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Hearing the word resentment from her mouth, I suddenly understood what she meant by the gloom.

I have seen some reports before, which say that some children hate their parents for some inexplicable reasons, and I just thought it was very absurd at the time, but I didn't expect that today, such a thing, I actually heard it from my best friend's mouth.

However, Le Fan obviously didn't know what I was thinking, she continued: "It wasn't until I ran to the foot of the mountain that I slowed down, looking at the crowd of people coming and going, looking at the smiles on those people's faces, I suddenly felt very confused, where should I go at this time? ”

She said, with a little loneliness, "I was confused, so I could only lower my head and suppress the tears in my eyes, but I didn't expect the tears to fall down." Because I was afraid of being seen by others, I panicked and walked on the way to and fro, not to go home, but to cross the bridge and go to the elementary school to stay. ”

"From that bridge can you get to your elementary school?" I asked, confused.

She nodded, then turned to look at the bridge not far away, and I followed her.

She stretched out her hand and pointed to the power station over there, "Look, go through that junction, go up from there, follow that road, and then get to the big weir, climb up the weir ditch, follow the weir ditch, and you can go to my elementary school." ”

"A ditch? Is that the one across the road? "I asked suspiciously, I did see a weir ditch when I was driving just now.

Le Fan smiled and nodded, "That's right." ”

She paused and continued: "At that time, I was looking for a quiet place to stay, but the only quiet place I was familiar with was the school after the holiday, which was the place I had stayed in the longest, and I was familiar with every plant and tree there, and it made me feel warm and peaceful. Hehe, I'll take you to my elementary school in a moment. ”

I nodded, not perfunctory, but really wanted to see it.

Le Fan turned around again, and then continued to walk forward, leaving the bridge behind.

"I was walking on the road, many people passed by me, these people were in groups to climb Tiantai Mountain, looking at their excited or expectant eyes, I was already sad I just felt even worse and anxious, such a good day, I really had a bad life."

She paused again, with some regret in her eyes, "And...... Originally, I wanted to take advantage of this good day to stay with Zhang Yiyang, but as soon as this happened, we couldn't be together. What's more, Zhang Yiyang didn't know where he went, and he didn't even see a figure. Hehe, I was so sad at the time, I still thought that it would be nice if I could see Zhang Yiyang again before leaving. ”

Hearing Le Fan's words, I really can't imagine how much she likes Zhang Yiyang.

"I don't know if the sky really heard my words, the whistle of the motorcycle suddenly sounded in front of me, I raised my head in confusion, I don't know the person driving the motorcycle, but I know the person who is riding the motorcycle behind."

I also guessed who the person Le Fan saw was, so I said: "Is it Zhang Yiyang?" ”

Le Fan showed a smile of remembrance and nodded, "I'm afraid Zhang Yiyang was surprised to see me on the road, but I felt very satisfied to see him again, so I hooked my lips and smiled at him, and I didn't think about why he appeared on the road." ”

His motorcycle sped past me, and the smile on my lips grew deeper and deeper as I watched him get farther and farther away from me. Looking back, the mood that was still gloomy suddenly improved a lot, which may be the wonder of love, which can easily heal the wounds of people's hearts. ”

I can't help but wonder, is love really so magical?

It's just that things are often relative, how much value can be created, and how much damage can be brought when lost.

I have always stayed away from love, even if I talked about it once because of curiosity, it was just a hasty end.

Le Fan sighed deeply, seemingly a little helpless and a little melancholy, "It's just that Sai Weng knows whether it is a blessing or a blessing, and fortune and misfortune always depend on each other, and then I have been thinking that if I hadn't run down the mountain at that time, maybe I wouldn't have met Zhang Yiyang on the road, but I thought that it must be a good thing to meet Zhang Yiyang on the road?" ”

I paused suddenly, and Le Fan looked at me and stopped, looking at me with some confusion.

I looked at Le Fan, and finally asked a question I had always wanted to ask, "Le Fan, have you ever regretted it?" ”

Le Fan looked at me in some surprise, as if he didn't understand why I suddenly asked like this.

But perhaps seeing my seriousness, she smiled helplessly, "Russell, what I said to my mother last night wasn't just to comfort her. I do think so, the reason why this relationship ended is not for external reasons, I don't blame anyone, and I don't regret what I did in the first place. ”

She paused, then said with great certainty, "I said that even if it wasn't for my mom and them, I wouldn't have been able to go on with him forever." It took me more than ten years to learn a truth, life is not only about love, and with love, it may not be able to go on forever. I believe in fate and the cycle of cause and effect, so I just feel sorry for me and Zhang Yiyang to break up, but I don't regret it. ”

I looked at Le Fan in a daze, don't regret it? There are a few people who can really do it in such a simple three words.

Le Fan's eyes were unwavering, I smiled bitterly, and finally diverted the topic, "What happened later?" ”

Le Fan looked at me deeply, and then continued: "I continued to walk forward, not far from the stone bridge, thinking that as long as I crossed the stone bridge, I quickened my pace a little. But just after walking a few steps, someone tapped me on the shoulder, turned my head suspiciously, and saw Zhang Yiyang's pouting and smiling face, I was surprised, and then I only felt a sour feeling in my eyes, and quickly turned my head away, and took a few deep breaths to not let the moisture in my eyes continue to condense. ”

I continued to be silent, did not interrupt again, but raised my steps and continued to walk forward, Le Fan was silent for a while, but still followed my footsteps, and we walked side by side.

Le Fan continued, his voice was a little ethereal, so light that it was almost inaudible, but standing beside her, I was able to imprint that word in my mind and engrave it in my heart.

