Le Fan hooked the corners of his lips, and then said to me, "Let's go up!" ”

Seeing that the sun is getting stronger and stronger, thinking that if we wait a little longer, if we want to climb to the top of the mountain in a while, I am afraid it will be even more difficult, and we have to take care of Le Fan's body, if we want to go up the mountain, we can only go up while it is still cool. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

So I didn't object, nodded, stretched out the parasol, and held it above Le Fan's head.

She looked at me helplessly, "Russell ......"

But before I could finish speaking, I interrupted, "If you want to go up, you have to listen to me." ”

In the end, she had no choice but to compromise.

We started to go up the mountain, and when we had only climbed a short distance, Le Fan had begun to pant slightly, and the sweat on his head was a little more.

I hurriedly took her hand, and she looked at me suspiciously: "What's wrong?" ”

I let go of her hand and laughed, "Let's go and rest under the tree for a while, your story is not finished yet." ”

She looked straight at me for a long time before she shook her head helplessly, "Okay! ”

The stone staircase leading up the hill has a small platform for resting at intervals, as well as a small stone bench for resting.

Let Le Fan sit and drink water and rest, and I will also sit aside.

Le Fan rested for a while before continuing: "Actually, I feel that I have always lived a contradictory life before, so I am not happy, but even if I am not happy, I still have to live with a smile on my face, how sad!" But there was no way, because I couldn't change it all then! ”

Le Fan looked at me, and then said with a smile: "But I don't complain, I don't complain about my family, I don't complain about my parents, I can study hard according to their arrangement, I can be admitted to high school, I can be admitted to university." However, I still hope that they can give me a little bit of space so that I can be less depressed. ”

She looked up at the sky, "My mother is very strict with me, she doesn't allow me to stay out for more than two hours, and it depends on who I'm playing with, my mother doesn't allow her to play alone with boys." ”

I frowned, I couldn't experience this feeling, because my guardian was protective of me, but never restrained, and gave me enough freedom.

In fact, sometimes, I prefer that someone can control me, because no one is in charge, I can only rely on myself to judge right and wrong, and I can only measure my life by myself.

"My house's access control, during the holiday at home, I have to go home before eight o'clock, according to my mother, it is not safe for girls to be outside at night."

"Moreover, I was not allowed to spend the night at other people's houses, and this point was not broken until I was a sophomore, and I finally spent the night at Roman's house, and that night was because Roman was pregnant, and I went to see her, and Roman also liked my father and my mother, so I was able to sleep at Roman's house for one night."

Le Fan smiled helplessly, "At that time, every time I heard that my friends were staying in someone else's house because they were attending each other's birthday parties, I would be very envious, because of these, I had never been allowed." At that time, I thought, I am like a completely bound Cinderella, trying to break free from the shackles imposed on my body, to see more and farther places, but I lack the courage to be desperate. ”

"I rarely go out with my friends, and when I do, I only play around my home, not too far from home. I often think that I'm their daughter, but I'm not their canary, even though I'm not as good-looking as a canary! ”

She made a small joke.

"Then you really never go a little farther to play?" I asked sympathetically.

But she shook her head, "Of course not, I have a rebellious heart, sometimes even if I know that I will be scolded if I come home late, but I will also commit crimes against the wind." ”

Le Fan chuckled: "Actually, just thinking about it makes me feel terrifying, if I drop out of school and go home early like other classmates, what kind of scenery should it be, maybe I won't know you again, I know Chen Ruihao, maybe I won't like Zhang Yiyang like that, hehe......"

The mountain breeze blew across our faces and ruffled our hair, and she smiled and gently brushed the hair that blew on her face behind her ears, and the sun shone on her face, gilding her with a halo, and I couldn't help but pick up my phone and take another picture of her, and this picture will remain forever.

It seemed that at this time, she realized that I was taking pictures of her, and she turned her head in surprise and looked at me holding up my phone, "Are you taking pictures of me?" ”

I shook my head, "And then?" ”

knew I was diverting the subject, but she didn't expose it," and later ...... Well, my mom was very angry and said that since I didn't want her to take care of it, she wouldn't care, and from that day on, she didn't care what I wanted from then on. She doesn't care about everything I have in the future, um~~ She also threatened me with the problem of eating, saying that if I want to eat, I have to cook it myself, and I will earn it myself if I want to use the money. ”

Le Fan said this with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and I laughed too, but at that time, this kind of threat should be the most effective!

"My mother said cruel things to me, and I naturally won't compromise with her, so I also said to my mother, no matter what, everything I will do in the future has nothing to do with her."

Listening to such childish words, imagining the grievances on Le Fan's face at that time, I couldn't help laughing.

"Doesn't that seem childish?" She asked when she saw me smiling.

I nodded without denial.

"In fact, I really felt very aggrieved at that time, and I ran to my room regardless of the ground, smothering myself in the quilt. Well, in fact, what kept circling in my head at that time was Zhang Yiyang's back when he left, I don't know what happened to Zhang Yiyang, will he hate himself because of this? After all, I went back with my dad without resisting at all, would he be disappointed in himself? ”

Le Fan couldn't help laughing again, maybe Father and Mother You were still worried about Le Fan at that time, but what they didn't know was that this conscienceless little doll was thinking about something else.

