CH.35 I'm just here to do my resignation
That day in Director Lan's office, when I saw Shen Jingwen's disappointment and the mockery of Director Lan's mother and daughter, I finally couldn't hold back, "let's click" tears, holding the mobile phone tightly in my hand, biting my lip, I left the office without looking back, and left the company without looking back! Let the discussion behind him......
When waiting for the elevator, Liu Xiaowei chased him out.
"Zuo Yan, what's wrong with you?" Liu Xiaowei looked at me with tears streaming down my face, helpless.
"I didn't take Lin Xiao's things, I didn't take them...... Do you believe me? I really didn't take ......" I choked up, almost crying. At that moment, I suddenly remembered when I was a child, once playing with my friends, she accidentally fell and cried bitterly, the adults thought I bullied her, I tried my best to argue, no one believed me, they disciplined me and even beat me to coax her, she didn't cry, she silently watched me being reprimanded by the adults, without saying a word. And I, for a long time after that, refused to play with any of my friends.
"I believe in you!" Liu Xiaowei said, looking at his determined eyes, my tears were even more!
At this time, the elevator door suddenly opened, I hurriedly entered the elevator, and pushed out Liu Xiaowei, who was trying to come in, and pressed the door several times to close, and after the elevator door closed, I covered my face and cried in the elevator.
I haven't had this sense of grievance for a long, long time, but I didn't expect that I would be bullied like this when I lived to be in my twenties. Walking out of the office building that day, I stood in the wide square, not knowing where to go. I even felt that there was no place for me in the whole city, and I suddenly felt homesick.
Before I knew it, it was getting dark, and I was sitting on a bench in a corner park, watching the idle people in a daze.
"Xiangxiang! I've finally found you! "I don't know how long it took for Shen Jingwen to suddenly appear in front of me! He grabbed my hand, squatted in front of me, and said with an anxious face, "Xiangxiang, are you angry?" Blame me for not helping you today? It's all my fault, can you forgive me? I know it's all Xiao Xiao who is doing ghosts, you were wronged, I know it. I'll take you back now, take you to meet my mom and dad, and let them agree that we will be together, and we will get married, shall we? ”
Looking at Shen Jingwen's sincere and anxious appearance, I couldn't help but want to reach out and smooth his frowning brows, but as soon as my fingers moved, Shen Jingwen disappeared from front of me, and in an instant, I returned to the cold reality......
That afternoon, I stayed in a daze at the corner park until the lights came on, and then dragged my tired body back home. Sure enough, Xiao Ruan and Miao Miao were waiting at my house, and when they saw me go back, they scolded me for scolding! I knew they were worried about me, and I was already happy to see them, but for some reason I was in tears, maybe I was too happy.
Girls are all sensual beings, and as soon as I cried, Xiao Soft and Miao Miao hugged me and cried. After crying for a while, they made me food again, and watched me finish it, without mentioning what happened in the afternoon. Later, the three of them washed and slept, just like a running account, without any waves.
Being calculated by Director Lan's mother and daughter, now that I talk about it, I don't hate it as much as I did then, but the grievances I suffered that day have really existed for many years. Just like when I was wronged and ran away when I was a child, I also chose to escape from their mother and daughter. I'm not Zhen Huan, and I can't be Zhen Huan, in fact, most people can't become Zhen Huan, it's impossible to take revenge on the person you hate, you are bruised all over your body, and the person who hurt you still smiles at the spring breeze. This is the world, we are not the protagonists of the novel, we are all ordinary people.
Early that morning, I was in bed with my computer and writing a letter of resignation.
"You can think about it," Xiao Soft squinted her eyes and said, "Submitting this is equivalent to admitting defeat to that Lin Xiao." When she said this, I silently opened the mailbox, "Your resignation is equivalent to giving up Shen Jingwen." Xiao Soft said again.
My fingers didn't continue to click, Miao Miao was also woken up, and after she understood, she said, "Xiao Soft is right, Xiangxiang, you think clearly." ”
"Lin Xiao's slut colluded with her mother to act in this play, just to separate you and Shen Jingwen! To put it bluntly, Shen Jingwen is innocent, Xiangxiang, if you quit at this time, wouldn't it be exactly what they wanted? ”
"Well, Xiao Soft is right!" Miao Miao also said, "I can't even swallow this breath!" Let's find Shen Jingwen to make it clear, let him see Lin Xiao and her mother's faces clearly, and she will be completely finished! ”
Xiao Soft looked at me again and again, I didn't know what she wanted to say, I didn't ask, I hesitated for a moment, but I clicked send, Xiao Soft and Miao Miao didn't say anything more, they respected my decision. I didn't know one thing until much later, actually, even if I had known about it at the time, even if I hadn't resigned, I don't think the outcome would have changed.
