedroom, and when I walked out, my dad walked to the door with a file bag, nodded to me, and closed the door and left.

As soon as my dad left, my emotions somehow calmed down.

Then I was guessing what was going on in my father's head.

I just confirmed that I was a girl, why did you suddenly get better to me? Even if I feel guilty, my father, who wants to save face, probably won't apologize to me directly, right?

Could it be that the father is actually a daughter?

It's scary......

Quickly shook his head to drive this terrible thought out of his head, and then lay on the bed with his head full of the situation where my father said sorry just now, and even Lin Hao, who tortured me for two days, did not appear in my mind.

I suddenly remembered what my mother said, she said that my father would blame herself every time he scolded me...... At that time, I didn't think so, but now I suddenly feel that what my mother said is right.

Also, although they are divorced, they have lived together for more than 20 years, and they have already figured out each other's personalities, right?

It's just that my dad would apologize to me, which is incredible.

Back in the bedroom, lying on my back on the bed, what my dad said replayed in my head over and over again.

Hmm, why do doctors say I'm just like a normal girl? Am I not without a uterus?

Could it be that the physical examination item just happened to be missed? Or is it in the rest of the medical examination report that has not yet come out?

Suddenly remembered the name of Lemon, the god of mischief...... Or maybe it told me that I didn't have a womb and was actually a prank?

Not...... Anyway, I'm not interested in having children, it's the same whether it's the same or not.

Turned over, faced the wall, and looked at the somewhat mottled wall.

And I don't want to find a boyfriend anymore...... It's so tiring to fall in love, and I don't want to talk about it in my life.

It's better to talk about the tiredness of talking, or to come alone honestly.

Suddenly there was a thunderclap outside the window, and I was so frightened that I trembled in bed.

I opened the curtains and looked out, the sun was shining, I thought it was raining, and I wanted to collect my clothes, but I didn't expect it to be a thunderbolt in the clear sky.

It is said that thunder on a sunny day is a bad omen.

I'm not a superstitious person either, and a phone call left my superstitious thoughts behind.

"Rachel, I've got a job for you."

It's good news from Zhu Ronghui, although I have reconciled with my father, but there are still seven months before the start of college, and I want to do some work to make myself less bored.

"Where's the treatment?"

"Two thousand eight months, three points of commission, wrap up, come back before twelve o'clock the day after tomorrow, the director of your store has not come yet."

"Looks like it's okay." Frowning, looking at the distant sky through the window, "But didn't you say that the basic salary was three thousand?" ”

"Some stores don't cover and the salary is only two thousand five hundred, after deceiving us, they must be messing around casually, but it is also higher than going to the advertising store, mainly because there is a commission."

"I have three or four thousand clothes in my store, and I have a lot of luck when I buy one, and I am lucky to get six thousand a month."

"Well, then I'll go over at noon the day after tomorrow."

Hung up the phone, and suddenly felt light, except for Lin Hao's matter, I was still a little tired, and it was good news all day today.

Dad not only accepted me, but also found a job, Zhu Ronghui said that if I was lucky, I might have 6,000 a month, so I have 4,000, right? Secondary school students have such a high salary in their first job.

Happy!

I began to fantasize about the future work life, saying welcome to customers, and then recommending clothes to customers in a very professional manner, and maybe chatting with customers when I have nothing to do.

And there are several classmates over there, although they may not be in the same store, but they may not be able to visit the door when they are more free!

It's exciting to think about, this is my first official job!

Hmm, I feel like the good news is coming one after another, it's been a long time since I've been so happy, and the knots in my stomach have dissipated. (To be continued.) )