"At that time, I just felt a little scared and a little uneasy, I don't know what the reason for this uneasiness, but I just couldn't calm my heart. However, what I wanted most at that time was to be alone. So I did a very bloody thing and picked up my phone and sent a text message to my dad. ”

Curious, I asked, "What's the content of the text message?" ”

Le Fan smiled a little embarrassedly: "Well, it probably means that I'm going to sleep, so don't call him, I want to be quiet alone, I forgot what I posted." ”

I laughed and shook my head, and couldn't help but make a joke, "Aunt Qiong Yao has watched too many TV series." ”

Le Fan couldn't help but laugh.

"I also know that when I quarrel with my mother, the saddest thing is my father, caught between me and my mother, he can't take sides, because no matter who he is, it's not right."

After I finished sending the message, I took a few deep breaths and tried to calm myself down, but no matter how hard I tried, it was in vain, and I didn't know what was wrong with me, why I was so sad, was it because of a big fight with my mother? At that time, I didn't know where it started, but I felt that my mind was in chaos. ”

Le Fan frowned involuntarily, then was silent for a moment, and then continued to speak after a while: "However, just after I finished sending a text message, my dad came in, my dad gently lifted the quilt that I was covering himself tightly, and then turned my side body vigorously, and then asked me to go out with him, and explained things clearly, not just twisted for half a day before going out with my dad." ”

Le Fan shook his head slightly, "My dad patiently told me that if it was my mother's fault, he would definitely make the decision for me and let my mother apologize to me, I didn't feel impatient at all because of my bad temper, seeing that my dad was so sincere, I still came out of impulse, and at that moment I also wanted to have a good talk with my mother and give each other a step." In this way, I was fooled out by my dad. ”

When Le Fan said this, he seemed to be a little crying and laughing, although he didn't know what Father You and Le Fan said at that time, but looking at Le Fan's expression, Le Fan should have been like a child who was twisted at that time!

"Actually, my mother's personality and I are very similar, both of us are very stubborn, and even if we know that we are wrong, we will not turn back easily, and will only go to the end, no matter what will happen in the end. My dad and I went out one after the other, and I secretly looked at my mom, and happened to see my mom wiping tears from her face, and suddenly, I only felt a little regretful. ”

"My dad didn't know what happened, and then he asked me and my mom to sit down calmly, and then told him the reason for the incident, or my mom spoke first, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she hit my little report, she said that I wanted to run around with my friends, I was a girl, and I ran around without my parents, if something happened, who of my friends could afford to pay this responsibility? Said that not only did I not go home, but I also quarreled with her......"

Le Fan said, and couldn't help laughing again. Perhaps, now it seems that although Mother You's worries make people feel very warm, they are also too concerned.

However, before my mother could finish her sentence, I snatched it away with tears on my face, and then cried aggrievedly that I really wanted to spend more time with my friends. Then I told my dad about what happened on Taishan, and then asked my mom why she couldn't give me a little freedom. ”

Le Fan raised his eyebrows slightly, "Actually, what makes me even more uncomfortable is that my mother questioned my friend, I find it difficult to accept, you must know that a child of that age is not false to stick a knife in his friend's ribs." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, my mother continued, what kind of friends I am, I know how to run out all day long, I don't know how to study hard, so I don't want such friends. Moreover, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, I was supposed to accompany my family for the New Year, and said that I didn't know when my heart had run away, and she also said that she shouldn't let me live on campus. ”

When Le Fan mentioned Mother You, although he didn't seem to have a good memory, his face was full of smiles.

Although the quarrel at that time was very sad, but after the incident, time has passed, and when I look back, whether I am happy or unhappy, it is a kind of happiness.

"When I heard what my mother said, I originally felt that the regret of quarreling with her was suddenly gone, hehe, at that time, I only felt that I really had no way to communicate with her, because everything I paid attention to was not worth mentioning to my mother, and everything that my mother admired was something I disdained."

I suddenly laughed, "Is this the generation gap?" ”

Le Fan looked at me with his lips hooked, and then shook his head helplessly, "Okay, it seems that you don't have such troubles." ”

I also smiled helplessly, my situation Le Fan is very clear, very helpless life experience, orphan, adopted, so precocious and well-behaved, so I will not take the initiative to ask, will not be coquettish, there is no trouble with my parents' quarrels, what I need to do is to work harder, be better, do not disappoint my adoptive parents, and don't be sent away again.

As for the generation gap, even if there is, I will make it disappear because it is a threat to my life.

Le Fan continued: "My mother's words made the anger in my heart rise a little more, so I returned angrily, what happened to my friends, I think they are very good, but my mother forced me to go home in front of everyone, so that I can hold my head up in front of my friends and classmates in the future." ”

Le Fan looked at me and smiled: "I also complained to my parents that my classmates said that my tutor was too strict, that my mother was too careful, and they rarely called me when they went out to play, because everyone knew what kind of mother I had." Restricting my freedom, I must not go out for more than an hour, they say that I am really obedient, but I listen to it with only sarcasm. ”

"I just yelled back so angrily and annoyed, these thoughts, I never said before, firstly, because of the respect for my parents since I was a child, there is still a trace of fear, I have no way to speak to my mother like this, and secondly, just because I have always felt that I should not quarrel with my mother, I feel that I have been patient, I have been looking forward to growing up early, when I can make decisions for my own affairs, when I have the right to speak, I can do what I want to do."

"But it was like a fuse that sparked my patience for so many years, and I felt like I couldn't bear it anymore. So, even though I knew that I would be punished by them for making such a loud noise, I still spoke out against all odds. ”

"And then? How did you solve that? I asked again.

She shrugged her shoulders, "It's over, until the end we didn't tell who was right and who was wrong, and then my mother and I had a cold war for almost half a month, and then it eased up." ”