After taking the photo, Le Fan leaned against the bridge railing and continued: "On the day of the New Year, I went against Zhang Yiyang on this bridge. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoAt that time, my parents found out that we were walking together, and I was really panicked at that time, I didn't know what to do for a while, and I was really scared. Never went against the wishes of my parents.,The first time I quietly liked someone.,Although I feel happy.,But I'm still uneasy.。 ”

She turned her head to look at me, then turned her head away and squinted at the white clouds in the sky.

"Russell, you know what? In the eyes of my parents, I have always been a typical good girl, or rather, not only in the eyes of my parents, but also in the eyes of those relatives and friends. But that time, I refused to go to Taishan with them for the first time, but after this time, in the eyes of my parents, I was no longer the obedient and good child. ”

Le Fan said and chuckled, I don't know what she meant by this laugh, but I could also feel the emotion in her heart.

"The **** went alone early in the morning, it can be said that the pace is fast, and I can't wait to reach that place on the next side, because there, there is a person I have been thinking about since the holiday. When I arrived at a stone bridge on the way to Tiantai Mountain, I saw people smiling and waving to me on the other side of the stone bridge. At that moment, I just felt that the empty heart that had been empty for many days was filled in an instant. ”

Le Fan suddenly turned his head to look at me again, and asked with a low smile: "Do you think it's sensational and exaggerated?" ”

I nodded, indeed, I am not a person who likes to express his feelings like this, and Le Fan used to be a person who likes to express his feelings like this in my eyes, so now I suddenly feel a little awkward when I suddenly listen to Le Fan express my feelings like this.

Le Fan smiled indifferently, "But that's the case, that's what I really feel." ”

She hooked her lips and turned her head, and at this time her face was no longer the faint sadness she had just now, and I was very relieved to look at it.

Le Fan is a person who is very good at adjusting her mentality, even in the face of great difficulties and setbacks, she can come out quickly. However, once I asked her how she did it, and her answer made me very helpless and distressed.

She said that when it hurts a lot, you will naturally be able to learn to adjust your mentality, and life will not stop because of your sadness, so you can only learn to adapt.

After walking that distance, I will understand that in fact, there is no way to think that there is no way, and gritting my teeth is actually over.

The corners of Le Fan's mouth pursed into a good-looking smile, and he turned to look at the other side of the bridge, "I'm on this side of the bridge, he is on the other side of the bridge, and when he is approaching, my pace slows down, pretending to walk over casually, and greeting him, I said, 'You came so early.'" "Now that I think about it, I really ....... to look like I have no silver here and three hundred taels."

She said as she suddenly seemed to know how to describe it, and after a pause for a moment, she smiled and continued: "What I didn't expect was that such a casual sentence of mine would be exchanged for his sentence 'Because I'm waiting for you early!'" I admit that girls are animals who like sweet words, especially listening to the person they like to say sweet words, if they don't like it, then that person is definitely not the person they like. ”

She said this to me, and I nodded in agreement, although I have only been in love once, but it cannot be denied that it is true that even if I know that sweet words are not credible, it will still make women moths to the fire.

With just such a sentence, I don't know if my face was suddenly full of shame, I could only feel my hot face, and the smile and subconscious shame in my mouth. So I turned my head away, and asked Roman why they hadn't come yet. ”

Then, all he could hear was his low laughter. Well, well, in fact, we are not so bold, that time to climb Tiantai Mountain is not only the two of us, but also our friends, although we long for the world of two, but our age is really too young, we still need to avoid suspicion. ”

Le Fan said, he winked mischievously at me, not at all like the gentle woman I knew, such Le Fan seemed to be full of energy and vitality.

"But although it was said that it was a group of people going to climb Taishan, I am afraid that the only people who are really very positive are me and him, otherwise I wouldn't have waited for a long time to wait for them."

