The events of that day have passed slowly, and Lin Hao and I have tacitly agreed not to mention it. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Although I have affirmed that I like Lin Hao, the distance between me and him is getting more and more rusty.

It's me who is deliberately avoiding him, I don't dare to face Lin Hao, I like a man, I like a former best friend, which makes my heart feel a strong self-blame.

I don't know if he likes me, although he told me at the time that I should consider him if I have to get married, but I really don't know if it's because of brotherhood or because he likes me too.

Actually, I was more inclined to like me too, after all, he used to tell me that he liked me, but that was said to me within a week of becoming a woman, and I think it was more like a kind of teasing between friends. But because of the relationship between the old friends, I really couldn't ask him, "Do you like me?" Something like that.

Today is the first monthly exam, and I don't know what they want to do in a school that only has mid-term and final exams in a semester.

On the wall of the building opposite the teaching building, there have been several banners with yellow characters on a red background, all of which are words that inspire students' will, and if you translate simply, these banners can be easily simplified into four words: "Come on for the college entrance examination!" ”

In the past, all the exams in the secondary school were mainly copied, and we even ran to other people's positions in front of the teacher, after all, if we failed, the make-up examination at the beginning of the next semester would make these teachers more troublesome.

In addition to language exams...... The head teacher has always taught Chinese, and she is invigilated for every language exam, and there is no possibility of plagiarism at all, she will patrol from beginning to end, and once she is caught, it is a burst, so the language score is also our most real score.

Walking into the complex with a pen and paper, leaning on the railing to watch the scenery of the playground with nothing to do, most of the students gathered in another corner, and I was the only one who stayed here.

This is inevitable, in the past two days, in order to think about Lin Hao's affairs, I have put anything else behind, whether it is whether my family accepts me, or whether I will get married in the future, or whether my classmates will find out that I am a woman.

Every day is a godless appearance, and my mind is completely immersed in Lin Hao, and I was even called to the office by the head teacher after a Chinese class to ask me if something happened at home, so I was absent-minded.

Suddenly, I had a sense of peeping, and when I turned to look at the source, I saw that it was a student I didn't know at all, holding up a phone and facing me.

With a frown, he walked straight over to scold him, but as soon as he moved, the student ran down the stairs and disappeared.

It's a freshman, right? I haven't seen it at all.

In the school for two years, the small school has already let me see the appearance of the students, even if I don't know each other, but I can see the familiarity, and the person just now has no influence at all, it must be a new student who just came this year.

Are you filming me? Just.

Is there something wrong with that person?

I was still struggling with being photographed, so I heard the bell ringing in class, and the teacher in charge of the exam began to notify us to enter the venue.

sighed, Lin Hao's shadow appeared in my head again, and I suddenly found out if I was thinking about spring these days?

Still like a fool, the pen in my hand was almost unconsciously manipulated by me, and from time to time I drew a few inexplicable lines on the test paper, and then carefully looked at the previous fill-in-the-blank, and found that all of them were wrong without exception.

Shaking his head vigorously, he wanted to expel Lin Hao's figure from his brain, but he couldn't do anything.

Maybe I wouldn't be like this if I just asked clearly, right?

But how dare you ask such a thing! It's a shame, okay! A few days ago, I was still saying that I couldn't like men, and after a few days, I asked Lin Hao if he liked me, and I couldn't tell if he was joking or serious.

But sure enough, you still have to ask, right?

No, no, no! If I asked, maybe the answer would make me collapse.

It's over, and the head is going to be stuck in an endless loop again.

"Rachel! Rachel! ”

It was as if after a voice from outside the sky, a burst of thunder struck me on the head.

When I covered my head and looked up, I saw that it was the head teacher who was sneering at me.

"Concentrate on the exam, what are you thinking?"

"Nothing, nothing." I replied in a panic, picked up the pen that I didn't know when I let go, and read the exam paper as if I was serious, and then I froze again.

It's not because of Lin Hao, but I'm thinking about how the silent writing of the ancient poem looks so unfamiliar, as if I've never seen this poem.

It looks like this exam must have been smashed.

After three minutes of silence for myself, I picked up my pen and started writing the last essay, and then as I wrote, the word "Lin Hao" appeared in the box.

It's really a magic barrier.

I want to cry without tears.

After a difficult end to the first exam, I floated out of the exam room like a ghost, and then I was caught by the head teacher guarding the door.

I was led to the office and sat opposite the head teacher, and I kept my head down and didn't dare to look at her.

"What the hell is going on? I didn't tell you last time, how did you take the college entrance examination when you look like this? ”

"I don't know." I'm confused, how do I know why my head is full of Lin Hao these days, even if I like him, it's not so exaggerated, right?

"Just tell me anything, whether it's a love breakup or an accident at home, I have more experience than you." The head teacher took out an orange from the bag on the desk, "I say every day that you will come to me if you have anything, and I will help you solve it if it can be solved, and I will also help you keep it secret." Let's eat an orange. ”

"Hmm." I was moved by what the head teacher said, but if I covered up the fact that I became a woman, then wouldn't I be a gay man in the eyes of the head teacher?

Clumsily breaking the orange peel, I continued to wander around wondering how much to tell the head teacher.

There are gay men in the class, and the head teacher doesn't say anything?

Thinking of this, I made up my mind, but when I was about to speak, my face turned red, and I forcibly endured the shame in my heart: "I seem to like Lin Hao......"

Then I obviously read in the eyes of the head teacher, ", what's the situation." This sentence.

"Aren't you and Lin Hao close friends?" Soon, the shock in her eyes was erased, "You seem to have been dead friends since childhood. ”

"Hmm."

"Then how did you fall in love with him?"

"I don't know." I lowered my head and rubbed the corners of my clothes, not daring to look at her, "Maybe, I said yes...... Maybe I'm too dependent on him. ”

"Well, I've always felt like you're too dependent on him." The head teacher tapped his desk with his fingers, "You put all your energy on reading, so that you won't have the heart to think about anything else, and then you will have a break when the college entrance examination is over, or ask him directly." ”

"I'd better just ask him."

Shrinking my head, I don't think I'll be able to put all my mind on learning.

"It's almost class, you go to class first."

"Hmm."

I got up from my position, walked a few steps, and turned back again: "Well, don't tell anyone else." ”

"I know, go ahead."

Maybe it's really time to make up your mind to ask Lin Hao.

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