The lemon is gone, or the god of mischief is gone. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Looking at the vigilant black cat fidgeting on the closet, I felt empty in my heart.

Although the culprit of my transformation into a woman is Lemon, knowing the truth well, I don't hate him at all, but feel lost after he leaves.

Even if there is a black cat that looks exactly like it, it is no longer it.

I'd rather call the god of mischief Lemon, and if the current black cat hadn't left, then give it another name, like Blackie, hmm......

I suddenly remembered what Rilinho had told me about the naming method.

Or is it called an orange?

Shaking his head, he didn't want to think about this inexplicable thing anymore, walked into the bathroom, and looked at himself in the mirror in confusion.

It doesn't seem to be much different from before, but my face is a little fatter and my face looks a lot softer, which makes me more and more like a girl.

As for the body, it's just that the hair has become thin, some of the small muscles of the calves have disappeared, and the lines on the legs are soft and similar to ordinary girls.

But overall it seems to be the same as Lemon said, so am I really similar to Yakusu?

It seems that it also made me like this after I took medicine, and in a way, I do seem to be like a medicine lady.

So do I want to be a man again?

Lying back on the bed, turning off the light, just closed my eyes and wanted to think about it carefully, but suddenly I felt a strong exhaustion welling up in my head, and my consciousness was instantly groggy by the impact, and I fell asleep without paying attention.

That night, I had a lot of dreams, there were scenes of sweet getting along with Lin Hao, and there was also a cat lady who kept bowing to me and saying sorry, and in the end, the dream returned to the beginning of the day, Lin Hao held the girl's hand and told me the news of the breakup.

When I woke up, I wasn't sad about the last dream, just a little depressed.

The black cat has disappeared, and the unlocked bedroom door is now wide open, probably because the black cat has inherited the characteristics of the lemon will open the door.

I tried to get up, but my head felt groggy, and I just stood up and fell back into bed.

Is it hypoglycemia? Or anemia?

After my aunt this time, I really haven't eaten anything to replenish my blood, my body was poor, and yesterday I had a whole day of ups and downs, and I was stimulated by lemons, and now I can't get out of bed There is really nothing wrong with it.

Honestly lying back in bed, I always like to think about things in bed with my eyes closed, because then I feel that my thinking will be clearer, and I was going to make the choice of not being a man back to a man before I lay down last night, and I fell asleep as soon as I lay down.

I really want to change back into a man, because Lin Hao has a good chance that he won't mind my gender, and in that case, I don't have to think about how to face my parents, even if my body has become feminine and even has breasts because of being drugged with lemons, but I don't know how many men in this society have grown breasts because of eating foods with more hormones such as KFC.

As long as you become a man again, at least it is easier to explain than the previous almost complete woman's body, and the chest can also be operated on.

On the one hand, it is a woman's body that is unable to have children and does not know how to explain it to my parents, and on the other hand, it is a male body that is not harmful to me and can also ease my psychological pressure a lot.

It should have been a good choice, but I hesitated.

My heart told me I wanted to be a girl.

Although I have never admitted that I have a mental illness called gender recognition disorder, but I do have this disease, when I had a fight with my father, the doctor had told me when I was taken to psychological counseling by my mother, but I always refused this diagnosis, although I understood that I did hate the male body, and I did have a girl in my heart.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have spoken at the beginning that I hated this body, but in just a month, or even a few days, I accepted a woman's body.

Actually, I'm just a pervert, a female psychopathic -- gender recognition disorder can be explained in this way.

As for my own psychological gender, I value my gender more, and I think it's okay to be a pervert, or I can call it self-deprecation, but if others see me that way, I can't accept it at all.

Although I also became more like a girl after taking medicine, I didn't have the courage that real medicine girls have.

So, let's turn back into a man...... Even though this man is more girly than a girl, he has normal male organs.

Even if it's like a shemale, I'm still willing to do so.

I thought about it for a long time, and time passed quickly, and when I got up from bed again, it was half an hour later.

Lemon...... It's supposed to be an orange, it's supposed to be in the hall, right?

Lemon said that as long as I told Orange today what gender I wanted to choose, I would be able to change back.

When I walked down the hall, I didn't see the familiar black figure, but a wide open window told me that it was leaving.

It's 10 a.m.

In less than twenty-four hours, I lost Lin Hao, Lemon, and the cat's body left by Lemon, Orange......

I want to cry, not because I can't change back into a man, but because now I can only be alone.

A strong sense of loneliness welled up in my heart, leaving me at a loss to look around.

I'd rather be a barren woman for the rest of my life than live alone in this two-bedroom rental house.

With a glimmer of hope, I shouted the name of the orange and searched the whole room, and I opened all the cabinets that might have hidden the oranges, and I searched all the corners.

In the end, I can only hope that it just goes out to play.

It's like I used to hope that Lin Hao just went out to play basketball.

Although I have a deep affection for this cat, but when Lemon left, in fact, my feelings for it have been reduced from family to pet level, if Lin Hao was still by my side, of course I would not be as panicked as now, but now, it is my only companion, but it has also left me.

The loneliness was deeply embedded in my heart, so that I lay down on the bed weakly, tears have flowed unconsciously, I used to think that I would be a turnaround today, when I became a man again, I no longer have to be afraid of it, but the departure of the orange not only made me unable to become a man again, but also left me to live helplessly in this empty rental house.

I used to call this house home, but now it's just a rental house.

I felt like I was going crazy, and loneliness, depression, anxiety, all of them were crammed into my heart.

Impotence...... In addition to deep powerlessness and exhaustion, I felt only a deep sense of despair.

It's like, once you fall asleep, you can't wake up again.

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The mobile phone code word is so uncomfortable...... But the speed is still no problem.,Fortunately, this plot has been smoothed in my mind a few times.,Otherwise, something will definitely happen to the mobile phone codeword.。

What's that,Now you can only use the mobile phone code word.,If it's not updated one day.,Then don't be surprised.,Don't rush to change.,It used to be that I didn't want to write more.,Now I want to write and can't write more.。

I'm sorry everybody......