Love can make people stupid, now I believe it, so bitter medicine, in order to see Xuanyuan Yan again as soon as possible, I also endured it, these days I am so eager to send the medicine to come over earlier, and then so impatient to drink the bowl of medicine in one breath, Xuanyuan Yan is very satisfied with my performance, most of the time he will take the time to accompany me to take medicine, and then feed me candied fruit, he said that he is looking for a new way, with a better way I don't have to endure such a difficult medicine, But I don't care so much anymore, and I'm not so reluctant anymore, and when all the efforts have a goal, it seems that everything is not so sad.

But I think the love between me and Xuanyuan Yan just made me dull, Xuanyuan Yan's IQ doesn't seem to be affected much, but his behavior makes me feel more and more, erotic sex, male nature, he shows this to the fullest, with him, either eating together, or after grinding his ears and temples, both of them are tied on the bed, sadly, I don't seem to be disgusted with his behavior, I also asked him very shyly, "Second brother, I heard that men are animals that think with their lower bodies, What do you think of this statement? Although I couldn't see his expression when he heard me say this, he was holding the scar on my hand while lazily and seductively whispering in my ear, "Nian'er, I think you seem to be a little dissatisfied with me when you ask this?" Am I not doing enough? I've been trying my best to make up for what I owe you in the past two years, don't you appreciate it? ”

As he spoke, he began to trap me under me again, kissing my eyes and the scars on my hands gently, I could feel his pity, but I could also think of how crazy he would be after a while, I closed my eyes in shame, and my face was hot, I thought, my face must be as red and tender as a ripe shrimp at this time.

"Nian'er," he called to me eagerly and gently, "now I will let you close your eyes, and one day, I will definitely let you see how much I love you." After saying this, he didn't give me a chance to think again, and I was willing to sink with him.

At this moment, I opened my eyes tiredly, there was no trace of Xuanyuan Yan beside me, I blushed and thought about what he said, one day I will see how he loves me, Xuanyuan Yan is really thick-skinned, I laughed and scolded in my heart. Suddenly, I was pleasantly surprised to find that since I opened my eyes just now, I could already see some vague outlines, including the lack of Xuanyuan inflammation on the bed, including the bright yellow bedding, and the five fingers that I stretched out in front of my eyes, and my eyes were recovering, although I seemed to be highly myopic at this time, but there was no doubt that this was a huge improvement.

I happily ran out of bed and changed my clothes, "Ah Shuang, Ah Shuang... I shouted excitedly.

"Niangniang, Miss Ah Shuang is out of the palace." A palace maid with a raw eye came in to report.

"Got it, you go down." I said with some disappointment, Ah Shuang left the palace early this morning, and now she is taking care of her business, and she has to take care of me, a blind man, which is really embarrassing for her.

However, the blurred scene in front of me still made me excited, I wanted to share this joy with others, and I wanted to see Xuanyuan Yan, in order to surprise him, I rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find the palace maid's clothes that I had kept before, and after changing, I groped and carefully slipped out of Lan Tingxuan.

There seems to be no change in this palace, just lights everywhere, and the palace ladies and eunuchs are very busy coming and going.

"The show girls in Chuxiu Palace are really tender and peugeot, and our future queen is even more beautiful and virtuous."

"That is, the Prime Minister's Mansion has always produced our queen of golden flowers, the words and deeds of these young ladies are not to say, they have been cultivated as queens since childhood, can they be bad?"

The three or two lazy palace people in the garden were talking like this, and I suddenly realized that in two days it would be the day after Xuanyuan Yan's establishment, and there was no doubt that he loved me and loved me, but did he still have others in his heart? Is he so fond of others? For example, Gongsun Ruiyan is not as good as his future queen? I can't be sure. Thinking of him and Gongsun Ruiyan looking at each other and smiling not long ago, thinking of their departing figures, I didn't have any joy in my heart at this time, and there was no longer a glimmer of light in front of me.

I groped my way back to Lan Tingxuan, I was so quiet on weekdays, and I didn't tell the palace maids not to come in at will to disturb me, so leaving for such a moment didn't seem to attract their attention.

I sat quietly on the bed, thinking about what to do next, maybe I should make it clear to Xuanyuan Yan, my peaceful lover can only have me in his eyes, but what if he can't understand and can't give me such love? Then give up? Rather than let myself suffer for a lifetime, it is better to simply leave, and in the end I came to the conclusion with a painful heartache, if he doesn't understand me, then I will still leave. With that in mind, I was no longer in a hurry to tell him that my eyes were starting to recover, and that I would wait until I was done talking to him.

In fact, this kind of waiting, this process of speculation all the time is painful, but I waited like this for two days, in these two days, Xuanyuan Yan has not come, but the prince next to him has come a few times and brought me some delicious snacks and fresh fruits.

"The emperor is too busy to come to see you, so I asked the servants to bring some food to my mother." He said this every time he came, he was very busy with government affairs, maybe he was right, marrying a wife after the establishment is also a major event for an emperor.

Tomorrow is the day he will be established, and I will be in bed early in the morning in a daze and watch Ah Shuang's blurry figure move in front of me.

"Miss, what's the matter with you these days? Sullen, but angry that the emperor didn't come to see you? I turned my face away from her, "It's no longer just pitch black in front of me these days. I said to Ah Shuang without any joy.

"What? Miss, can you see me? She ran to me with a look of surprise on her face, and I could clearly see the joy and anticipation on her face at such a close distance.

"You can see it, Shuang, you're dark again." The anticipation in her eyes made me a little unbearable, and her tone finally had a little smile.

"Great, miss, I'll go tell the emperor." Her heart was full of joy.

"No need, he's afraid he won't have time to pay attention to this at this time, Ah Shuang, I want to leave the palace tonight." The smile on my face was gone.

"Miss, what's wrong with you?"

"He's going to be the queen, tomorrow." I confessed that I was very seedless, and I wanted to stay, at least until he was ready, but as the day was nearing, I realized that I could not face his wedding with someone else.

"Miss... Although I can't see Ah Shuang's expression at such a distance at this moment, it is not difficult to hear from her voice that she is also sad for me.

"You go and prepare, don't make a noise." Then came the figure of Ah Shuang leaving, and I fell into deep thought.