"Hehe, to be honest, I really can't connect the aunt and uncle you said with the aunt and uncle I saw, I think the aunt is quite reassuring to you, and it's not as strict as you say, but I think it's very amiable. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 I laughed.

It's true, the Mother You in Le Fan's mouth is arrogant and unreasonable, even a little arbitrary, but in reality, the Mother You I see is very gentle.

There is really no way to imagine what it would be like for Mother You to drag Le Fan home so strongly.

Le Fan smiled, "Luo Su, just like you said, people will change, people will be a little more impulsive and tough when they are young, and when they are older, they will become more peaceful and kind, and my mother is the same, and over the years, since I have realized that I have no way to accept my mother's too nervous care, I will naturally learn to communicate with my mother, how can I keep moving, it is still the way it used to be." ”

I nodded, too, people change.

"My mother is a more traditional woman, and for her, the most important thing is to be a girl. And she always felt that I had such a good environment for reading and learning at that time, and it was right to study hard at my age. I didn't have a way to understand it before, but after I learned about my mother's difficulties in reading in that era, I understood my mother's good intentions. ”

"People like my mother's generation, as well as my grandfather's generation, like to use their bitter reading history when they were children to educate us, when we were young, we felt annoyed, when I grew up a little, after knowing what family affection is precious, after understanding that people's life expectancy is limited, I cherish the time with them, even if I listen to them over and over again and never tire of saying the same teaching words, I also feel all happy."

Le Fan chuckled, and then said with a twinkle in his eyes: "In fact, although there has been no love over the years, I have family and friends to accompany me, I think it is enough, maybe sometimes I feel a little lonely, but more often I am very satisfied." So I don't feel sorry for you, because I've felt enough of the warmth you've given me. ”

Listening to Le Fan's words, I only felt that my eyes were astringent, and I quickly turned my head and took a deep breath, and changed the topic and laughed: "What happened later?" How did you break up with Zhang Yiyang? ”

Seeing me like this, she couldn't help but smile again, then raised her head and looked at the blue sky again, "After I quarreled with my mother to no avail that day, I still went back to the room, and when I subconsciously picked up my mobile phone, I received a text message from Zhang Yiyang. ”

"What text message?" Then I asked.

Originally, I thought it was some comforting words, but Le Fan reluctantly said: "A text message to break up with me!" ”

"What?" I asked, surprised, looking at her, thinking I had misheard.

Le Fan didn't mind my surprise, she shrugged her shoulders again and said, "Why are you so surprised, it's that he texted me to break up!" ”

I subconsciously spoke again: "Why? Didn't you find out by your aunt? ”

Le Fan looked at the incomprehension look with a funny look, and then said with a smile: "Is it so strange?" ”

Le Fan hooked his lips, his eyes were full of indifference, "Actually, my mother didn't find out, after all, I'm so abnormal, how could my mother not notice it, when I quarreled with my mother, she also mentioned Zhang Yiyang, and asked me very angrily, who is the person walking on the bridge with me?" ”

"However, I didn't admit it, just said that it was a friend I met on the road, and my mother couldn't help it, because she had no evidence to prove that I had anything to do with Zhang Yiyang, and even said that they didn't see Zhang Yiyang's face, they only knew that it was a boy."

"In that case, why did Zhang Yiyang break up with you?" I couldn't help but ask, I'm afraid anyone wouldn't understand this.

It's clear that it hasn't been discovered, it's not exposed, so why break up? Obviously two people like each other, why break up?

I saw Le Fan shaking his head with a wry smile, "I don't know, he didn't explain it to me, I sent a text message to ask him why, but he didn't reply to me." ”

"Then you just agreed to break up?" I frowned, this was really an inexplicable reason to break up.

Le Fan nodded, "Well, but later, I can't remember when, once I asked him this question again on QQ, hehe, but the answer he gave me was that he didn't know either." I guess maybe he thought we were discovered by my mom at that time, maybe he was a little scared too! ”

I'm frowning, is it because of that? But it's understandable that at that age, it's normal for them to be afraid of their parents.

Le Fan said, smiling helplessly, at this time, those days that were so painful will no longer make her sad, but there will be a lot of mixed feelings, and sighs may account for a greater proportion.

