Le Fan may really not be able to escape, so he can only turn his head to look at me and Roman.

After sighing, "Actually, it wasn't like what Roman said was pressed down by Zhang Yiyang, as if something really happened." ”

Le Fan said, glancing at Roman, I was happy to watch the interaction between the two.

Le Fan continued: "At that time, it was about the fifth grade, I was young and vigorous at that time, and just like Roman said, I was a flamboyant person, who seemed to be not afraid of heaven and earth. One day we were playing with rubber bands in the hallway, and the little boys were pushing and shouting, and I think maybe then they would understand what is going on between boys and girls, and they always like to wink at girls. I don't know what they think, suddenly a large wave of people pushed us over, Zhang Yiyang was pushed to the front, I was originally facing away from them, and when I reacted, the girls who played with me ran away one by one, and I couldn't dodge, so I could only stretch out my legs to kick, I thought maybe I could resist. ”

"However, you clearly overestimate your own strength." Roman couldn't help but say.

Le Fan gave her a small blank look, and I looked down at the elementary school graduation photo, and couldn't help but smile at the corners of my mouth.

Le Fan paused and continued: "I really overestimated my own strength, and I also underestimated the strength of those boys. By the time I reacted again, Zhang Yiyang had already fallen on top of me, and he was lying directly on top of me, and next to him was a group of people who couldn't be idle anymore to watch the excitement. ”

"And what about after you react?" I asked with a hint of teasing.

Le Fan lowered his head slightly, looking at the curvature of the corners of her mouth that couldn't help but rise, I thought, maybe this is really fate, and it can't be changed.

Even if Le Fan has decided to let go, even if she has let go, even if everything can only be memories.

However, just this memory is Lefan's greatest warmth and happiness, and we can't change all of this. And at this moment, I suddenly felt that since it was Le Fan's happiness, why should we let her forget?

Let her remember it for a lifetime, without any regrets, that's the fulfillment of life, isn't it?

Forcing her to forget everything she would never forget was too cruel for her.

Inadvertently meeting Roman's gaze, we both saw the emotion in each other's eyes, I don't know what I put in my eyes, I only know that what I see in her eyes is laissez-faire.

In an instant, I suddenly understood why Le Fan could smile bitterly in front of Roman without any scruples and express his truest emotions, because Roman understood Le Fan better than me, and knew what Le Fan was thinking better than me.

Suddenly I felt ashamed, remembering the complaint I had complained about Le Fan, and I could only laugh bitterly at my own cleverness.

Le Fan chuckled a few times and said: "After reacting, I was embarrassed, pushing Zhang Yiyang up, and seeing his apologetic and embarrassed appearance, my anger also disappeared a lot, but I was embarrassed to stay outside anymore, so I could only flee back to the classroom." ”

I smiled and didn't speak, looking at the smile on Le Fan's face, there was no trace of resentment in my heart, whether it was for Le Fan or Zhang Yiyang.

At this moment, I finally understood why Roman was so uncomfortable and still laughed so happily; I finally understood why, Roman obviously didn't agree with Le Fan's approach, but he still supported her.

"Luo Su, do you know what I like most about Zhang Yiyang?" Le Fan said to me suddenly.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I said softly, "What is his?" ”

If it had been before, Le Fan asked me like this, I might still have some discomfort in my heart, I have always thought that it is not worth it for Le Fan to love someone so desperately.

Now, however, I think I can accept it. I can't understand this feeling, maybe it's just because I haven't experienced it, I haven't gotten it.

And at this moment, I think, I suddenly understood why Chen Ruihao loved her so much, even if he knew that she would not let him live in it.

Le Fan took the photo frame in my hand, and his fingers gently caressed the person on it, "His eyes." ”

Roman and I followed her gaze, Zhang Yiyang in the photo smiled brightly, there was no impurity in those eyes, and he narrowed his smile, and at a certain moment it seemed that this person appeared in front of me alive.

"Every time he smiled, I could feel joy in his eyes, and that joy seemed to make me feel happy. What I am most afraid of is his eyes, in this world, his eyes are the only ones I dare not look at directly, I always feel that his eyes contain too many things, no matter what can make me taste for a long time. ”

"I suddenly remembered something that happened in junior high school." Roman suddenly interjected.

Le Fan had no choice but to stop, and we looked at Roman.

"Once in the classroom of Zhao Qiming, our physics teacher, Zhao Qiming suddenly said something to Le Fan, which made all of us tacit."

"Oh? What words? "I wondered.

Le Fan continued to smile gently, I thought, maybe this is related to Zhang Yiyang, which can make Le Fan feel warm memories.

Roman coughed exaggeratedly again, and then imitated a man's voice: "He said: You Lefan, I found that every time Zhang Yiyang finished speaking, you couldn't stop laughing, I don't understand, are his words so funny?" ”

I couldn't help but laugh out loud, "Was she with Zhang Yiyang at that time?" ”

Roman nodded bitterly, "Well, they hooked up by then." Moreover, everyone in our class knew everything they should know, and in an instant, they all laughed. ”

"And what did you say to your physics teacher?" I looked at Le Fan with interest.

Le Fan smiled lightly and said, "I didn't say anything, continue to giggle!" ”

I couldn't help but chuckle a few times, and then asked, "Is it true that you laugh no matter what he says?" ”

Before Le Fan could say anything, Roman hurriedly said: "And he laughed like a fool." ”

I raised my eyebrows slightly and looked at Le Fan, Le Fan smiled and nodded, "I can't help it, he is really the only one for me." As long as I see him, I can feel all the warmth and happiness. If the reason why I laughed so much at what he said at that time was because I was in a relationship with him, then what happened? After breaking up with him, if something sad didn't happen, when I chatted with him, my heart was always very satisfied, and I couldn't help but be happy to see him. It's just a pity that this person who can't be replaced by anyone is destined not to be my reliance, although he is my whole life for me. ”