Chapter 14: Shame
We climbed up the hill a little more, but with a stop-and-go. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Lefan's wheezing was getting heavier and heavier, and the sweat on her forehead was getting more and more, and the only thing I could do was keep handing her tissues.
Who would have imagined that the person standing in front of me now had participated in a 1,500-meter run without blushing or panting.
And now, with the pace at which we go and go, I, who has never passed the 800 runs, don't feel tired, but she is pale beside me.
When I got to a resting place again, I didn't let her sit down again, because her legs were so tired that if she sat down like this, she might not be able to stand up.
Handed her water, she poured two sips as if she had caused a water shortage, but happily, she was still in good spirits after climbing such a long way.
"Hey, it's really physically exhausted, it's just that I haven't trained for two years, and my muscles have atrophied......" she sighed deeply, and then said with a sad face.
I didn't speak, just squatted down and gently kneaded her already stiff legs with my hands.
After a while, she pulled me up and said, "Russell, all right, you can rest for a while!" ”
I stood up, and because I had been squatting, I suddenly felt a little dizzy when I stood up.
I have some low blood sugar, and as long as I squat for too long, I will get dizzy when I stand up. She also saw my discomfort and looked at me helplessly, and I didn't refuse.
I smiled at her, then turned my head to look at the scenery across from me, nodded and said, "It's a nice view." ”
We are only a quarter of the way to the mountain, looking at it from a distance, there is a big mountain opposite, one side of the mountain is a cliff, on which we can only see a few big trees growing tenaciously on the mountainside, such tenacious vitality, it is good!
"Well, it's a really nice view, and you can come and play more often in the future." She looked at me and smiled.
I still look at the mountains opposite, and occasionally I can see eagles soaring in the mountains.
I hooked my lips and said, "Okay, but you have to come with me." "However, as soon as I said that, I regretted it.
In the past, when I traveled with Le Fan, this kind of conversation happened almost every time, and she answered 'yes' every time, so what about this time?
Le Fan didn't say anything, leaving only a moment of silence.
For a long time, I only heard her faint sigh, but it hit my heart hard.
None of us took the initiative to speak the rest of the way, because we were all afraid, and no matter what we said, we would hurt each other, which was the last thing we wanted to see.
When she finally reached the halfway point of the mountain, Luo Xue was so tired that she couldn't speak, and could only gasp deeply. Her white dress was wet on her back, and I tied her long hair halfway through.
The few strands of green silk left on her ears and temples were soaked with sweat, and some messily stuck to her slightly pale but flushed face.
Although this was a little embarrassing, it could be seen that she was very happy, she stood in place, took a deep breath, and suddenly yelled into the distance: "Ah~~~"
I was helping her rub her calf muscles, and I didn't expect her to come like this, so I looked up at her in surprise. She also looked down at me, and then yelled at the other side a few times in a row, but it wasn't just the word 'ah', but also the word 'hey'.
After a while, she pulled me up, I stood up and squinted slightly, and waited until the dizziness in my brain was a little less before I smiled at her, "What were you doing?" ”
She shrugged her shoulders and said, "It's nothing, it's just to express the emotions in your heart, well, I feel much more comfortable now, do you want to come too, it's really good."
I shook my head, and she wasn't reluctant.
After resting like this for a few minutes, Le Fan spoke leisurely again: "I remember the winter vacation of the second year of junior high school, and we came to climb Taishan with a few classmates just after the vacation. It was snowing that day, and it didn't snow very often here, and even if it did, it wouldn't be covered with a lot of snow, but it was snowing heavily that year. ”
"Our group walked on the road just now, my classmates who liked to play, in fact, at that time, everyone knew about me and Zhang Yiyang, so they deliberately squeezed me and Zhang Yiyang aside, and finally, hehehe......"
Le Fan said as he spoke, smiling and narrowing his eyes.
"What happened in the end?" I asked softly, not knowing what made her laugh so happily.
She restrained her smile slightly, and then said: "In the end, Zhang Yiyang had no choice, so he went straight ahead alone." ”
I laughed and shook my head, why do I think this Zhang Yiyang in Le Fan's mouth is so awkward? It's like a shy little girl.
Le Fan continued: "Actually, Zhang Yiyang was quite shy in this regard at the beginning, I took the initiative to do everything first, I remember that the first hug I had with him was still my initiative, of course, it was to take advantage of him for other reasons. ”
She turned her head to look at me, then said with a smile: "There was a time in junior high school, and the 'cat card' was particularly popular in the class, do you know this?" ”
I shook my head, my youth was not related to other amusement projects except reading and studying, and every time I could go to the amusement park with my adoptive parents for a day, that was what I looked forward to the most. Of course, I can't ask for it myself, I know I don't have the right to ask for anything.
Le Fan shrugged when he saw me shaking his head, "Forget it, it's a little game anyway." That time I lost, and then everyone played Truth or Dare, and then I chose to take a big risk, and then I didn't know which of them had a bad idea, so let me hug Zhang Yiyang. ”
Le Fan said, his eyes narrowed with a smile again, and he looked particularly attractive.
"And then you went?" I asked with a smile, and the answer was already self-evident.
Le Fan nodded: "Well, go, but I still have been doing psychological work in the seat for a long time, on the one hand, I told myself that I was willing to gamble and lose, on the other hand, hehe, in fact, I still want to hug Zhang Yiyang, after all, I have coveted his beauty for a long time." ”
Le Fan said, and showed an extremely exaggerated smile, which seemed to bring a little bit of obscenity and cunning, but in my eyes, I thought she was really cute.
I thought to myself, well, I seem to know Lefan better than somebody.
