Chapter 36: First Love

Seeing Le Fan talking about her and Zhang Yiyang with a light smile, while my heart was slightly sour, I was also relieved.

"I never believed in fate before, but after going through these things, I did believe it a little. I never believed in fate before, but now I do. This is my fate, maybe it was destined to happen a long time ago, and it can't be changed no matter what. ”

Le Fan shook his head slightly, "I remember once I called Zhang Yiyang when I was in college, and I told him about my other boyfriends after I broke up with him. I said that I had a boyfriend and the reason I broke up with him was because he took my hand. Zhang Yiyang said very exaggeratedly on the phone at the time that I was too much, and I broke up because my boyfriend held his hand. I'm afraid that this reason will be inexplicable to everyone, but I divided it for this reason, because I have a subconscious resistance in my heart and am unwilling to let others get close. ”

When he said this, Roman suddenly asked strangely: "But when you were in junior high school, when you fell in love with Zhang Yiyang and Zhao Ze, it wouldn't be like this!" If you say that you can't accept the touch of others except Zhang Yiyang, but what about Zhao Ze? ”

I wondered, "Who is Zhao Ze?" ”

Le Fan didn't speak, and Roman explained to me: "Speaking of which, Zhang Yiyang is not Le Fan's first love, Le Fan's first love is actually Zhao Ze. ”

I'm even more confused, didn't I say that Le Fan liked Zhang Yiyang since he was a child? Then why is her first love this person named Zhao Ze?

Roman put the photo in his hand, and then pointed to one of the boys and said: "Oh, this is Zhao Ze, he and Zhang Yiyang were originally very good friends." ”

Listening to Roman say this, I didn't understand even more, what the hell is going on?

The boy Roman was referring to looked thinner and had fair skin, just like an ancient scholar who was weak and good-looking.

Roman said that he and Zhang Yiyang are good friends together, but in this photo, the distance between the two is quite far, and they don't look like good friends at all.

Roman then said to me: "Actually, I don't know much about the situation at that time, because when Le Fan and Zhao Ze were together, the relationship between me and Le Fan was not very good, and she didn't talk to me in detail. only knew that it was Zhao Ze who wrote a love letter to her, and then the two of them got along, but the two seemed to have broken up in less than a month. ”

I looked at Le Fan, but saw that she frowned slightly, and seemed a little uncomfortable.

I hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Le Fan came back to his senses, looked at me, and then shook his head slightly.

"At that time, Zhao Ze did write me a love letter, and at that time, he ...... I still like Zhang Yiyang, or rather, what I like has always been Zhang Yiyang. ”

I don't understand, "Then why are you still with Zhao Ze?" ”

Le Fan sighed slightly, and then said softly: "Because of vanity, because of my vanity." ”

Le Fan said vanity twice, I frowned, I thought, I understand what she meant.

Le Fan smiled bitterly, then looked at me and looked at Roman. When she saw Roman's disbelieving expression again, she whispered, "That's right, I was really hypocritical and vain at that time. When Zhao Ze wrote me a love letter at that time, I was a little overwhelmed at first, and I only thought about how to refuse, because I knew very well who the person I liked was. But when they all looked at me with surprised expressions on their faces, and then urged me to say yes excitedly, I wavered. Even though I didn't even really know what kind of person Zhao Ze was at that time, my communication with him was limited to class, and in the first semester of junior high school, I happened to hear a classmate talk about his birthday, so I bought a notebook and gave it to him. ”

Le Fan paused, sighed again, and after a long while, she spoke again.

"At that time, there were a lot of people around me who were in early love, well~ Naturally, there was Roman among them." As he spoke, he looked at Roman meaningfully.

I also subconsciously looked at Roman, only to see Roman waving his hand at us and saying, "That's all in the past, how can anyone be young and not frivolous!" ”

I shook my head helplessly, turned my head and continued to listen to Le Fan.

"At that time, I was really naΓ―ve, I just felt that it was a great thing to have someone like it, I was very excited, very excited, the first time I received a love letter, there was a feeling of pride in my heart."

Le Fan shook his head with a wry smile again.

"So you said yes?" I said.

Le Fan nodded, "Well, so I agreed." After I agreed, I realized what a stupid thing I had done, so I didn't dare to talk to Zhang Yiyang for a long time, and I was also guilty of Zhao Ze, because of my momentary selfishness, so I hurt myself and others. ”

I nodded, "And what about later?" Why did you break up again? ”

Roman rushed to say at this time: "I heard that they broke up because Zhao Ze fell in love with someone else." ”

I frowned and looked at Le Fan, "Really? ”

Le Fan closed his eyes, then looked at me, "It's not all right." ”

"How?"

Le Fan was silent for a while before he said: "After being with him at the beginning, I actually regretted it a little, especially when he said that I would not marry, I directly said that it was impossible." Regardless of whether what he said was sincere or a joke, I have no way to respond to a person who is not married unless you do it, because I only think that such things need to be carefully considered, and I can't easily promise people. Maybe it's because of these things that he is still a little dissatisfied with me. ”

"These things?" Roman said in a hanging voice.