"Who knows? I almost forgot about such a distant day, I just remember that I cried and cried all the time for a week, and my face was still full of tears all the time, because he once gave me some small gifts, so the things in the house almost reminded me from time to time that I broke up with him, and it was always stimulating me and making it impossible for me to get out. ”

There was a relieved smile on the corner of Le Fan's mouth, "During that time, my parents also seemed to notice that something was wrong with me, so they relaxed me a little and didn't stare at me all the time, hehe... Maybe my mom thought I was sad because of a fight with her! ”

"And after that? Haven't you thought about looking for Zhang Yiyang to get back together? I asked curiously.

Le Fan smiled, "Of course there is, but I still don't dare to call him when I'm at home, I still don't dare to send him text messages, and the text messages I sent with him before were encrypted, but unfortunately, I forgot the password myself and couldn't untie it, and I couldn't turn over those text messages, and I don't know if he sent me another text message." ”

I laughed dumbly, I forgot my encryption password, and I didn't know what to say.

However, hasn't Le Fan always been like this, so her passwords will always only be a few, and this can't be tried again, but she can always try it out.

"The area behind my house wasn't what it is now, it was full of fruit trees. I remember that at that time, there was an indescribable tree at the top of the hill, and we often climbed to it to play, hehe, in fact, there was nothing fun, but I felt that there was an inexplicable sense of accomplishment when I climbed up. ”

I couldn't help laughing, imagining Lefan climbing the tree, and I only felt extremely happy.

"In those days, I often took my cousin to sit on the mountain bag for an afternoon, not why, because I could see the road to Zhang Yiyang's house. I feel stupid when I think about it now, every time I saw that road, I fantasized that I must work hard to make money in the future, and then together with Zhang Yiyang, build a house that belongs to the two of us in his house, and then love each other and live for a lifetime. ”

When Le Fan said this, his voice was inevitably a little low, but the corners of his mouth were still habitually hooked with a good-looking arc.

"Even if I have broken up with him, I have always insisted that I will go to his house to repair the house in the future." Le Fan said, and she couldn't help laughing again.

"At that time, I thought, even if I can't be with him, I have to watch him happy, hehe, but I obviously overestimated my 'Mary Sue' level, to be honest, if I didn't have no choice and didn't give myself a chance, maybe I wouldn't have been able to attend his wedding so easily."

She paused, then chuckled a few more times, and continued: "Actually, I sent him a message shortly after, I told him that I would wait for him, wait for him for ten years, I admit that I have not fulfilled this promise thoroughly, I have had many boyfriends in the past ten years, you know, but none of them are long-lasting. ”

She sighed deeply, "Hey, it's not worth it. ”

I looked at her suspiciously, "What's not worth it." ”

She suddenly looked at me with an aggrieved face, "Woo, Luo Sue, I suddenly remembered that because I have been thinking about him all these years, even if I have so many boyfriends, my first kiss has not been confessed, it is really not worth it." ”

I silently looked at her, perhaps with a smile that wasn't ugly, not very good, but I didn't speak.

She didn't force me to say anything, and continued to narrate: "Well~ By the way, the promise given to him, saying that I won't get married until he gets married, was also said during that time, but I implemented this promise well." Oh, there's one more thing I didn't disobey. ”

I looked at her with a puzzled look.

She turned her head abruptly, then lowered her head, and from our vantage point, we could still see the trickle.

The clear water, Le Fan once said, this river used to be very dirty, all kinds of polluted water into this river, but now, after treatment, the river has returned to its former clearness.

I looked at her slightly pale face, her clean and clear eyes, as clear and transparent as the water in the river.

The shadows and stains that had fallen on those minds seemed to have been swept away like this river.

Her voice seemed to be blown into my ears by the wind without the slightest fluctuation, and at that moment, I only felt that my already scarred heart was broken a little more.

I heard her say, "In this life, I only love him once, and I have fulfilled this promise." ”

She once told me that in this life, there is only one heart, and there are too few things that can be put into it, and people's seven emotions and six desires, if they are left behind, they can fit many people in love, family, friendship, family affection and friendship, but love, in a stage, can only fit one person.

If you want to pretend to be someone else, then you must dig the original person out of your heart, otherwise, it is not love, love can only be a matter of two people.

But the feeling of digging out a piece of it is too painful. She is not strong, so she needs more time than others. It's just that maybe she didn't expect that this time would be more than ten years, and her plan has not yet succeeded.