When Le Fan said this, her good-looking brows furrowed slightly, I know her, she doesn't like to wait for people, and she doesn't like to let people wait, although she is accompanied by Zhang Yiyang, but she should also be a little complaining.

Le Fan suddenly laughed: "Actually, I really felt that I was quite stupid at the time, obviously I wanted to stay with him more, but as a result, along the way, I didn't have any conversations with him, but chatted with my friends." A group of people is very clear, one side of the man, one side of the woman, sometimes the two of them are ridiculed by their friends from time to time, and they have to vigorously oppose and cover up. ”

Le Fan smiled and shook his head, as if he was helpless about what he did at that time.

"But Le Fan was really cute at that time." I laughed.

She shook her head helplessly, "But after going up the mountain, somehow, the big team dispersed, and when I turned around, Zhang Yiyang didn't know where to go, although he was in a little sad, but he still tried very hard to laugh and laugh with his friends." That feeling is really indescribably boring. ”

I also smiled to show that I understood her feelings.

At this time, Le Fan suddenly turned to look at me, and then said, "Luo Su, you accompany me to climb Taishan!" ”

I frowned slightly, "Now?" ”

Le Fan grinned suddenly, "Yes, now, let's stop standing here stupidly, let's talk as we go!" ”

I looked up at the sun that had already risen, and nodded, "Okay, wait until I go get the parasol." ”

Le Fan smiled and nodded, I opened the car door and took an umbrella and two bottles of mineral water, then locked the car door and walked to her.

I handed her a bottle of water and said, "Hmm~ Where are you going?" ”

She looked at me amusedly, and then said, "Just follow me." So saying, he went first the way we had come yesterday.

I hooked my lips and quickly walked over to her.

The sun was shining obliquely, and the trees on both sides blocked out the less intense sunlight, except for a few spots that struggled out of the cracks in the trees to fall on us.

As we walked, Le Fan waved her arm, and then said, "I originally thought that my parents would not come, after all, they don't actually like to climb Taishan, and they used to go because of me." ”

Le Fan said, paused again, and then continued: "But what I didn't expect was that I would meet my mother on Tiantai Mountain that day, maybe because they were worried about me, they came to the mountain to find me. The moment I saw my mother, I was stunned, but fortunately, Zhang Yiyang is not by my side now. ”

I asked incomprehensibly: "Since Auntie didn't find out about you and Zhang Yiyang, how did you break up?" And, still on that bridge? ”

She understood my doubts, then smiled, and continued to explain to me: "You also know that my parents are the only daughter of mine, and they are very strict with me, although I know that it is because they love me very much, but I still feel overwhelmed by their strictness. ”

"Since I was a child, I have never stayed overnight at a friend's house, I have never been out of the house once, no matter where I go, I have to talk to my mother, and I must not go far, I can never go to a friend's house without the company of my parents."

Speaking of this, Le Fan seemed to be unable to help but smile helplessly: "So, since I was a child, I have felt that school is better than home, and when my classmates want to go home from school early, I hope to spend more time in school, because in school, I always feel very relaxed." ”

She said, a hint of wistfulness in her tone.

"I always envy other people's children, because I feel that I am always imprisoned in the cage of father's love and mother's love, which is difficult and painful. That time, my mother finally promised me to let me go out alone, but I didn't expect them to follow. Originally, they were not there, and I had promised to go to the street with my classmates, but when my mother showed up, I knew it was impossible. ”

Le Fan said, paused and looked at the slightly winding road in front of me, "If it was me before, I would have reluctantly said to my classmates and went back with my mother, but that time it was so unexpected, even if I knew it was impossible, I actually wanted to try again." ”

Le Fan said, and suddenly sneered: "At that time, I was thinking that maybe she would agree to let me and my classmates go to play." Maybe part of the reason is that I don't want to lose face in front of my friends, my classmates often lament my mother's strictness in my ears, just like this, I want to resist once, so that my classmates also know that I am not the kind of weak girl. ”

Le Fan said, and he couldn't help laughing again.