That thing happened: When I was in bed and sent my resignation letter, Shen Jingwen was sitting outside my door, and he sat there all night.
Xiaosoft knew about Shen Jingwen's existence, and it was she who told Shen Jingwen that I went home. After I left the company that day, Shen Jingwen chased him out, he found it from dawn to dark, and made countless calls, but because I turned off my phone, he never found me.
Director Lan quickly replied to me with two words: approval. I looked at those two words, and there was no anger and resentment in my heart, only a mass of dead ashes. Then he threw away the computer and went back to sleeping......
It was dark and bright outside, so I got up and cleaned up, and went to the company to go through the resignation procedures.
As always, the people in the company looked at me with pity and gossip, and everywhere I went, there was a lot of chatter, and I returned to my seat and immediately watched the crowd.
"Xiangxiang, morning!" Yao Xiaoyan said with a smile, I know she is deliberately looking for words, she has been at work for more than an hour, where is it early? Maybe she didn't know that I was leaving, so did Liu Xiaowei know?
Seeing me looking at myself, Liu Xiaowei immediately sat up straight, and said with a look of disgust: "Why are you still here to be so late?" ”
"I'm leaving." I smiled.
Sure enough, my words attracted this group of gossip-loving friends, and everyone asked the reason, one by one, their eyes were full of curiosity, they had been working for so long, and they had created a lot of talking points for everyone, and I was also a little useful!
My resignation seems to be unexpected in Liu Xiaowei's reason, he knows that I have been wronged and wants to resign, but he doesn't believe that I will resign so soon, after all, in their eyes, leaving is admitting defeat and giving up Shen Jingwen. Just when everyone was speculating about the reason, Director Lan entered the door, and everyone returned to their workstations one after another, Director Lan saw me, and I also looked at her.
"Zuo Yan, you can come here." Director Lan said.
Following her into the office, she put her bag aside, walked to her seat, opened the drawer, and pulled out an envelope.
"You haven't been in the company for a long time, but you have contributed a lot to the company, considering your previous performance, coupled with the particularity of your resignation, I specially applied for compensation from the company, you take it." Director Lan handed over the envelope as he spoke.
"My resignation was ordinary, nothing special." I try to keep smiling.
"After all, it's because Lin Xiao is ignorant that everyone is so unhappy, and in the end, your resignation is also forced, so you're welcome."
"My resignation was voluntary, not forced." I continued to speak slowly.
Director Lan seemed dissatisfied with my stubbornness, threw the envelope in the position closest to me, and said: "I know you are not happy, but your affairs have caused a bad impact on the company, in order to avoid the impact from continuing to expand, your resignation is the best choice." ”
"In other words, even if I don't take the initiative to resign, you will quit me?" I sneered.
"Zuo Yan, you have to understand that the company will not accommodate anyone!" Director Lan was a little unhappy.
"I know, the company won't accommodate me." I said, "But how long will the company accommodate you?" Yes, you are the director, you are high, you are capable, the company needs you, although I am a small staff, but there is one thing I understand, whether it is officialdom or the workplace, whether it is public or private, it is a violation of the rules. ”
"Heh, are you threatening me?" Director Lan sneered.
"I'm not threatening you," I took a deep breath to ease my nerves, "You're more knowledgeable than me, in fact, you know the truth, you're just lucky, but I think sooner or later, you'll meet someone like you, who will teach you a lesson like bullying me." ”
"Zuo Xuan! Don't be ignorant! I advise you to take the money and go obediently, why should people get along with the money? What's the use of more, you say? If you really have the ability, you will trample me under your feet, without this ability, whatever you say now, I think you are a joke. ”
"I'm a joke," I clenched my hands, a little emotional, "why aren't you?" For your daughter? ”
"You'd better not spew blood! Zuo Yan, if you have any dissatisfaction with me, you can go to Mr. Shen, I am not an autocrat, I also have superiors, as long as you have evidence, you can sue me at any time, now it is a society under the rule of law, everything has laws! ”
"Director Lan, it's serious." I burst out laughing, "I'm just here to do my job." ”
I think she must have been angry when she saw me laughing, and kept silent with a black face. I just looked at her casually, until she turned out my resignation letter and signed it, I took two steps forward and took it, raised my hand and threw the envelope to her, and said cheaply: You can keep this money to buy bracelets for Lin Xiao! Don't have a broken jade bracelet that is rare like something!
Turning around, Shen Jingwen was behind him......