When Zhang Yiyang saw my appearance, he seemed to realize that something was wrong, and when he walked up to me, he asked me in a deep voice what was wrong. I just lowered my head, and it took me a while to ease my emotions, and when I looked up again, there was no bad emotion in my eyes. ”

"I have always been reluctant to show my unhappiness in front of others, especially Zhang Yiyang, in front of Zhang Yiyang, I always hope that I can always be that happy face, but contrary to my wishes, every time the little grievance in my heart will always be magnified countless times in front of Zhang Yiyang."

Le Fan sighed, "I said it was okay, and then changed the subject and asked him why he came." I never thought that he would suddenly appear behind me when I saw him leave on a motorcycle, and the moment I saw him, I really just felt warm all over my body. ”

She looked up at the sky, squinted her eyes, and blocked the sunlight leaking from the cracks in the trees with her hands, "Later, I often thought that maybe the reason why I couldn't let go of Zhang Yiyang and this relationship with Zhang Yiyang was because this time, when I felt the most painful and helpless, Zhang Yiyang was like the sun in winter, illuminating my whole world." ”

I turned my head to look at her, and I saw the sincerity of her face, looking at the leaves that were swayed by the wind, perhaps she was looking at the light seeping through the cracks in the trees.

"Even if I had a few boyfriends after that, but none of them could enter my heart again, in fact, it was not that I was unwilling to work hard and take the relationship seriously, but that there was no boy who could give me this kind of warmth like Zhang Yiyang."

Le Fan said nostalgically, I looked at her and wanted to ask, what about Chen Ruihao? But I still can't ask this sentence.

Perhaps, no one can give her this kind of warmth, or she is unwilling to give others this opportunity to let others give her warmth.

In fact, she is just too stubborn, one way to the end, even if there is an abyss ahead, she is still stubbornly unwilling to go back.

He seemed to be slightly relieved to see me relieved, and then said, seeing me alone on the side of the road, how could he rest assured that I was walking alone. This sentence was like a pebble thrown into a lake, and it made my heart ripple. No girl would reject sweet words, even if she knows that some sweet words are not sincere. What's more, I know, and I also believe, that Zhang Yiyang's sweet words, which are not sweet words, are exhausted sincerely. ”

When it comes to sweet words again, it suddenly occurred to me that Le Fan used to say in my ear that he hated the kind of boy who was full of sweet words.

Now it suddenly turns out that it's not that she hates sweet words, it's just that the person who says sweet words is not the one she wants.

"I turned my head again, looked at the river below the road, hooked my lips, my voice was calm, suppressed the unrest in my heart and said that I was going back, and asked him what he was going to do, and he said three words, 'accompany you', I looked at him, and the unhappiness accumulated in my heart completely dissipated. With just three words, I feel like my whole life has fallen. ”

"And then? How did you meet my aunt again? Looking at the emotion on her face, I asked at the right time.

Le Fan hooked her lips, but at this time, she couldn't feel too many fluctuations in her heart, and everything seemed to be calm.

We continued to walk forward, all the way, did not speak again, quietly, watching the stone bridge getting closer and closer, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, to Zhang Yiyang wanted to go to the primary school to see, he said to accompany me. I smiled, and the two of us walked side by side to the other end of the stone bridge, the other side of the bridge was close at hand, but I could no longer walk with Zhang Yiyang. ”

Le Fan couldn't help but sigh again, it was only less than two days, and I saw such a colorful expression on Le Fan's face, although it was a little distressing.

"Maybe God is so fond of playing tricks on people, and there is no way to escape the destined fate. I didn't believe in fate before, but with so many coincidences that day, I couldn't help but believe in fate. Just as we walked to the middle of the bridge, my mother's angry voice sounded behind me, and the three words You Lefan were like cold air, making me cold and unable to take the next step. ”

My eyes widened in surprise and I stopped, but I didn't turn around for a long time. Zhang Yiyang also stopped, he turned his head to look at me, maybe he understood everything at that moment. I turned my head and saw Zhang Yiyang's slightly frowning brow, but I turned my eyes away with just one glance, and I didn't dare to look again, my heart was very uneasy. ”

She closed her eyes slightly, and then said: "However, I have always been surprised, let me go back, but my father said, if I still have the strength to resist in the face of my mother, in the face of my father, I have no strength to resist at all, even if my father may not have other intentions at that time." Finally, I couldn't bear the pressure from my parents, turned around, passed by Zhang Yiyang, and got on the motorcycle driven by my father. ”

I looked at her with a frown, not knowing how she should be feeling when she talked about it now, even if she didn't show anything when she said it.

"I think the psychology of people is really amazing, at that time, Zhang Yiyang and I obviously didn't do anything, just walked side by side, if others saw it, at most they would think that we were friends. But I don't know why, in front of my parents, I couldn't help but feel empty, as if a secret that had been hidden for a long time was suddenly revealed, and I panicked. ”

"When I sat in the car and turned my head to look at Zhang Yiyang on the bridge, I only saw the back of him leaving alone, and at that moment, I suddenly felt that something was about to disappear from my life."

"At that moment, I didn't know yet, I had planned the future for this relationship, but Zhang Yiyang and I couldn't wait for it to blossom and bear fruit."

After recounting her and Zhang Yiyang's breakup in the calmest posture she could show, I frowned and looked at Le Fan, but I couldn't see any other expressions on her face, and even the light smile on weekdays was gone.

She was like a simple bystander, narrating something that seemed to have nothing to do with her, and even though there were many adjectives in her words, the tone was unwavering.