I really wanted to reconcile with Lin Hao, so I stupidly got up, but every time he glanced at me coldly and left alone, leaving me at a loss. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

In normal times, he still cooks for me, but every time he cooks a meal, he always comes into the room with a bowl of rice by himself, just like what I did when I was in the Cold War with my father.

Every day when I go to and from school, I keep an eye on him every time and want to go with him, but often he will leave when I am not expecting.

I myself feel like I'm so cheap, but I just can't help it......

In the past few days, even if I go to watch him compete, I will no longer be as excited as I was at the beginning, just silently watch him finish the race, most of the time I sit in the class "station" to write cheers, and the snacks in the "station" have no appetite, I thought that Lin Hao was angry and there was a time limit, I thought that he would no longer be angry if I took the initiative to get up, but he and I are like strangers now.

I had long wanted to apologize to him, but as soon as I got in front of him, he didn't even give me time to speak, he would turn around and leave, wanting to go directly to his room, but he never locked the door, as soon as he got home, he would lock himself in the room.

I actually love to laugh, and I always smile in front of Lin Hao, but in the past few days, I feel that my mood has been suppressed to the point that I can't do it if I want to smile.

Maybe he wanted to break up with me for a long time, right?

I've had insomnia for a long time, and every time I'm in bed, every time I'm alone, I'm always cranky.

After all, holding hands with Ah Hong, he only needs to confirm with Ah Hong, and the misunderstanding can be cleared up, and he must be able to see that I really don't have any feelings for Ah Hong.

Maybe he hates me?

Also, how can a person who has changed from a man to a woman be liking him.

His liking when he was a child was just a curiosity about my girl's appearance, right? After I became a woman, I took care of me so much, and accepted my confession, it was just a curiosity, right?

Every time I think about this, my heart feels like I'm being grabbed by a big hand, and my body is cold like a corpse, and I feel as if I'll never wake up after I fall asleep.

It's really tiring.

If I hadn't become a woman, I would have been able to live a normal life like an ordinary person, why would such a supernatural thing happen to me? I just wanted to live an ordinary life since I was a child, but this kind of thing happened.

I'm really afraid, I'm so afraid that Lin Hao will leave me, I'm afraid that he will become a passerby one day, I'm afraid that I won't be able to lie in his arms in the future. I wasn't even afraid that my family would scold me and beat me because of my changes, but I was afraid that I would be the only one to bear the burden when I faced my family in the future.

But what I'm most afraid of seems to be right in front of me, Lin Hao is like quicksand in my hands, quickly leaving me through my fingers, it won't take long, maybe just the next moment, Lin Hao will completely become without a trace, and will never stay by my side again.

What should I do when I don't have Lin Hao?

If we break up, I will have no one to rely on.

I didn't dare to face my family alone, let alone imagine how I would live alone.

In the final analysis, it's just that I'm too weak, if I can be stronger than Lin Hao, then am I still afraid of these things that I don't have? Do you need someone else to rely on?

He touched the lemon that had been squatting next to me and muttered to himself.

"Are you the only one with me? Lin Hao doesn't want me anymore. ”

"What the hell is Lin Hao thinking, why does he always have a straight face, so I can't see anything."

Maybe I'm so stupid that I fantasize that a monster like myself can make others accept me.

I took out my phone and looked at the time, at half past twelve, Lin Hao should have already prepared the meal and returned to the room.

Standing up in a daze, walking a little swaying, leaving the bedroom, seeing Lin Hao just put the food on the table, he glanced at me, held the food in his hand, and turned around to leave.

"Lin Hao."

The moment he turned around, the coldness in his heart instantly filled his whole body, making me cry out uncontrollably.

"What."

It was the first time in two days that he had responded to my words, and although it was just two simple words, it left my tear ducts uncontrollable.

Tears were already streaming down my face, and I felt my body out of control, and I walked up to him in a few steps and wrapped my arms around his waist.

The scorching body temperature didn't warm my cold body, and the fear that had been suppressed in my heart was vented when I came into contact with this body.

I buried my head in his arms, cried as much as I could, rubbed his waist tightly, and clung to his clothes, afraid that he would pull me away, afraid that he would leave indifferently again.

"Lin Hao! Don't go, don't go! I raised my head and looked at his expressionless face with tears streaming down my eyes, "I really like you so much, I don't know what to do without you, don't go, don't go." ”

"It's my mistake, I shouldn't have walked with Ah Hong, I shouldn't have held hands with him, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, okay, don't break up, whatever you ask me to do, I don't want to break up......"

Obviously, we haven't been together for long, and I haven't felt enough to be rubbed in his arms, and I still have enough to eat his cooking, how can I break up so quickly.

I want to be with him all the time.

It doesn't matter what he asks me to do, even if it's for me to sleep with him, as long as I don't break up......

If I break up now, I won't be able to stand this blow.

"Okay, that's enough."

Lin Hao's tone was still cold.

Are you unwilling to forgive me?

I slowly let go of Lin Hao, lowered my head, and looked at my closed feet.

Turns out I forgot to wear slippers.

Go back to your room and put on your slippers.

I tried my best to divert my attention, but sadness still filled my brain, and I slowly turned around, and as soon as I tried to walk, my head felt dizzy, and my body was so weak that I almost fell to the ground.

A pair of big hands hugged my waist, and Lin Hao's voice came from behind him, and his tone was still cold.

"That's it, you don't need to do anything more, we won't break up."

"Hmm."

Grabbing Lin Hao's arm with both hands, he was afraid that he would leave again.

The joy in my heart hit the brain, and after the great joy and sorrow, the body that was already insomnia could not hold on, and the consciousness began to become blurred.

"Don't leave again, I'll never have contact with anyone again......"

"Okay......"

"Hmm."

With his eyes closed, a sweet smile on his face, and his body fell limply into his arms.

It would be nice if we could never be separated again.

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Oh! The starting point classification is strongly recommended! It's the first time I've made such a big recommendation, but I still want to add more......