Maybe it's because of the pure innocence of thinking of my previous self, or maybe it's thinking of my stubborn self in the past.

"So I tried to walk up to my mom and tell her that after climbing Taishan in a while, I wanted to go to the street with my classmates for a while, and asked her if I could go home in the afternoon."

Le Fan said, and couldn't help but slump his shoulders, "I saw that my mother, who was very happy to see me, immediately changed her face after hearing this, and then frowned and said no, saying that when my father came down in a while, he asked me to go back on a motorcycle with them." ”

She shook her head as she spoke: "I turned my head to look at my friends behind me, looking at their 'pity' eyes, I continued to tell my mother again without giving up, I promised my friends, let her allow me this time, but my request did not exchange for my mother's relief, she still resolutely objected." ”

"And then you went back with your aunt?" I asked guessingly.

Le Fan shook his head, "No." ”

She hooked her lips and smiled, "I don't know if it's been suppressed for a long time or what's wrong, I couldn't help but have a big fight with my mother, the image of the original good girl disappeared in an instant, I looked at my mother stubbornly, and then told my mother very definitely that I had promised my friends that this time I must accompany them to play on the street." ”

"You quarreled with Auntie?" I asked in surprise, I saw how sticky Le Fan was to Mother You, and I couldn't believe that she had ever quarreled with Mother You.

Le Fan nodded indifferently: "That's right." ”

"In front of so many people?" I asked again.

"Or else?" Le Fan is a natural ****.

Well, I smiled helplessly," you continued. ”

"I didn't know what was wrong with me that time, and I was determined to go against my mother's wishes, yelling at my mother until I didn't care, I had to go. My mother was also angry, dragging my arm, and was about to pull me away, but I naturally resisted stubbornly, my face was full of discomfort, and the more I thought about it, the more aggrieved I became. At that time, I really didn't understand why, why my mother was always like this to me, never caring about my wishes. ”

Listening to the slight depression in Le Fan's tone, I couldn't help but laugh: "In fact, people's emotions are not easy to control, sometimes even if you don't think like that in your heart, your emotions will dominate your body to do something." At that time, it should be that you and your aunt's emotions are a little out of control! I don't think Auntie is the kind of person who is arrogant and unreasonable. ”

Le Fan smiled and nodded: "Well, my mother is not an unreasonable and arrogant person, the problem is myself." Actually, I'm not a good girl, sometimes I feel rebellious in my heart, even a little dark, but I never show it. My mom never knew that. ”

I frowned, "Rebellion may exist, but it seems too dark to say it's too much." ”

Le Fan smiled and didn't take my words, but continued to recall: "I yelled at my mother that I wouldn't go back, asking her why she was like this every time, and why I wasn't allowed to play with my friends, but my mother just became more and more cold and asked me to go back with her." Then, despite my resistance, he pulled me to leave. ”

"I don't know how many people were watching this farce at the time, maybe the people on the side saw it at the time, maybe everyone was pointing fingers at my mom and daughter, but obviously, my mom and I didn't have the heart to pay attention to this. And my friends, perhaps seeing this scene, also understood that my mother did not approve of me going to play with them, although they may have been a little disappointed, but they no longer insisted, so they persuaded me to go back with my mother. ”

"Are you going back?" Although I was asking, I had already guessed the result.

She shook her head directly, "Of course not, I didn't compromise because of the advice of my friends, but because of the grievances and anger in my heart because of this sentence, I feel that my mother has made me lose face in front of my friends." So I shook off my mother's hand, looked at her hatefully, ignored her ugly face, and then quickly turned and ran down the hill. At that time, I only felt that every minute I spent there was torment, and that time, I suddenly resented my mother. ”

Her blunt words only surprised me, "Resentment? I asked if I was using the wrong words.

But she nodded affirmatively, "That's right, resentment." ”