"At that time, we were all still in class, and because it was noon on Friday, we had to go home after class in the afternoon, so we didn't take a nap at noon on Friday, and everyone was chatting in the classroom, or chatting and playing basketball on the playground. I don't even know where I got the courage at that time, but I really felt the stiffness of Zhang Yiyang's body for a moment, and of course I also heard the sound of the whole class boiling when I did this action. ”
"And after that?"
Le Fan hooked his lips slightly, "After that, I will let him go, and then returned to his seat very calmly, and continued to play another game with those lost friends, which is bound to win back what I lost before." ”
I smiled and asked, "What about Zhang Yiyang?" Didn't he say anything? ”
As soon as I asked this, I saw a little embarrassment on Le Fan's face, "Actually, I was quite nervous at the time, and I didn't dare to pay attention to Zhang Yiyang's expression." ”
I laughed.
Le Fan said dissatisfied: "You know, I was only a little old at that time, although Zhang Yiyang was not the first boy I hugged, but he was different from everyone. ”
I nodded in understanding, and Le Fan probably felt that his explanation was a bit of a feeling that there were no silver taels here, so he shook his head and didn't speak again.
I duly reminded her, "Go ahead and talk about your climbing!" ”
She was stunned for a moment, and then reacted, "You see I'm pulling away again." But just as she was about to speak, she looked at me in a daze, "Well, where did I go?" ”
I rubbed my forehead, and then said, "You said that Zhang Yiyang went away alone because he was shy." ”
She made a sudden realization, and then continued: "Well, Zhang Yiyang did leave first alone, but under the encouragement of those bad friends, I abandoned them and chased after Zhang Yiyang. ”
I just laughed silently.
"When I arrived at the foot of the mountain, Zhang Yiyang actually ran to the roof of someone's building, and I only had one idea when I saw it." Le Fan frowned slightly and said.
I wondered, "What? "Looking at Le Fan's expression doesn't seem like a good idea.
Le Fan pouted, "That is, I don't know this thing." ”
I finally burst out laughing, thinking about Le Fan's embarrassment at that time and feeling embarrassed.
Le Fan frowned slightly, "Actually, I really don't understand, why did he run to the roof of someone's building, in case he was seen by others, isn't he afraid that people will treat him as a fish thief?" Le Fan said, seemingly confused.
I can't solve this puzzle for her, because I can't understand it, it's really some, inexplicable! However, it is not surprising that adolescent boys have strange ideas.
Le Fan's head suddenly turned around, and then he stretched out his hand to point to another intersection: "You see, we didn't come up from this stone staircase at that time, but from this path. ”
I followed her hand and looked over, stunned at first, I didn't think there was any other way up the mountainside.
Le Fan smiled slightly, and then said, "You come with me." ”
As he spoke, he took the lead and walked to the other side, that is, in the direction leading to the top of the mountain.
However, he turned around at the next intersection and came to another small ramp. I saw her climb up a few big rocks next to her, and then turned to look at me, "Come on!" ”
Hearing this, I smiled helplessly, and then quickly walked to her side.
She smiled at me and said: "My memory, except for the graduation photos of elementary school and junior high school, as well as the group photos of our class during the sports meeting, I have never appeared in a photo with Zhang Yiyang, let alone a photo of the two of us alone." ”
She said this, smiling as if self-deprecating, "It's really helpless, after falling in love, we haven't even taken photos together." ”
I hooked my lips, not knowing what to say.
She continued: "However, we actually had the experience of taking pictures together, on this rock, we stood together, and my classmates took pictures for the two of us, but I have never seen what that picture looks like. Le Fan said, the helplessness in his tone became more obvious.
I wondered, "I remember you guys went to take a sticker, and I saw several of them in your album, didn't you think about taking one at that time?" ”
Le Fan suddenly looked at me with a bitter face, "Luo Su, although I am very arrogant and don't seem to be afraid of anything, we are all too shy and embarrassed." ”
I couldn't help but laugh again, well, in fact, Le Fan is indeed a person who is easily shy, of course, it depends on the situation.
However, when I thought that Le Fan obviously wanted to take a photo with Zhang Yiyang, my heart was scratched, but in the end I didn't do anything because I was embarrassed, I felt infinite joy.
But my smile just came up, and Le Fan's next sentence made me feel infinitely distressed for her.
"Russell, until now, I wanted to be able to take a picture with him." Le Fan said softly.
At this time, a fresh breeze came, gently blowing the hem of her skirt and drying her hair, but I felt that she was so unreal.
After a long while, I opened my mouth to break this silence, "What about later? Did you do anything after you came up? ”
Le Fan seemed to be stunned just now, and only came back to his senses after hearing my voice, then looked at me, hooked the corners of his lips and smiled, "Well, later, we went down this road again." ”
She pointed in the direction of the hill, and I followed her hand, but the road was out of sight after a short distance.
I asked, "What's behind that?" ”
"Actually, we went up there out of curiosity, you see." Le Fan pointed me in another direction, and when I looked over, I saw a stone plank road hanging between the mountains.
Le Fan explained to me, "That's the only way up the mountain, you can go up and see for yourself in a while, I won't go, I'll wait for you here." On weekdays, we would go up from there when we came to Taishan, but this time we wanted to take a different path, so we went this way. ”
I nodded.
She continued: "Actually, there is nothing behind it, even the woods, and it is no different from other places. It was snowing heavily that day, so we had a snowball fight there. Actually, I hid from my mom and they went out to play that day, and my mom called me halfway through to ask where I was, and I told her that we were in elementary school, in fact, we were halfway up the hill at that time. ”
I walked up the path, and when I reached the top, it was just a barren forest, just as Le Fan said, but now there is no heavy snow, and in the summer heat, there is only greenery.