Time flies, more than two years have passed in a blink of an eye, and at the age of six, I have vaguely had a bit of a slim momentum, in these two years, I have set a goal in life, and have a lofty ambition -- that is, to learn cultural knowledge, practice sword and martial arts, to be a cultured and martial arts person, to grasp my own future, and to protect my relatives. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

In order to achieve this goal, I also paid hard work and sweat, in order to make the eunuchs and palace ladies of the library pavilion believe that I really will not damage the collection of books in the library if I am ignorant, but I like to read the illustrations in the book or write and draw according to the content of the book, I have worked hard, in order to make the general master believe that I am really passionate about martial arts and quite talented in martial arts, I have suffered a lot.

Fortunately, my efforts have not been in vain, and now I can freely enter and exit the library and read books at will, learning as much as possible about this era, and my sword and martial arts are also practiced with a clear eye, and I dance like a tiger.

Just when I was full of confidence in the future, the cruel reality gave me a blow to the head, that evening, after practicing martial arts, I finally got rid of the entanglement of the three brothers and returned to Lanting Xuan exhausted, my mother and they didn't know what they were busy with, no one in the front hall came out to welcome me, a student who studied hard and made progress, I was tired and lay down on the soft couch in the inner room, I fell asleep in a daze, I was woken up by a quarrel in the haze, I opened my eyes dissatisfied, and listened quietly to the conversation from the front hall.

I only heard my mother say, "Honglie won't do that, no." ”

"Won't?" Father sneered, "The wedding card has been sent to Yaojun's hands, and the ninth day of next month is his wedding day, he doesn't seem to have taken you to heart at all, Anping Bingqing, this is the feeling that you can even ignore your life, it's ridiculous." ”

Then there was the footsteps of the father leaving angrily and the grief-stricken cry of the mother, Gao Mama and Pearl also rushed to the front hall to comfort the mother after the father left, that night, the mother's cry did not stop all night, and I also knew some clues from her crying and Gao Mama's comforting voice.

Early the next morning, I went to the library with all kinds of doubts, and carefully read all the books about the Wind Dynasty, and from the introduction in the book and the content of my mother's cry last night, I guessed the whole story.

My mother is the princess of the Yanfeng Dynasty, and also the first beauty of the Yanfeng Dynasty, although she is like a fairy who does not eat fireworks in the world, but she has also fallen into the cliché of beauty loving heroes, the Yanfeng Dynasty, the people are fierce, heavy on military and light literature, the general Huangfu Honglie is young and promising, meritorious and outstanding, and has won the love of the emperor and the people, my mother also fell in love with him out of control, the two of them secretly agreed, privately agreed for life, but just when Huangfu Honglie was ready to ask the emperor for marriage, the border riots, many tribes caused trouble and provoked, At that time, although there were fierce generals and strong soldiers, but the treasury was empty, the grain and grass were in a hurry and it was not suitable for the expedition, my emperor's grandfather was angry and fell ill on the bed, and the emperor's illness made the court chaotic, internal and external troubles, not long after, my grandfather finally passed away after ineffective treatment, my uncle, my mother's brother inherited the throne, he never could bear this evil breath, determined to quell the rebellion no matter what, unify the tribes, and also avenge his father, so he sent a signal to Jinhua for help, The Jinhua Dynasty is an economic power, in order to show friendship the Jinhua Emperor promised to provide the money and grain needed for the expedition, but not to borrow, but to give, Jinhua will give the money and grain as a bride price to the wind, the condition is to marry the first beauty of the wind, that is, my mother, so that the two countries will always be good for Qin and Jin.

The emperor's uncle knew that his mother and Huangfu Honglie were in love with each other and privately agreed for life, so he sold it to Jinhua regardless of his sister's life and death, and the Huangfu general also took the money and grain in exchange for the woman he loved without complaint and went to the frontier to rehabilitate, and my mother came to Jinhua after having me, but my father was the general Huangfu Honglie, the Huangfu general fought abroad for six years, and recently finally unified the tribes and returned to the wind, everyone thought that he was a perennial war hard, but he didn't know that he just fell in love with the princess of a certain tribeIt took two years to quell the chaos, and it took another four years to capture the hearts of beauties, and now he is still in the court, and the first thing is to let the emperor's uncle give him a marriage, and then it is logical that the ninth day of the next month is his big wedding day.

I fell into deep thought over the stacks of books in the library, I doubted the results of my guesses, I tried my best to resist, the man I called my father for many years was not my father, even if I wondered why he was always uncertain about me and my mother, why he didn't look at me as warm and kind as his brothers, but I still loved him, I tried to love him like I did with my father in my previous life, forgive him for his moodiness, forgive him for his ruthlessness and coldness, I just want to remember how good he was to me, Favor me, but it turned out that there should be nothing, no father, no brother, I smiled bitterly and patted the dust on my body, got up and walked out of the library.

When I returned to Lan Ting Xuan, no one paid attention to me, a child who disappeared out of thin air all morning, Lan Ting Xuan was also filled with a low atmosphere, I came to the door of my mother's bedroom, hesitated to see her, I really felt sorry for her, and sympathized with her, but I was also a little unsure of what kind of posture to use to face her, at this moment I really hope that I am just an ignorant and naïve child, just as I hesitated, Gao Mama walked out of the house, she saw me at the door I was stunned at first, and then hurriedly pulled me aside.

"The little lady went back to the room to play with Ah Shuang for a while, your mother is unwell, don't disturb her."

I was sent away like this, I didn't see my mother for a few days, and I gradually understood, it's not that she is unwell and shouldn't see me, but she doesn't want to see me at all, she used to love me because of my biological father, and now she can't avoid me I'm afraid it's also because of my biological father, I'm no longer her peaceful thoughts, no longer the thoughts that let her remember her former lover, what about my father, the man who has been my father for many years, since it's not my father, So why does he love me so much? Is it just because I am the daughter of Anping Bingqing, just because I have the shadow of my mother in my eyebrows, it turns out that I am just a shadow, in the eyes of my mother or my father, it is never me who they really love.