Le Fan continued: "Hmm. I remember another time when he asked me if I really liked him, I told him that I liked him, but that this liking was not as good as the kind of love between a man and a woman. I like him, but I don't love him, to put it bluntly, at best, he's just the opposite sex who still has some good feelings for me. ”

"When we were almost a month together, I knew that we were not far from breaking up, because no one can accept wishful thinking forever, I can't respond to him, and we can't last long."

I nodded, agreeing.

"And what was the direct cause of your breakup?" I asked.

Le Fan pouted, "Zhang Yimei." ”

"What?" I was stunned.

Le Fan sighed slightly, "Zhao Ze fell in love with Zhang Yimei when he was with me, and he pursued it openly. ”

I was stunned for a long time and couldn't come back to my senses, and the plot turned too quickly.

At the same time, the dislike for Zhao Ze has risen to an unprecedented height.

I can't understand how Le Fan fell in love with such a person.

"What about Zhang Yimei?" I asked.

Le Fan looked at me strangely, and under my incomprehensible gaze, he asked rhetorically: "Do you think that if she agreed, we might still be able to sit and eat together so calmly today?" It's true that I don't love him, but it's impossible to act like nothing happened after this kind of slap in the face, and my mind is not so broad! ”

I chuckled.

"I've heard He Xi say that Zhao Ze fell in love with you in the first semester of junior high school." Roman interjected at this time, I was going to stop this topic, but Roman didn't seem to plan to end it.

Le Fan glanced at Roman helplessly, and it seemed that he had no choice about Roman's character who likes to expose people to the end.

"I don't know, I just heard He Xi say it. His birthday was during the holidays, and I bought him a birthday gift in advance, and I heard He Xi say that he seemed very happy to receive the gift. Hey, I don't know, I also asked He Xi to give the gift, it was a notebook. But then he gave me back the notebook, and I probably didn't think it was worth it at the time, so I ripped off the shell of the notebook and threw it away, and I used the notebook as scratch paper, which was actually a child's temper at that time! Originally, I was still a little guilty about him, but then because of some things, I knew that even if it wasn't because I liked Zhang Yiyang, even if I liked him, we couldn't go on, because his life and his character were not what I liked. Or rather, it is something that I am disgusted with. ”

"To be honest, when I first heard that you were with Zhao Ze, I really thought you were having a brain pump." Roman pursed his lips and said a cool word.

I couldn't stop laughing, and Le Fan's face twitched slightly.

Roman suddenly looked at me with disdain, "You don't know, they hugged the second day they were together." ”

I was slightly surprised, but Le Fan was puzzled, "How do you know?" I remember you weren't there! Besides, we didn't seem to have such a good relationship at the time, did you, and you also cared about me? ”

Roman changed his position slightly to a more comfortable position, and then spoke disdainfully, "I saw it when I was on my way to the bathroom." You are messing around on the playground so openly, and there is such a large group of people joining in the fun, the whole school is about to know if it's okay. ”

Le Fan was speechless again, stunned for a long time, and didn't respond.

I burst out laughing, I've known Roman for so long, and I've seen her mouth countless times.

"Oh, I still know something about her and Zhao Ze." Roman said again with a slight excitement.

I looked at her, "Well, you say." ”

Roman then said: "Don't look at Zhao Ze's appearance, but his sister is still very beautiful." Zhao Ze's early love was known by his sister. ”

"And then her sister made trouble with Lefan?" I make reasonable guesses.

Roman nodded, then shook his head again.

"What do you mean by this nodding and shaking your head?"

At this time, Le Fan said helplessly: "Let me explain." Her sister is looking for someone who is in love with Zhao Ze to talk to, but the person she is looking for is not me, but He Xi. To put it simply, she thought He Xi was the one who fell in love with Zhao Ze. ”

"Why?"

Roman pouted again, "Why else, He Xi and Zhao Ze have more contact." ”

Roman's re-interjection made Dele Fan speechless for a while, but he didn't refute, and at the moment, I was also speechless.

"Well, since Roman has said so much about me, I'll also say one of hers!" Le Fan suddenly spoke lightly.

I hooked my lips and said, "Okay! ”

Roman may have suddenly sensed the high energy ahead, and hurriedly said, "What do you want to say?" ”

Le Fan spread his hands, "It's nothing, just talk about your peerless, alluring the country and the city, so that everyone loves and flowers bloom!" ”

Roman smiled awkwardly, "Hehe, what's there to say about that!" ”

I'm also speechless, it turns out that in Roman's heart, her own image is like this!

Le Fan ignored Roman's struggle and continued, "Speaking of which, Zhang Yiyang and Zhao Ze seem to have chased you!" ”

I suddenly stared at Roman with wide eyes, this thing is really a god plot!

As soon as these words came out, Roman immediately retorted disagreeably, "Zhao Ze, I admit that there is such a thing, but Zhang Yiyang, I don't admit it." ”

My tone was a little cold, "This Zhao Ze is really powerful, the people around you, he is planning to go through it!" This is really 'broad-minded'. ”

"Don't worry, he doesn't have that money!" Roman spoke again disdainfully.

I nodded in agreement, and suddenly felt that the face that was still clean was really dirty.