My family already has an opinion about me, and we didn't go back when Uncle Lin Hao got married on National Day, and now that the weather is getting colder, I still haven't gone back. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"When will you come back? After a while it will be cold, do you still wear short sleeves? The quilt is an air-conditioned quilt, at least come back and change to a thicker bed, right? Mom nagged on the other end of the phone, "I know you've been studying hard lately, but you need to come back once in a while to take a break." ”

No, Mom, I don't study hard at all, I copy my homework every day, I memorize books every day, and I listen occasionally in class, I really don't know where I'm working hard.

"Mom, I'll ask Lin Hao to go back next week to help me bring clothes, I've been very busy studying lately, and you know that I'm not good at reading." I tried my best to stall for time and casually sell Lin Hao.

"You're not as smart as Lin Hao." Mom sighed, and I obviously heard the helplessness in her tone, "Since I was a child, Lin Haoshu has read better than you, and he is much more extroverted than you, did you hold the wrong child when you gave birth to a child?" ”

I immediately looked gloomy, how could any mother suspect that her son was holding the wrong one.

"Mom!"

I shouted angrily, and my mother smiled awkwardly, but she immediately noticed something strange.

"Why did your voice get sharper? It's like a girl. ”

"How do I know?" I just started playing scoundrel, with a tone that didn't know anything and didn't ask me.

"By the way, have you found a girlfriend?" Mom suddenly changed the subject, "If there is no girl you like in the class, you can go to the next class to have a look, and when will you bring it back to your mother, your father is ready to buy you a house and get married." ”

My head hurts for a while, I don't know how she turned to this topic, and the speed of the topic transfer with Mengqi is a fight, and it is my biggest headache so far.

"I don't have to be so early, I'm going to wait until I'm 30 before I think about getting married."

Mom is a countryman, her philosophy has always been that the sooner you get married, the better, since I was a freshman in high school, I have been asked this kind of thing from time to time, and I used to perfunctory wait for college graduation to fall in love, but now I am directly perfunctory to become a magician at the age of 30 and then consider getting married.

This is the only bad thing about my mother compared to my father, my father has always felt that a man should do a career and then get married, whether he is thirty or forty years old, he has a successful career and becomes an excellent man, it is too simple to find a young and beautiful woman, it is estimated that the main reason for him to buy a house is just to wait for the appreciation in the future, right? But isn't it too late?

But the problem is that I'm a woman myself, whether it's my mom or my father's philosophy, there is nothing I can accomplish.

Suddenly, I felt that the pressure in my heart was several times more, and I felt the urge to get drunk.

When the things I had been avoiding were put on the table by my mother, the depression in my heart immediately began to grow.

"Why don't you wait for Lin Hao to find a girlfriend and get married, you will also find a girlfriend?" Mom said a compromise solution for her.

"Okay."

Maybe my mother noticed that I was in a bad mood, and after a few hurried words, she hung up the phone.

The strength of all his body was drained when he hung up the phone, and he collapsed on the bed.

Maybe you should explain to Lin Hao and let him get married later.

It's not right, when you go home, you will definitely find out that you have become a woman, and the marriage will probably be delayed indefinitely, right? But Mom must be very sad, right? Love to death, how far to die, if he doesn't kill me, it's okay.

"Hey."

I'm so tired, when will I be a head?

"Rachel."

Lin Hao shouted my name and pushed the door in, I glanced at him lifelessly, and then continued to pretend to be dead.

"My dad told me to go back, I'll go back first next week, and I'll help you bring clothes and quilts when the time comes."

"Oh."

"What's wrong?" Lin Hao immediately sensed that I was wrong, "Feeling bad? ”

"My mother called me and told me about finding a girlfriend and getting married...... I pulled the quilt over my head, not wanting Lin Hao to see my depressed face.

"It's okay, take your time, anyway, the bigger problem is to get your family to accept you, and the marriage is still a long time away." Lin Hao clumsily encouraged me, so I thought about it, turned my back to him, and then became even more depressed.

"There's always a way." Lin Hao didn't know what to say, "It's good to go with the flow, maybe your mother is happy that you are a girl?" I remember that your mother didn't raise you as a girl? ”

"What's the matter, she just thinks that having a son like a girl can let her try the feeling of raising a girl by the way."

"By the way, there's one more thing I want to tell you."

Lin Hao's voice suddenly became low, I curiously lifted the quilt and looked at him, his straight face made me involuntarily have some bad premonitions.

"I probably won't take the spring exam with you......"

"Huh?" I looked at him suspiciously, but the premonition grew stronger.

"My dad just informed me that when I finish this semester, I will go to the training class and take the summer exam."

"Isn't that good? The ...... you originally studied" halfway through the words, I had no way to continue, and then I remembered that the university scope of the spring college entrance examination is only in the province, and there are only two universities at the highest, and the university scope of the summer college entrance examination is the whole country.

This meant that I couldn't be in the same school with him in college, and it was difficult to even be in a city.

The already depressed mood is now at the bottom.

The atmosphere began to fall silent, and the two of us just looked at each other, but we were silent.

Actually, it's pretty good, so I won't always think about relying on Lin Hao......

A smile tugged at the corner of my mouth, and I comforted him: "It's okay, isn't it all the same when you graduate from college?" ”

"But......" Lin Hao panicked and wanted to speak, but was interrupted by me.

"You shouldn't have studied in a secondary school, and your grades were no problem in a key high school." I still kept smiling, saying what I thought was funny, but my heart hurt as if it was about to be torn, "You think, we haven't always been together before, even if the university is separated, we are still good friends." ”

It's just a friend, why is it so uncomfortable? My heart hurts, obviously he just told me that we can't study together in college, how can it hurt like this.

With my hands on my chest and my head down, my heart aching and my body trembling.

"But it used to be at least a school, and we used to see each other every day......

Lin Hao's words were interrupted by me again, and I raised my head and smiled, but tears had already flowed into my mouth.

"Every time I take the college entrance examination, there are a lot of friends who are separated, and we are just one of them, it's okay." I whimpered, unable to keep a contrived smile anymore, "Really, it's okay......"

His broad arms suddenly hugged me, and he was silent, just holding me tightly, as if he wanted to rub me into his body.

The pain of being hugged in the shoulder, but I didn't push him away for the first time, hugged Lin Hao with my backhand, leaned my chin on his shoulder, and tears flowed down his body.

"It's okay, it's okay."

Gently patting Lin Hao's back, I whimpered and comforted him, even though I had already burst into tears.

Lin Hao's shoulders began to shake, and he hugged my arms harder, and I realized that he was crying.

Since junior high school, I haven't seen him cry, and he has never been as weak as me.

"Don't cry, okay?" Lin Hao's silent crying made my heart hurt even more, and it hurt so much that I could barely speak, "Don't cry...... It's hard for you to cry and I'm sorry......"

"Rachel." Lin Hao's body trembled even more, but I couldn't hear a little crying from his voice, "If you want to get married in the future, think about me, okay?" ”

"Hmm."

Definitely......

Now I can confirm that I really like Lin Hao.

I like his usual expressionless appearance, I like his anxious appearance, I like the way he teases me, I like his clumsy appearance, and I also like his handsome appearance when he plays basketball......

But I like his meticulous care and affectionate hug for me even more.

No matter when, no matter what happened, he was always the first person I thought of and the most reliable person I trusted.

Whether it was running away from home in the third year of junior high school or a mutant woman a month ago, I would always think of him first.

Even if you leave college, I won't forget you at the end of the world.

If we are thousands of miles apart, I will never give up.

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